Thoughts of suicide without feeling sad?
So, I'll admit, I do have a past of feeling depressed, and at one point or another, suicidal. However recently I've been feeling a lot better. In Fact, since September of last year, I havent felt any self hatred or grief, at all. However, even if I'm in a normal mood, whenever I'm just kindve sitting and thinking to myself, every now and then it happens with other people around, I start thinking about suicide. What it would feel like, how I'd do it, what it would look like, everything. But even then, I dont feel sad. I'm not suicidal, or anything like that, its just become a concern of mine. Once I even had a vivid dream of me taking my life by jumping off of a building. Is this more common than I think, and what are ways to potentially stop these thoughts? Thanks for taking the time to read this.
Feeling suicidal, trapped and depressed?
I'm 16 and have been suffering from depression for 3 months now and it's really affecting my life. I was just having a few weeks of happiness but i seem to have hit rock bottem again. The main reason for my depression is how worthless and useless i feel. Everyone is growing up and i still feel young and behind everyone else. The thought of growing up scares me a lot. I also have anxiety which affects me. I feel so nervous for social situations and can often end up being physically sick with the nerves. I have begun to feel i can't do anything anymore and that I'll be trapped like this forever. This morning was extremely bad and i couldn't get out of bed. I didn't go to work placement (a nursery as I'm a childcare student) and i will probably be kicked off the course. My friends are all happy and enjoying life and i just feel trapped and lonely. I've explained it to them in the past and though they remained my friends they weren't really supportive and they didn't understand. I'm not eating and just wanted to sleep and cry all day. I just don't know what to do anymore :( I've spoken to doctors and councillors and even had an advocacy worker. Nothings helped and they're refusing to put me on medication at the minute. Is killing myself the only option to relief my pain? Will I be like this forever?
Feeling suicidal but I don't want to kill myself, how can I get past this?
I once felt like you, my emotions uncontrollable, always thinking about “cutting” so to speak. I couldnt really focus in school, lack of sleep was because of it. Well, I don't think my family knew of it anyway, the monsters just couldn't be seen.I'm not going to mention why I was feeling suicidal, as it's not a nice thing to remember anyway. But what helped me got through it was through drawing. It might not be the way for you but I did work for me for the very least. I also did poetry, these all allowed me to pour all my feelings,emotions and pain into the “art” without having me to tell anyone as I was ashamed.I once drew “tatoos” with pen all over my wrists. Well, that was the substitute of cutting. I'm not going to recommend that though. But another thing that helped me was that I had someone to talk to, my boyfriend.Talk to someone, don't be afraid or ashamed. This can really release all the feelings that were built up the whole time. If not, you're gonna snap one day. I mean it.Try to find something to hang on to. Whether a family member, friend or hobby. Maybe even your dreams and goals. This can motivate you to move on. My motivation was my family, I couldn't bear them being hurt and sad because I decided to hurt myself. So I decided once and for all to clean those thoughts and start a brand new life.I hope you have a great life my friend, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.If you're reading this dad, I'm fine now. And please don't ask anything about it, I've decided to move on and not looked back.
Sad, depressing, lonely, suicidal playlist..?
Hey! Red... Red- Hide Red- Feed the Machine Red- Pieces Red- Out from Under Red- The outside Skillet... Skillet- Would it Matter Skillet- Never surrender Skillet- Monster Three Days Grace... Three Days Grace- World so Cold Three Days Grace- Riot Three Days Grace- I hate everything about you Breaking Benjamin... Breaking Benjamin- Give me a sign Hope this helps. I highly recommend you Red because they're really good. §§RazorX7RX
I am depressed because I don't have a boyfriend. Feeling suicidal nearly everyday. What should I do?
This is serious, if you feel the need to end your life then GET PROFESSIONAL HELP.Can I ask you one question? If you crave for a boyfriend and that type of attention, then why would you throw your life away? What if you do end your life and the next day you would've had found a boyfriend? There are millions of men in this world. You are ONLY 25 years old. You have years and years ahead of you.Yes this is so cliche. But. The time will come and someone will sweep you off your feet. There is that one (or hundreds) guy out there for you.Do you know why you don't have a boyfriend? Do you know why men compliment you daily but never feel the need to get to know you? I don't know. I don't know what is going on in there minds. You are obsessed with thinking the fact that you don't have a boyfriend. Stop. Stop obsessing. And start doing. The guy isn't always the one who has to make the first move. Go out to a bar and if you find someone attractive, say hi. Simple as that. Hi. That simple word may change anything. If someone does call you beautiful or give clues that he is interested...but isn't approaching then YOU could make the first move. Who cares how shy and nervous you are. Think of all of the beautiful children you will have!TELL the guy that you are interested. SHOW him that you are interested. This isn't high school anymore. This isn't hide and seek. You are an adult and by saying that you are interested....trust me. It would be a whole lot helpful.You could also sign up for dating sites. Those are very helpful for those who are on the timid side.All you have to say is hi. Have a small talk. It may be the worst or best conversation you ever had in your life.I am here if you need me (prefer messaging).Good Luck and do not let life get the best of you!
Is it normal to feel really sad and suicidal after losing your virginity ? im 21?
You can handle it, I have faith in you. I felt VERY sad when I lost my virginity. Since it wasn't the amazing, romantic thing that I had always imagined, It was very let down. I sat around thinking about how it was almost uncomfortable rather than amazing, and I nearly broke up with my boyfriend over it because I was disgusted, inexplicably. If you're suicidal, you should talk to someone about it, but if you think you can make it for a day or two I promise you'll start feeling better.
Is it possible to be depressed without feeling suicidal?
I ask because of my friend. He is like a little brother to me but he concerns me. Says he is very depressed but not suicidal and that he would never ever even think about hurting himself. I wont tell you what his exact problems are as they are rather personal but I will just say he has a lot going on in his life. He is very depressed from what I can see and he admits to being depressed just not suicidal. Is this even possible to be depressed without thoughts of suicide? Also what should or can I do to help my friend so he is not feeling so depressed? He worries me a lot every time he says he is sad to me.
Is it normal to think about suicide as a relief whenever you feel depressed?
It's not normal especially if it is a freqent occurrence. The rare occassions when people think about suicide isn't something overtly normal and should be discussed with someone, anyone. One of the next times you think about suicide, you may act upon it.I have spent a lot of time (13 years or so) around people who are frequently depressed and have taken enough classes to look for the classic signs of someone who is suicidal or even have had thoughts about suicide but didn't divulge them outwardly except with subtleties.The good part is that you haven't acted upon your thoughts because suicide affects more people than just yourself. There will always be people that you think of on who your suicide might/will affect but there will be others you haven't thought about.Suicide is considered selfish but it's an outcry for help and the feeling to connect. Finding someone you trust that you can talk to is what needs to transpire. When you do find someone, make sure that it's someone that can easily empathize and won't judge.I have talked a half dozen people down from suicide; the strangest occurrence was someone I never met and was half a country away. The only thing I knew about him was his voice. Later that evening, my friend told me that the man called back and wanted to pass on his gratitude that I saved his life and he had admitted himself to a hospital.