Should I give my child up for adoption ?
I'm crying right now because I feel like I can't efficiently be a parent to my son. I grew up in a shitty family, without love or support. I'm actually the black sheep/scape goat, went out in the world looking for love only to end up involved with a guy that was just using the baby and I as a means of survival for himself. Once I broke up with him he disappeared and got into a relationship with this coworker I always thought he had a thing for. I think she is part of the reason he doesn't help care for our son but also his family doesn't really want anything to do with him either so it just makes it easier for his dad not to come around. Anyways I lost everything (job, house, car) and now luckily stay with family but I'm the only one working so obviously someone has to watch my son. Hes autistic so hes a handful its putting alot of stress on my sister's relationship. I'm paying her though so it seems like she can't handle a job because she's used to living off SSI and her partner suffers with mental illness I'm afraid they're mean to my son when I'm not around. I want to give up. I made a dumb decision bringing my child into the world it was selfish of me. Now I'm at a point i feel like maybe he deserves more than i can give him emotionally financially idk someone please give me some advice I'm just tired of life already.
I have custody of my son and hes father wont give him back?
MY SON WENT TO SEE HIS FATHER IN APRIL AND WHILE HE WAS THERE HIS FATHER AND STEP MOM FILED FOR FULL CUSTODY. WE LIVE IN DIFFERENT STATES AND I DON'T HAVE MONEY FOR A LAWYER WHAT DO I DO