I can't do this anymore?
I know how you are feeling. I too, have intense OCD, and terrible anxiety. I started homeschooling in high school as well, and after graduating 2 years ago, I am still struggling to have any part of a normal life, and still struggling to be happy. I don't mean to go on about me, I just want to help you understand that there are more of you in this crazy world. Please just listen to me. Don't give up. I know you feel like it. That's where I was at 16. I am 20 now, and have managed to find some actual happy times. I have a friend... a true friend that found out I have terrible OCD, and she STILL cares for me and who I really am. It is truly amazing. You will find a true friend. Even if it is only one. You WILL find the love and friendship you need. I know you don't want to hear this, but your parents DO care. and I only say that because, I feel that my parents care, even thought their way of showing it makes life harder because of the meanness. In reality, it is only frustration. Your parents are human too. So are mine. My mother and I are in the process of mending our relationship, because it was strained so hard by OCD, anxiety, and homeschooling. Please feel better. One day, you are going to fall in love, you are going out with your friends, and you are going to be proud of yourself. If you feel you need a change in therapy, get it. Maybe who you're with isn't right for you. It happens more often than you think, and that's OK. Don't give up yet. PLEASE. I just feel like you are a younger me. I just know you will see some light at the end of the tunnel. This life is hard, especially for people in our circumstances. But we MUST continue to fight through life. There is some good here on earth. It'll find you. I want it to. You have such a future. Please please don't give up, and try to be with your parents. I know you don't want to right now, I know. But I believe it will get better. I cry as I write this in such amazement that there is someone out there like you that I want to help so badly. I am still looking for love, and mental health, and all the normal things a person could want. I am still fighting. Please continue to push through. You are strong enough, because you are still here. I wish you the absolute best of luck, and I hope so much that you feel better. :)
Just CAN'T get my splits anymore!?!?!?
So I'm trying out for my school's dance team. Auditions are the begining of next month. I've had a few years of various dance classes from ballet to modern to hip-hop and etc. Performing and learning the dance moves/techniques are not the problem. The problem is that I just can't seem to do the splits anymore. I was able to do it about a year and a half ago just fine. But I quit dance for a little while and now I can't seem to get it. My back leg doesn't seem to want to get straight and it hurts really bad no matter how I go down. I've been strecthing since December and I'm starting to get upset. Doing a split is my only challenge at the time and dance team is my passion, though I'm a little rusty.. Please help.
Can't do a handstand anymore?
Old Age! You see as kids we do all kinds of stuff and then we are told to 'grow up' and 'act your age' whereupon we do, but we stop doing stuff like handstands, hopscotch, standing on one leg. Then one day someone will say 'Can you do a handstand?' and you say 'Of course I can' and then realize you cannot. It happens to all of us.
Have you ever felt like "I can't do it anymore"? If yes, then what did you do?
Yes!! Frankly!!During my masters(2013), I had a friend of mine whom I was very close to. I knew that her parents were kind of stingy, although they were well-off and I din’t mind that.We used to call each other everyday and speak for hours, discussing on all the matters in college and healthy gossiping about friends.Initially it was fine but as the days passed by, she started giving me a missed call whenever she wanted to speak with me. I too never bothered and used to call her back. We again spoke for hours.But this habit started annoying me as I had to recharge my phone several times and whenever she called me it used to end up in seconds/she told me to call back again.Since I was also studying and not earning, I din’t want to waste my husband’s money just like that. Even though he din’t mind me speaking to her for hours.I couldn’t take it anymore.I went to the college next day with a very bold attitude and told her these words politely but frankly “See dear, I know you cant afford to recharge your own phone, but I too can’t spend so much money on calls. Although we are together the whole day and I don’t think there is any need for us to speak for hours after college. I just can’t waste my husband’s money like this. Hope you understand”.She understood!!P.S : We are still the same close friends now.
Why can't i do a backflip anymore?
hmmm. i think the reason you are going all the way across the trampoline is because you are not bringing you arms up fast enough before you actually flip over. that means you are leading the flip with your head and that is not good. another tip is to keep your head straight as long as you possibly can...this will make you go up in the flip and not back... watch this tutorial and pay attention to his arms and where is head stays...good luck ahah http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPWEG_o39...
My life is a mess and I can't handle it anymore. What can I do?
I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I agree with others that you should definitely get medical help. I have bipolar, depression, severe anxiety, and ptsd. 4 yrs ago I was not medicated and was going out of my mind. I attempted suicide by shooting myself in the chest. The moment the gun clicked I snapped out of my comatose state and thought oh shit what in the hell did I just do. I spent two weeks in the hospital. The first week I was restrained and had constant supervision. Not only was I in serious pain but I was horrified that I was capable to do it. I hurt so many people. It was heart breaking. I also suffered from survivors remorse. I had a choice at life and chose to take it away. People around me had cancer or other diseases that were going to be fatal and they didn't have that choice. I felt guilty for being so selfish. I did however feel grateful that I got a second chance. Most people that get shot in the chest with a .45 don't survive. I feel with my second chance that I had a purpose in life, before my attempt I didn't feel worthy at all.What I'm trying to say is please don't even think about suicide. You are precious and you are important and you do have a purpose. Get psychiatric help. Make YOU the #1 priority. Don't let the devil in your head and fight to take control. Don't allow this disease to win.I'm fighting right along with you. It's hard but WE can do it.
Songs that say you love him but can't try anymore?
How Far by Martina McBride ~~~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aU5uPbXXS... How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be Full lyrics http://www.cowboylyrics.com/lyrics/marti...
I can't do programming anymore. What can I do next?
If you are really no longer passionate about programming, then you should consider other different yet closely related tech options such as: 1. solution designing(mostly involves putting pieces of related or unrelated software together to solve a business problem, software integration, system integration and other jargon relate here). On cloud designing is the in-thing these days apart from on-premises software. 2. infrastructure services which is maintaining and managing hardware and/or software services for a company, you will need some certifications in this area if you hope to land a job without prior experience. Same applies to network engineers too. 3. IT trainer has been quite in demand for some years now and I know some people who have done well after moving to training domain, yet again you will need to prove your expertise with what you have to train with certifications or by cracking really thorough interviews, before anybody would want to hire you.Most importantly though these are the usual steps: Take a break from your work; may be just go on a vacation if quitting altogether is not an option, do your research, find out what interests you, self train or get trained in your chosen area and land a job. Enjoy your new job till it keeps you interested, after that you can always repeat the above steps again :)Good luck!
Can't take my anxiety & depression anymore ..?
I seriously can't do it anymore. My anxiety, social anxiety, & depression is literally running my life. I've done everything I was told to do; I am on meds & see a shrink but neither seem to be helping. I'm trying so hard to be happy again but no matter how hard I try I only get more depressed & anxious. I have no one to talk to. No one to confide in. I just wish I could be like every other 21 year old girl. Out partying & having a social life. Its so frustrating. There are so many aspects to my life that I cannot take anymore that I will not mention. I have such a hard time expressing my feelings. I feel guilty expressing myself to others cause I feel like I am being a burden. I just want to be happy again but I am at my end of the road. I can't be sad & depressed anymore. I have nothing in life to be happy about. Nothing to look forward to. Everything I once loved no longer matters to me. I hate to be a downer but I have no other way of expressing myself. I don't know what to do ..
How do you say "I can't take it anymore!" in Japanese?
もう我慢できない！ mou gaman dekinai ! You can add a わ wa at the end of the sentence if you are a woman.