What is it like to try cocaine for the first time? What are common sensations, motivations, and environments?
I did coke off and on between the age of 18-23. Sometimes I would have a 3 day weekend binge, with no sleep and hardly any food. Sometimes I even brought it to school and did lines between classes. The love affair in retrospect was intoxicating and pretty terrible. But at the time of my 5 year coke dream, time just flew by, I partied with people that were partying-losers with no aim in life, including myself, although they were super fun at the time, but that is just the coke talking. It makes you delusional, with yourself, with people, with time, with your responsibilities. At first it feels incredible, then the more you do it, the weaker it gets and the more you need to get high. It is a pretty disgusting activity. I am happy to say I have not touched it in over 10 years, and I personally think it is one of the worst drugs on the planet. Don't do drugs, they are bad for you, physically, spiritually and psychologically. I have done almost everything. It is not worth it. It's really not all that fun to tell you the truth.Common Sensations: At first you feel invincible, smart, strong, sexy, but it is all fake. And when you start to go down the rabbit-hole of addiction, you realize how synthesized this "coke-feel-good-feeling" is. Then you start to need it and you will call your drug dealer and buy more and more and more of this confidence and sexiness. It's pretty gross. While coming off, you feel ugly inside and out, cracked out, guilty, hungry, scrawny, depleted, depressed, agitated, annoyed, addicted, simply uncomfortable. The best thing to do is to try to sleep all the negativity off.Motivations: At first curiosity, that is the reason people try coke. Then you feel like you need it to go to parties. And if you are a severe addict, you need to do a line to even walk out of the house to go to the store.Environments: If you start doing coke around friends that don't do coke, like they are actually watching you do lines all night while they remain abstinent to coke, you will lose ALL of these friends. You will gradually accumulate all new friends that you "party" with and all of them will be coke heads. All of you will do coke all night till the sun comes up. And the basis for your friendship is coke and only coke. No real and meaningful long lasting friendship can come out of using coke.
Help! I think I found out that my boyfriend is doing cocaine??!!?
He very well might be...first step. Don't freak out! Even though cocaine is horrible for you and can kill your brain cells you must not freak. Don't freak out and accuse and judge him. He will HATE that. First you must calm down and collect yourself. Here's a good idea. When you are most calm just mention it to him. Maybe if you guys eat dinner together and are together then you can say something (in a calm and collected voice). Tell him the truth! Say "I went to your wallet to get some money for milk and I noticed some white powder in a tissue. Um are you buy any chance using or experimenting with drugs?" If he says yes: Then ask him questions: What led you to try it? How often do you do it? Was last night your first time trying it? And then you may want to tell him your feelings...tell him it really worries you and you don't approve of it at all. You can't tell him to stop because there's a chance he could be addicted. Tell him you want to help him and that you don't approve. Be honest but calm!! If he says no then say that you noticed his eyes were bloodshot when he got home and that the powder was very suspicious. I believe that he used it BUT you don't know if it is a frequent thing. He may have just tried it with his buddies. Ask him questions, be honest about your feelings, try to help in the best way you can, and stay calm. Best of luck <3
My friend is starting to get drunk at 16?
Tell your friend that she doesn't need to be a drunken idiot to have fun. Try to spend more time with her and keep her away from the parties. You know what to do if you're offered some, right? Look, talk to her, too. At first the drinks will be fun, but then it will turn into a regular thing, then an obsession, then an addiction. You've watched your mother- now save her from that. If any users tell you to ditch her, DON'T. You need to help and save her from this. You can't just walk out on her! be sure to include the regrets... -Doing something she'll regret -Reputation ruined -Getting sick the next day (I watched my mom too) -Feeling dizzy and stupid -Needing the drink to have fun in the first place -Addiction -ect. Ask if you can go to the parties with her. Not to get drunk, but to keep HER from getting drunk. If you notice she's had too much, do something. Drag her outside if nessisary. Don't let her have more than one or two bottles/cans. Have a serious talk with her. I know I said don't leave her, but tell her she needs to choose between the bottle or you. If she says get lost, stop hanging with her, but keep tabs to make sure she's not hurting herself too much. She needs tough love at this point. And help. PS- telling her parents would help, too. She might hate you for it, but you need to say something or she could hurt herself... or worse...... And having her hate you is better than that, right?
If it is my first time drinking, should I try jack daniels and coke?
I second Eric
Should I try cocaine?
I'm going to voice a dissenting opinion here but I think you should try it. Especially if you’re in college and don't have to worry about employment considerations.If you have a trusted friend who can supply, go to the ATM, withdrawal about $100–160 for a gram of respectable grade blow (Average street purity is between 17% - 30%, the remainder being fillers, caffeine, laxatives and other unknown substances)If you don't have a trusted friend, get some Bitcoin, set up a dark web market account (Ie Alphabay), ship it to yourself, hope the package doesn't get intercepted by law enforcement. 93% pure cocaine from Colombia and be got here for $100 a gram. Quality is a lot better and prices are exceptional and the marketplace holds fund in escrow until you receive your goods.Congratulations! Now you have your cocaine. Spend the next 6 hours at the club with tons of people crawling out of the woodwork trying to get a free line out of you.4. Time to nose bleed5. Aww shit I'm out now. All downhill from here.6. Crash7. Wake up and wonder why the fuck you spent $160 on blow when you only did 1/3, spilled another 1/3 doing key bumps drunk with ppl, and gave out the other 1/3 to strangers.
My friend is breastfeeding and did cocaine last night?
we went to a going away party last night and my friend who is acually a responsible mother got drunk and did like 4 small lines of cocaine. I know it was the alcohal that made her do this because shes not a drinker and would never do cocaine if she was sober. now i am watching her 5 month old son because she doesn't want to breastfeed him and he will not take a bottle and he is sitting here with me crying hysterically. what can i do? he refused the bottle and I offerd to watch him so the baby wouldint be tempted. is there anything she can do? like drink lots of water? anything she can take? she is pumping and dumping so how many hours until its okay to feed him? and what are the risks?
My girlfriend took cocaine in the past and I'm finding it difficult to accept. Should I break up with her?
I'm 34, she's 32, we live in London and we've been going out for 2 and a half years. We both work in professional jobs. She took the drug about 4-5 times over the course of about a year with a group of her girlfriends and only took it once in the time we've been together when we'd only just got together and she was on holiday with a girlfriend. It seems so out of character of the girl I've fallen in love with and is really confusing me. I was brought up to believe that drugs were to be avoided and I've never been offered cocaine even though I've had plenty of big nights out on the town. If I'm completely honest with myself if I was drunk and offered it from a friend I'm not sure what my response would be - I'd be tempted to try just for the experience but it clashes with by values and how I was brought up so I think I'd have trouble justifying it to myself. But at the same time the thought of someone I love so much and would be the mother of my children snorting it breaks my heart - when we spoke about it I explained to her that I guessed it would be the equivalent of me telling her that I'd slept with prostitutes in the past on drunken nights out ( which I haven't...). She says she wouldn't ever do it again and that she just went off the rails for a while. So.. am I being unreasonable? I don't expect my girlfriend to be perfect in every way but this just grates with me. I've lived knowing about it for the last 2 years, not thought about it much and just tried to accept that she's had a different experience. It makes me question her values and morals a bit but in every other way I have no reason to question her. This is London, she works hard so maybe she was just letting off steam or was hanging around with the wrong people at the time? I'd really like to make peace with this quickly or I think I'm going to have to break up with a girl I otherwise love. Help please!
Can cocaine kill you if you just try it once ?
Let me put it clearly in simple terms....cocaine...BAD I have seen young healthy 20 year olds have a stroke because of the rise in blood pressure associated with coke, he bled out in his brain in his case a sub-arachnoid hemorrhage (thats a nasty bleed in the brain)...he didn't die but he is in a nursing home with a feeding tube in his stomach, and has no brain activity to speak of...if that's her idea of a good time....well what can you do? If you can't get her to stop, all you can do is try. As for you, PLEASE don't ever start. First it's coke , then crack, then meth, and pot, not to mention arrest for possession, and a miserable life and looking old and washed up way before your time...we call it "rode hard and put away wet".....Drugs WILL ruin your life......I have seen it enough working in the ER to know.....I can still see a 17 year old high school cheerleader who tried X and booze the first time, and left the ER by way of funeral home, trust me ..THAT is one code I didn't want to do again EVER...such a waste, she was a straight A student and was going to start pre-med after she graduated.....not any more, and as for the slime ball she was dating that gave her the stuff, well this 28 year old dealer is bringing other young girls in the ER with complaints of pain just to get them to get him narcotic prescriptions....to sell to other kids...did I mention he doesn't' pay child support for his many illegitimate kids.....this is the nightmare that awaits ....stay clean and go to school and college and make something of yourself, and not be some jerks "crack whore" , who will use you and dump you...good luck, be carefull