Do you ever wish you were immortal?
No I couldnt handle being alive that long! But I do wish I could see what the earth is like 100, 1000 and even 10000000 years from now.
Have you ever wished you weren't alive anymore?
Why are we here in this world? I just don't want to be here. I feel like this world is a dream, and I am ready to end this dream, and the only way to end this dream is by dying. Why are there other humans in this world with me? Why can't I see the outside of my face, I don't trust mirrors, I want to look at my face with my own two eyes, how do I even know if I have a face. Why are humans disabled and blind. WHY!!!!!!!!! I just don't understand why humans must suffer, including me. What is the meaning of creating humans. Why am I the only one who wants to die? Don't you want to die?
Do you ever wish you were never born?
Yes,I fell the same!Sometimes life gets so hard that I wish I wasn't ever born or I wish I could go back in time to happier times and I feel afraid of telling people how I feel because I just can't since I have trust issues and I just don't feel comfortable doing that.I only trust my family with secrets and sometimes you just can't tell them everything and I don't have any close enough friends with whom I can talk about serious issues in life. What I do instead is that I usually post those questions on here or feelings here and there is usually someone to give good advice or I just cry everything out and it makes me feel better.Also,believing that good will come out of my hardships in the end keeps me going and that God is not unjust.I feel like the stress piling up as well and the way I deal with it is getting started even if it is late and you will eventually finish your work.When you are stressed think out why your stresses and work it out in your head while walking and distract yourself by going out or doing something you like.Make a schedule and try to follow it. I guess the worst part about life is that it's unfair,some people don't work as hard for their success and others have to work a lot.I hope everything turns around for you
Do people ever wish they were never born?
Yes, they do. Some, more than once. Some, really put it into action.When there's too much pain to bear.When something hits you and puts your life into a tailspin.When something you truly believe suddenly turns out to be a lie.Nobody asked to be born into this world, and of course there should be times in asking why were we born at all.There's a difference in letting it only to be a wish, and actually make it happen (i.e. going suicidal). A lot of difference perhaps, mostly in terms of time and conviction. My suggestion is, on the available time between a thought and taking a real desperate action, seek ways to enjoy life. Seek help, especially to those who is sympathetic to you.There's a quote I like from George Bernard Shaw:"Life is not meant to be easy, my child; but take courage: it can be delightful."
Do you ever wish you were somewhere else?
yes i do 1981, making my life different after graduating high school, i would take a different learning route then what i have chosen to do with myself.
Do you ever wish to live an unapologetic life?
Why wish, why not live an unapologetic life right now.What’s stopping you? FEAR?Learn to dance with your fears and start living a life of integrity.There is no bigger regret than to give life somebody else’s way!Stand for what you believe in, stand for your values.It will be difficult in the beginning because people might feel you have lost it, but being a successful weirdo is far far better than being a perfect failure.
Have you ever wished you were never born because life has been filled with so much sadness?
I did once. In fact, for quite a period of time. But then came a day when I taught myself how to look at life.I was taking this city bus back home after shopping. It was not so crowded as it was 3 p.m. I sat and got comfortable with music. There came a bus stop and a woman climbed into the bus. She came and sat next to me. She was wearing these black shades. I thought it was to protect herself from the scorching summer.Just after a while she asked me where the bus reached. I then realized she challenged visually. I told her where we reached and we got into talking. I was awestruck to hear that she was working for a MNC and she takes the same bus everyday after work back home. Just when she finished saying that, her stop came and I helped her get down the bus.After she left, I did a lot of thinking and talking to myself. In fact, its a remarkable day of my life and changed the way I looked at life. I was thinking to myself, "This woman, is challenged visually, doesn't sit at home whining about her life or the sadness that's filled in her forever. She has the kind of sadness in her which can never be removed. She has to depend on others even to get into a bus and to get down of a bus. But She didn't give up"That was the day I realized there is no kind of sadness in this world which can make u feel "OMG! why me? Why am I even born?" Whatever it is keep it kicking and keep yourself going forward.
Are you glad you were born and are living, or do you wish you were never conceived?
I used to ponder the idea of non-existence. Not so much as the experience in itself( or lack there of) as much as the idea of escaping the rigid social instituions that currently exist and will exist in the future.I used to resent my parents for having me. Mainly my mom. She’s sort of a egotistical narcisstic bitch…She fails to acknowledge me as an individual and therefore, only sees me as an extension of herself. There will be people that object that statement and say, “You only have one mom, you should appreciate her”. Well assholes, you don’t know my mom. Its one of the most pathetic attempts to rectify purpose in her life- through giving birth to a son who wishes he was never born. Of course, she will never know any of this, so she can continue to live in the blissful fallacy she has created for herself. Good for you mom. As long as your happy … I guess.(that’s actually how most of our conversations end).My pop was alot more compassionate, but very judgmental. We didn’t have the best relationship growing up, but its getting better.Not sure if this helps at all, but I hope you get the picture that your not alone. Your not the only one who struggles with life and existence. I do it everyday. So, to answer your question…Yea. Despite being born in a world where bigoted and traditional ideals have been battered on me from birth, despite being born in a world where the reality of suffering is ignored as opposed to being alleviated, despite being born in a universe with seemingly no purpose other than the false ones we create for ourselves, and despite being burdened by my own pessimistic logic and disdain for modern social institutions, I still look forward to those transient moments where I can still live.Those moments when I hear a new song, learn something new, get my projects to work, think of a new idea, have a good conversation, get a good pump in the gym, read the most suspenseful part of a book… whatever. Those moments, though they are short, occasionally lift the burden that I have placed on my own shoulders. Regardless if I like living or not, I’m here. Its too late to go back. Too selfish to take my own life, so I might as well make the best of it. You should too. It will all be over before you know it. So just say fuck it. And go live while you can.