Is it normal to fantasize about dying?
I can't wait to die. I don't like living. Everything depresses me. I thought this was just a phase when I started thinking this way, but it's been years and the thoughts still persist. I've felt like I was going to die early since I was very young and almost have died several times. My mom even almost had an abortion when she was pregnant with me (she told the doctor to stop right before he did it). I just don't feel like I was meant to live. It has even been getting worse. I just wish I could give my life to someone else who died too young but wanted to live. Is this normal?
Is it totally messed up to fantasize about dying/passing out/getting sick??
no i do it all the time, many other people to. it could be the idea of it, and often if people fear something, they try to make it as nice as possible. many mental illnesses have this, but if this is all, you should be fine and just a phase, or issue your working with, and desire for attention happens to EVERYONE, they may never admit it, since wanting attention is frowned upon due to these 'emos' of today. but i assure you, your fine, nothing serious is wrong with you. your cool dnt let anyone tell you different xxxxxxxxxxxx