I want to kill everyone in my class?
Im a high school guy and i feel discriminated and ostricized. My own best friend who i sit beside doesn't even care about me and ditches me to sit with other people and just leaves me sitting alone. When he comes back he doesnt even ask if theres something wrong even though im staring at my desk all class doing nothing cuz im so filled with rage. Right now im in a group with 2 girls but they exclude me and dont even talk to me and my same friend tells me they are talking behind my back about me (he is close with them). The teacher doesnt give a **** about me either, theres a guy that came back from another country and she makes him feel all comfy and at home and doesnt even ask me if theres something wrong when im sitting alone away from my group staring at my desk all period. The teacher and all the girls in my class are all huge sluts and i wanna kill them all for the hell they purposely put me though. I dont know what to do, i wish i didnt feel this way but i feel like they deserve it because im suffering and they are enjoying my pain sadistically.
Suicidal thoughts. Ftm. Advice?
I really need some words of wisdom or advice. I'm ftm transgendered. I've been on T for 6 months. I'll be 18 in a week or so. No matter what I do in terms of my gender, I feel like im a liar and a fake. When I identified as female I felt like I was a guy inside and I was lying to everyone and myself. Now that I identify as a guy I feel like i'm lying to everyone I meet because of my biological sex and that I must be crazy and lying to myself in some way. I feel like i'm a mistake and that everyone would be better off without me in the long run. I've felt like this for a long time but I feel myself getting closer to make a permanent decision. I hate everything about myself. I tried talking to my good friend once and she wrote it off as wanting attention. I tried talking to my mom once and she wanted to have me committed. I've got too much pride to try to talk to anyone else because im the "strong guy who always smiles and doesn't talk about his feelings". Plus, i kind of think maybe I don't want help. I just want to end all of this bull. I love my family and friends and I know that they would miss me but i think they would be better off without me. I dropped out of school and haven't accomplished anything in my life. A lot of people think i'm a disgusting pervert and that I'm a waste of life for what i've done. I feel like i've shamed God and my family all the time. I don't know. Maybe they're right.
I’m attracted to girls but I’m Muslim. Am I destined for Hell as everyone tells me? I pray daily, fast, read Quran, and keep Allah in my mind always. Do I have any hope?
I presume that you are a girl , you who wrote this question . If so then read my words, for someone who fears Allah and keeps him in their hearts always , they are no way to be destined to hell. Homosexuality is forbidden in Islam but the fact that Allah gives them the right to live , means that there is a wisdom to discover from that . Maybe it's your test challenge that if you conquer you will gain the highest rewards from Allah . The fact that Allah prohibits such behavior , means that indeed there is a wayout from it . As a Muslim you should know that we all have deep embarrassing secrets which only Allah knows beside ourselves and he says and promises he will forgive the repentant regardless of their deeds only if they were sincere about that . So keep fighting your desire , stay still stay strong and don't lose hope . Believe me there will always be an escape . Speaking about hell,No one know their Destiny except Allah who will judge us all . So who condemned you to go to hell, themselves can't tell their destiny … Just like that used to be god-fearing monk Barsisa whom our prophet told us his story and how he worshipped Allah for 70 years but it took him less than two years to end up kneeling to the devil , hence died infidel !Do your best , nothing is guaranteed in this lifePs: However, if you were a man, then just do two things either get married if you can , or learn how to fast a lot if you can't
I feel very sad and like crying for no reason, why can that be? I need an advice from someone, please.
I can understand your condition. Because few of the things happened with me. I was totally depressed and was suffering from severe panic attack. I was a bit different from you that I had many friends but none was loyal with me and the worst thing was I used to believe everyone at once and when they ditched me I just felt shattered. The thing I lost in my Life was TRUST. I was good in everything but you know PEOPLE they can't see anyone being the best, so they just defamed me this much that I couldn't walk out in front of others. They used bad words for me. They tried to finish my confidence and you know what? they won. All happened what they actually wanted. I was finished. I lost my life I was on tablets. I started problem in breathing. And then I started fear of death. No one can understand what was i going through. But.......... Then once again something happened in my life again, that a friend came in my life and ditched me so badly. It was the last time that it happened.i then realized that who is the enemy? N u know wat your and mine enemies Are same, that's our mind. Ya its our mind which make us like this. I just changed my mind and the world has changed for me. U just change your thinking your life will get changed. Just try it..... Once, twice or thrice just keep thinking positively. Just let everyone go to hell. Just b ur own friend. Read books, start writing diary and burn it, listen to the music. I just did it same. N now m a happy n healthy women. M 28. a mother of two kids. N enjoying my life. N a good counselor Alsop's \U0001f60a
I'm not exactly enjoying life right now, I need advice?
okay so I'm just going to type everything I'm feeling right now and hopefully someone can help me. I've been VERY emotional lately. happy sad depressed. etc. I'm feeling like everyone around me is starting to dislike e and it's quite frustrating. I'm a sophomore at Cambridge Rindge and Latin School. I have friends but it doesn't feel like it. I have these two friends that Ive known since 1st grade. We used to have sleepover all the time but now they just stay at each others house, do everything together, kind of keep me out of the plans (one girl ignoring me now and just goes to my other friends house.) I want a best friend that will come to my house everyday and hangout with me, someone like me. I don't even feel pretty anymore, whenever I see a girl I automatically put myself down. I used to cut but I've stopped somewhat, I do it here and there. I have a boyfriend, but our relationship is kind of bad... I also have this dream of being famous, all jokes aside. I've tried tweeting The OMG Girlz (I want to be apart of them as much as I want life) Diddy, Cassie, Michael T Mauldin, R. Kelly, etc but no one notices me and I cry every time, I'm tired of being shy and quiet. But I can't seem to speak up. I want to move away and start new because I'm actually a very loud outgoing person. I feel alone and sad 98% of the time. I even contemplated suicide, just thoughts, no actions. I have no one to talk to that's why I want best friend. I tell my parents everyday that I want to work towards being famous, this is their response, "What talent do you have, you never take anything serious so why bother?" It would be nice to have support fro them but I don't. Can someone help me? I honestly feel like I have no where to go and no one to lean on, I'm giving up on life but I WANT to live so bad... I have this passion and drive to be successful but I'm bot getting anywhere I could really scream, I weigh about 112 lbs. Im 5'5 I a skinny with some curves, but I'm just not happy anymore and working to become famous is my only motivation, once someone takes that away from me, I might just follow through with the suicide,, what else is there to live for? I'm tired of being sad and I can't seem to cheer myself up. Maybe someone can connect me with someone who ca get me famous. Oh yeah I sent somethings to Interscope records... still didn't hear from them. Thanks for reading this.
Will God forgive me for once being atheist?
Yes God forgives anyone even though someone who murderedd in their past life or etc. All you have to do is repent(turn back away from your sins and change completely) and accept Jesus as your personal savior God want you to come to Him alone, trust in Him Alone.. God will forgive anyone. Repent and live your life like Jesus did: Love your enemies, be devoted to prayer, be devoted to reading the bible, and other things. I know its hard buts its worth it. By grace youve been saved through faith. God will changed your life and the Holy Spirit will work in your life!
I'm really starting to get extremely nervous about the army as basic training approaches, advice?
The fact of the matter is noone can guarantee you'll be safe at any time in your life, let alone just to cross the street to check your mail. The tragedies and PTSD and seperation of families is real, some people have lost some great friends over there, if you are going to be serving, we need you to be a solid person that your team can rely on even when things get hot. Your best bet to put your mind at ease is to contact a REAL 13D already operating in the field and ask him what it requires on a regular basis even when deployed. A great source to interact with Soldiers beyond these awful public forums where anyone can spout off some info is www.armystudyguide.com and go to the communities there, I can guarantee you can get some info from a 13D. ... If you read an article in "Superfreakonomics" by Stephen Dubner, you can actually learn that numberwise from a renowned economist, the military is even safer now than when it was in a time of peace in the 1980s, only training for war back then! Heck, there was a CNN article pointing out that more marines died in motorcycle accidents back home than in combat overseas 2-3 years back. Crazy statistics, eh? But this is the military, there will be difficult times and difficult situations ahead, regardless of your MOS, that is why you are taught self-defense and teamwork in Basic Training, so you don't come to a situation empty-handed. And Airborne in your conract? It is an INCENTIVE, I guarantee even if it is in your contract they will have no problems failing you out on the first day of Airborne training if you don't want to be there.
Will I go to hell for masturbating? JW?
I am a girl and I'm a Jehovah witness and ive masturbated well over 100 times in my life. I am now 13 and i masturbate a lot I feel very guilty. will jehovah forgive me or will I go to hell? how do i get Jehovah to forgive me? please help :(