Do You Like Adamo Or Adriano Better

What do you wish you were better at?

What do you want to be the best at?I have a lot of passions. Fashion, jiu jitsu, writing, so on. I'm getting my degree in fashion construction this summer, so do I want to be the best in my field? Not really, I don't even think I'll work within that field after I get my degree. I never shut up about BJJ, so do I want to be the best at that? Nope, I enjoy learning from my friends at the gym, hell, I even enjoy getting my arse kicked at it. I mean, I would like to kick Coach’s arse just once, but all in due time. I've written a book, which is exciting. Do I want it to be the best book there is? No. Do I want my next book to be the best there is? Nope. I just want it to be casually enjoyable books.You know what passion I do want to be the best at?Baking.I made this cake for my best friend for her birthday. That's supposed to be her pup on the top.I feel like I nailed it. Everyone was quite impressed.I care a lot about my cakes. I don't know why. I just want them to be the best. I want to be the best baker in the world, but I don't want to make it my profession? Logic?For the sake of making all of you hungry, here's some more pictures:Chocolate and raspberry cheesecake with chocolate shavings.Red velvet cake with watercolour fondant.Apple cake.Mississippi mud pie.Brooklyn blackout cake.Gloria vicdis cake (or something like that)Boozy berry loaf.Don't actually remember what cake this was. Something with strawberries and raspberries.Strawberry tart.Sarah Bernard cakes.S’more brownies.

What are the things you wish you could be better at?

Here is my list of 25  things i am getting better at:1. Not personalizing or being easily offended.2. Asking for what I really want without being attached to outcomes.3.  Observing myself and others with more compassion and gratitude.4.. Writing thankyou notes sooner and mailing them the same day.5. Laughing sooner.6. Rembering kindness.begins with me.7. Wanting less and giving more.8. Forgiving sooner.9. Letting go of my need to be right and have the last.say.10. Protecting myself from bullies and angry people.11. Making note of the ordinary moments that are extraordinary in passing because of their beauty and simplicity.12. Celebrating the return of my innocence and trust after years of therapy and sincere prayers.13. Recognizing when Im being fearful. controlling, or dishonest.14. Focusing on solutions more than problems.15. Increasing my skill sets to make sober minded choices.16.. Feed my body and my spirit.17. Listening for what others are really feeling underneath all their words.18.Being in  the present while knowing my spirit is eternal.19.. Being grateful even for what hurts because of what it can teach me, if I am open to learning.20. Resisting temptations.21. Editing physical and mental clutter.22. Meditating and praying.23. Asking for forgiveness when I am wrong.24.Remembering people's names.25. Saying goodbye.

What is something you enjoy doing but wish you were better at?

ReadingSurprisingly, reading is something I wish I was better at doing. Not just the speed that I read and digest the words but the ability to zone out in a piece of literature. You know that feeling when the teacher makes everyone read a book until class is over. At first you think ughhhhh I don't wanna read this stupid book! Why would you want to kill a mockingbird? Stupid title. However, five minutes into the book you feel yourself zone out and drift off the earth slowly. Once the bell rings and class is over you feel yourself physically come back to class and realize your surroundings. I'm not like that  sadly. I am the type of person who thinks about too much unnecessarily. I'd sit in class read, write, draw, and think about things from six years ago to what's for dinner that night. I cannot concentrate so easily. It's possible, but pretty difficult. I want to be able to sit and read, instantly going into the world of fiction. Mind you I love to read, I read at least two books a day as a minimum unless I'm very busy. They say meditation helps and I should try it once in a while. So, to answer the question, I highly enjoy reading  it's a great hobby of mine, but I think I'm terrible at it. I hope this makes sense & thanks for reading.