I miss my childhood but im only 15?
okay, since ive been a teenager, ive been depressed, bullied, and had lots of health issues, my family life has all but disappeared, my parents are close to getting divorced, and my my big brother is about to finish university and move out of house, and here i am, still trying to grow up, while it seems my whole family has done that and they are moving on with their lives, even though my immediately family still loves each other very much, i dont feel the same way anymore, we fight a lot, and my parents are alot older, and me and my dad are always depressed... i wish i could go back to the times when my family was closer and younger, when we had more money... my brother is 7 years older than me (hes 22 now) and ive ALWAYS felt that during my childhood , i was also leaving his teenager years as well. i hate my life now.. im always depressed bullied, i hate school, and i dont have any friends.... i just feel so depressed about my life. i wish i could go back to the times when things were easier... people say your teen years are the best of your life. NOT for me.... i want them over , but i also want to be forever young, i want to be free and happy. when i listen to the song "forever young" by youth group, all i do is cry. what am im i going to think 15 years from now???? i never want to remember this part of my life again. im always living on the past, im never thinking abou today or tommorow, i miss when my brother would come home and watch the television each night, and i would do my homework by the fire. i miss my routine, i miss when we used to go for bike rides together, and walk our dog through the bush. i miss going on family snow trips each year. what can i do to enjoy my teen years??? and so when look back in 15 years, on my teen hood i can say "hey this part of my life was okay' i think its unfair how my brother got such a wonderful teen-hood and i didnt.
How can I cope with missing my childhood?
hey, i initally looked in this question because it was tagged pokemon!! lol, but anyway after i read what you wrote, I know what your'e going through, although i'm actually 17, about a year or 2 ago I used to get the same feeling as you did (and sometimes still do) - getting deppressed at the past- how good it was, and how things change and all that stuff, like I remember being carefree, but i didn't miss the innocence (i have a dirty mind lol) but yeah with family, I also had 3 cousins who always lived far away for some reason- and when they came over we always used to play Super Smash Bros on Nintendo 64!!!! it was awesome!!! and i still play it!!!! and then i remember they got Super smash bros melee for gamecube, and we always used to play it at their house when i came over and we still do!!! but we dont go over as often anymore, and like with friends i remember being best friends with one of my friends justin, and even though we are still friends, everything pretty much changed when we had and now have no classes together, and we can only talk to each other at recess or lunchtime (if i dont have art work to do), but at least we go to wrestling events together so thats pretty cool and then with the awesome shows!!! I used to always watch pokemon, yugioh, one piece, beyblades, and so much other cartoons in the morning since i was in primary school (probably about 1999), they were awesome!!!!! but then i was forced to start taking the bus to school, and then i just wasn't able to watch them anymore, although i'm officially back into pokemon!!!! but anyway, youve still got 3 years, so enjoy it while you can, but do Birthday parties, TV, movies, videogames, and christmas seriously not interest you?? well the best advice is to do something you want to do, or something you enjoyed doing in the past - I mostly miss it all as well, but I'd say other than doing something you want to do, or something you enjoyed doing in the past, there isnt many ways to cope with it, but i cope with it by doing what i say - watching movies/tv, playing videogames, and in the past, i"m getting back into pokemon!!!
How come I still miss my childhood home ?
We moved when i was 16 sold the house, but even now when ever i drive by it my friends still live on the block i always get a ache in my heart, Im 22 now and still miss it , not just the house the neighborhood my neighbors, idk I think Im still sorta longing for a life I think would be different if we stayed , instead of the life I have now, Idk if it would be better or worse but still , that house I miss it , my dream is I know its far fetched is to one day buy it and live there , it will probably never happen but its a dream. Is it normal to feel this way or am I just wallowing in the past?
I miss my childhood very very much?
You really seem to have a case of the blues, don't you? You can help yourself by remembering that even when you played outside for hours and hours, that too came to an end when night fell. While these memories are good and you can recall them with fondness, you might think about the fact that you are creating memories now, in your present life. I have heard so many people reminisce about how wonderful their college days were and how that was the time of their lives, etc. Then older folks remember being young parents with small children as being the most wonderful times of their lives. The point is, that as you grow and change, the life your are leading is just kind of there and you are really blase' about it, but then in retrospect, it seems really wonderful. But think back to that childhood of yours for a moment. It wasn't all perfect was it? Didn't you fight with your parents about when to come in? How about that neighborhood bully that no one liked and gave you so much grief? You think its not a big deal now, but it caused you plenty of trouble then. You need to think about all this and more so that you can put things in perspective and realize that you have it pretty good right now. You might also want to avail yourself of whatever counseling your school provides because you sound like you are not coping well with being on your own.