Why do no girls like me? I feel depressed?
I have never had a girlfriend. Im 18 and i have always had a problem going far with girls. The most i get from girls is a hook up or something when i am drunk at a party. I dont understand it, all my friends always have success with girls. I kind of hang out with guys that are into sports and kind of the jocks at school. They don't have problems with girls and flirting and joking around with them. The thing that annoys me is, when i like a girl, i treat her with respect and try to make a connection with her. Never works, they get sick of me and stop talking to me, but they would rather chase @ssholes. Im not ugly or anything, in fact girls approach me and say im good looking but then some how i screw it up and they stop talking to me. Im fit and athletic 6ft 4 and i play alot of sport. I get along have alot of friends. And yet i just fail with girls all the time, some girls i know even laugh at me and make jokes about me. And it seems they are the ones who i did have a thing with, and then i screwed it up some how. I guess girls just think im weird or something. And yeah i talk to girls who are average or hot. I dont get it, i want to kill myself. I just feel like crap, why is this? what is wrong with me? I have even had girls who like me just stop liking me, i dunno maybe i am just a sh*t person to talk to, i dont understand it?
What are good jobs for English/Creative Writing Majors, or any resources to find...?
...occupations I may not have considered? Studied English Literature/Creative Writing undergrad, and have yet to find a satisfying occupation that provides some sort of a creative outlet, or any sense of satisfaction at the end of the day.
Helen Schucman author of "A Course in Miracles" and Fr Benedict Groeschel who delivered her eulogy ?
Mrs. Schucman, co-author of "A Course in Miracles", who said "suffering did not exist" died a painful death from pancreatic cancer barely a year after publishing the book "A Course in Miracles". Schucman, a Columbia University professor and psychologist, was an acquaintance of Fr. Benedict J. Groeschel, C.F.R.. Fr. Groeschel gave a eulogy at her funeral. Fr. Groeschel wrote, "This woman who had written so eloquently that suffering really did not exist spent the last two years of her life in the blackest psychotic depression I have ever witnessed." Fr. Groeschel is a holy, practical, wise, no nonsense priest, and psychologist. During an October 1994 lecture on "Discernment" given at Holy Cross Church, Rumson, N.J., Fr. Groeschel stated that he believed that Helen Shucman's experience with the channeled "spirit" was possibly a true diabolic manifestation. Fr. Groeschel's experience as a psychologist and priest included being called upon by his Bishop to investigate reported diabolic manifestations in his New York City diocese. In the lecture Fr. Groeschel described one experience — called as an exorcist — where he witnessed objects unexplainably being thrown about a room. At the end of a lengthy discussion he attributed that particular experience to paranormal manifestations — but not diabolic in nature. According to Fr. Groeschel, Helen Schucman's "channeled spirit" denies that our Lord Jesus Christ came to the earth in the flesh. An abstract of "the Course" can be written based solely on two lines of the "spirit" channeled writings. Are there allusions to scripture as to the quick fate of those who practise being "gods" like Helen Schucman ? Was she merely used till she reaached the maximum effect and then disposed of by her favourte spirit ?