I hate my life, i have nothing to live for.?
I keep going backwards, im 25, and i have moved out of my parents house so many times but i keep ending up having to move back for different reasons, i left school early because i was bullied and got a full time job at 16 and then decided i wanted to go to college so i did that for 6 years whilst working part time and now i have finished college and i cant get a job, i have a saturday job which doesn't pay enough, i cant find another job, i have been looking for over a year. I have just moved into a house, my very first house with my boyfriend of 3 years but due to complications we may have to move out which means.... back home with the parents, who i dont get on with at the best of times. I want to move my relationship forward, i want to get married and have a baby. I really, really want a baby. So badly. But, huge problem is, my boyfriend is horrible and nasty and he calls me horrible things and says he will never even consider marrying me and that he wont ever have a baby with me. Im so depressed. I always had my life planned out, from a young age, i always wanted to have a decent career, married first and then a baby before the age of 25 (dont want to be an older mum) but my whole plan went to sh!t. My ex boyfriend made me have an abortion 7 years ago and to this day i regret it, i didnt want to do it but he blackmailed me and made me do it, with the help of his parents. I think about the baby i lost every day. I hate my life, i feel like im going backwards and my life will never move forward. What do i do? Right now, i feel like i could just lay down and never, ever get up again. I have nothing to live for.
I hate my autism and my mother for it?
I'm 28 and so called high functioning autistic, and my life is a living hell, i'm just letting my self go and having suicidal thoughts, i hate being disabled, I don't have a driver's licenses and a car to get around, i don't have a job, im enslaved to SSI, I have no place of my own still live with my mom and step father who are always on my @** and treat me like a kid, and i don't have any friends and no girlfriend, i never had a girlfirend, i keep asking girls but i keeep getting rejected, i been getting worse now and i feel that maybe death is better for me, my life is a living hell, i hate the way my brain is, i hate my mother and father and god for giving me autism and other mental problems, i have no hope, i'm trapped, and i recenly drank beer and it only made things worse and my mother and step father won't let me drink even if i have my legal rights, i do go see a talking doctor, but i don''t know what to do, i lose friends, i turn people off, i reallly hate myself
I'm consumed with hate for my ex-girlfriend that I truly loved. How do I deal with this?
She cheated on me three times that I know of. Once while she lived with me. She also got pregnant while we where trying to get back together and had an abortion. Afterward she told me that it might not have been mine because she was having unprotected sex with someone else too.
Which Zodiac sign do you like / hate the most?. (And of course 10 points for the most interesting answer) =)?
So people, I was wondering on which of the 12 zodiac signs do you like and hate the most?... and it would be better if you share us on why do you like / hate them. =) E.G Love- Leo, Fire sign For me they the the brains and smarts to always keep it up!. (even though some Leos are rather slow moving) they have this something that often attracts me to them which I can't really resist XD. I also never had a huge fight with a leo and even though they're vain, it's alright and I love it cause they never think I'm annoying / boring every time I ask tons of questions and can always laugh at my silliness... Hate- Sagittarius, Fire Sign Grr... for me Sagittarius has much more ways of freaking or ticking me off... Can't pretty much explain it but I think they're sometimes too much girly / bitchy and gets much much more whiny than an aries, ( without the naivity to catch it) so... there... =) Likes this :D, and of course I'll give 10 points for the best / most interesting answer and + points to other good answers whether it's a positive or negative... Remember, no good deeds can come unrewarded! xD