I'm having suicidal thoughts?
Lately I've been having suicidal thoughts due to anxiety. I've suffered anxiety and panic attacks for about 2 years and it's taking over my life. I'm in middle school and everyday I think wow wouldn't t just be easier to just die than deal with the bullies teahers and worst feeling nauseous. Im fine at home, but at school or outside my house in general I feel unsafe. I've gone to he nurse once this year during a panic attack, and apps she did was took my tempature and sent me back to class. This scared me alot. Now I felt alot less safer at school. I tried talking to my pare ts and they said I had rodovirus at age 2 an that I was Probaly deep down a bit scarred. But I know that's not it because this only began 2 years ago. I asked To go to a doctor and they said it wasn't nessecary. I an Truly scared now that feel like I wanna die. Please someone help me
Having suicidal thoughts. Help...?
if you have suicidal thoughts. there just thoughts, caused by emotions. I have them too but it will go away if you keep yourself busy, if you do commit suicide everyone you love will suffer because of you, dont be that person you have so much to live for.
Having suicidal thoughts?
I do not know if you believe in God, but one known thing is that, he never gives you anything that you cannot handle. I believe that with or without faith. I have been there, but not as bad. If my parents passed away I couldn't relate, i really couldn't. Just the fact that you are on here shows that you are strong and are looking for advice. 1. DRUGS DO NOT HELP. I did loose my older brother to suicide, and its tough but, drugs, sex, and dangerous activities are just dangerous bandaids. I tried pathetically once. Maybe you should find a nice hospital and check yourself in for 3 days just to be safe. I did, and it did help, not so much the staff, but being around other people who had problems that alone they could not handle. Your boyfriend is a piece of shat for leaving you and not even staying to make sure you are okay and safe. And what you always thought, you are a strong person, you've proved that. You can try the medication route as well. Watch Xanax they help. but too many and they are like alcohol. BUT DON'T DO IT! One day you will have a life of your own with your own kids. I still have not got over my brothers death because I chose to self medicate and legally medicate so that I feel barely anything. I don't even have dreams any more, such as what I wish to do with life. But every morning on my phone I have it set so that a bible verse comes up for that day. Ironically it brings up verses that seem to be relevant to how I am feeling sometimes. Its called DailyBible and is on the Android Market if interested. Its online too. Maybe watch GodTv and even call , not to donate money but to have thousands of prayers for you. You can go online and post your prayer for strength and then so many people will sincerely read them and pray for you. You can do it girl
Im having suicidal thoughts?!?!? Please help me!!!?
Ending your life is not worth it, you are better than this!!! I'm bipolar so... I go though what you are going through on a daily basis. I know how you feel. The first thing that you need to do is find a job(even if it is in a book store), that will definitely help you and it will prevent you from laying in bed all day. At the same time you should keep looking for a job in your area of expertise. Sometimes cooking helps, if it is something that you like to do. Another thing, that is kind of fun is making jewelry, it will help you get your mind off of your bad thoughts. If you get a job, you will have insurance, otherwise you can go to an emergency room, but you are going to be stuck with huge bills. Medications aren't always the answer many have very bad side effects, but using them for a short period of time may really help you. Why does your boyfriend hate you? He should be able to understand what you are going through...I'm sure you can find better friends!!! Please don't hurt yourself, you have your whole life ahead of you. Thing of all the pain your family will go through if they lose you. You can get the job that you always wanted, get married, and have kids.
I've been having suicidal thoughts. I need help?
Omg lol, i helped someone out with the same problem. No matter the reason my friend did what you did. He also had problems. He loved his wife and the other person. He had to take depression pills. Cut him self all over. Was locked up for a week. Wanted to kill him self for about 3 months. I had to move back into town and stay with him and helped him through it. I was a long year, but we managed to get him back with his wife and end it with the other girl. And i ended up helping the the girl with the broken heart as well. It was not an easy path to do honestly. You need some strong support. I had to make him want to throw away his pills because they made me feel no remorse, untill he was after the dose settled, which is horrible. How can someone who devotes their lives to helping people perscribe something that makes them feel not alive. That is the stupidest thing i've heard. We flushed his meds, well he did it after we talked. every day he felt like killing him self i went over and stayed with him until he felt better, letting him know hes not alone, id feel sad if he did. It is not the mature thing to do to end your life. A true individual will face his fears and grow from it. You have my deepest respect in telling him the truth. That to me shows you are a truthworthy person. Most people will never confess and live with it for ever. The reason i was able to help my friend was because i had been depressed for 17 years of my life, and im only 19. I helped him when i turned 18. I had fortunately found a therapist who cared so much about me, she helped me for free. It took a year but i manged to find my self. I know how it feels to feel such depression your heart feels cold, your heart heartly beating. I've always wanted to hurt my self. I've gone far as punching my self. I always wanted to die, but i wondered if in death my pain remains because i didn't resolve my issues. Why do i deserve to feel painless if i do not deserve it.? After helping my self and getting help i managed to feel better. don't get me wrong, each day is a struggle, but your not alone. I know exactly how you feel. Suicide is not the answer, finding a way to confront life is.
My Dear friends and family members the entire life is good for mankind but some people don't think it might be helpful so This message from my Master's Mouth and may be helpful for some people ,There is a deep desire in everyone to commit suicide for the simple reason, that life seems to be meaningless. People go on living, not because they love life, they go on living just because they are afraid to commit suicide. There is a desire to; and in many ways they do commit suicide. Monks and nuns have committed psychological suicide, they have renounced life. And these suicidal people have dominated humanity for centuries. They have condemned everything that is beautiful. They have praised something imaginary and they have condemned the real; the real is mundane and the imaginary is sacred. My whole effort here is to help you see that the real is sacred, that this very world is sacred, that this very life is divine. But the way to see it is first to enquire within. Unless you start feeling the source of light within yourself, you will not be able to see that light anywhere else. First it has to be experienced within one’s own being, then it is found everywhere. Then the whole existence becomes so full of light, so full of joy, so full of meaning and poetry, that each moment one feels grateful for all that god has given, for all that he goes on giving. Sannyas is simply a decision to turn in, to look in. The most primary thing is to find your own center. Once it is found, once you are centered, once you are bathed in your own light you have a different vision, a different perspective, and the whole of life becomes golden. Then even dust is divine. Then life is so rich, so abundantly rich that one can only feel a tremendous gratitude towards existence. That gratitude becomes prayer. Before that, all prayer is false.Osho
This isn’t an easy thing to do, so kudos to you for taking this step! It means you know you need help and are willing to do hard things to make sure you get better. The most important thing I can say about talking to parents about suicide/depression is to be totally honest. Let them know you have something important you need to talk with them about and let them know what’s been going on, how long you’ve been dealing with it, etc. Make sure to also explain to them some of your thoughts and how they effect you. Let them know you need help from them in deciding what the next step is. The important thing is to remain open with them if they ask questions and don’t be offended if they don’t know what to say at first. It can be a difficult thing to process. Let them know you understand they may need time, you just knew you had to tell them what was going on. It’s super important when dealing with suicide/depression to not go through it alone. It can feel terrifying and perhaps even shameful having to tell someone your thoughts about yourself and life. I get it, I’ve totally been where you are. But the thing is, you are brave for telling someone! You are not alone and there is nothing shameful about needing help and having a difficult season. We all go through bad times at some point or other. If you are still needing some extra help about how to talk to your parents, this website may offer some good help (Talking to Parents About Depression ). It gives ideas about how to start the conversation, what to do if you’ve been fighting with your parents and a few other things. I hope this has been helpful for you. Remember that you can do it, no matter how scary it seems. You are strong and brave. You got this!