I feel like I dont love anyone or dont enjoy anything anymore.?
This is interesting....From what you just put on here, it appears that you are quite analitical as in you are analyzing thigs quite often. Out of curiosity, the questions you asked are good, however, have you asked yourself those questions? If so, were you able to come up with an answer? I mean after honestly sitting down and thinking about it. The fact you like some people, believe it or not, is a great thing. The people you do like, have you shared any of this with them? If you feel you can, I would encourage you to do so. If not, Find someone you can share this with or if you really feel like you can't share it, write it down, type it out do something to get it off your chest. I'm going to tell you right now, NEVER FEEL LIKE YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH! I don't even know you, however, personally, I can care less what someone tells to another person no matter how close they are, never feel like you are not good enough BECAUSE YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE! Basic idea, Don't look into things so much, if you need to talk to someone do it. There is no shame in doing so and if someone trys to make you feel bad about doing it, then they got thier own issues they need to figure out. No matter what it is, if it is homework, personal issues, relationship issues it doesn't matter, ask someone for their advice and I'm 100% sure you will find someone who can guide you in the right path. Basically, like my mentors have taught me, "Stop looking into s*** so much and go with the flow" Last point, the part where people feel like big fakes, not everyone is. I will tell you that right now. There are very kind hearted and caring people out there who honestly have your best interest at heart. Believe it or not, so caring they would even put their own things aside to help someone else... Keep your head up buddy and don't forget to smile!