I hate my life?????????????
I know. I've got t better than a lot of people out in the world, but I just can't help but feel like I hate my life. Im gonna complain for a bit, so here I go. I live in a really small house, 1 story, I share a room with my older sister, and a bathroom with my little brother and sister. Im fine with sharing a bath room, but its the room. My sister is always complaining about her asshole of a boyfriend who she refuses to break up with. I love my sister and all, but its really annoying. Another anoying thing is my parents. My moms okay, but my dad is the problem. Hes always getting in my personal space and tries to be funny. I have OCD, so I really just don't like to be touched, it just feels weird to me. But no, he always has to touch me, just to anoy me. Im also homeschooled, which I prefer to regular school, but the work is so hard! It looks easy, but my therapist says since I also have aspergers, that it doesn't make sense to me. And it doesn't. I have to do the same thing every day, 30 math questions, a story in my literature book, 55 vocabulary questions and a writing prompt. Im in 8th grade. It just can't hold my attention. Im really socialy awkward, and whenever I'm in public I immediately go from shy quiet and calm to either strong and intimidating or hyper and annoying. Another thing. Ever since I was little (about 4) I wanted to be famous. I like to sing, but I don't think I'm very good and I like to draw anime (I'm your friendly neighborhood otaku) but I'm not very good at it either. I am also very overweight, obese, but no one thinks im obese because of my height and I suck in my stomach a lot (literally, if I don't suck in my stomach I feel weird) I'm just sick and tired of a normal life!! I want to DO something!! But I can't because of my family and age!! Sometimes I'll cry because my brain makes the situation much worse than it is, the voices in my head (not schizophrenic as far as I know, just myself) tell me that I'm worthless and that ill never
I hate the way I live my life, help?
Be strong and just hold on. Just try not to be around the mess as much as you can. If they are downstairs go upstairs. If they are upstairs go downstairs. If they are in a certain room go to another room. If you feel you're in danger, go somewhere safe and let someone know what is happening. Do you have anyone you can talk to? If you talk to someone, they may be able to help you. Don't let it get you down. Just let it make you stronger and be a better person when you are older. The key is to not let it get to you. I know it is hard but think of it this way. You don't have to deal with this forever. Be the opposite and do good and they just might want to follow. Keep your head up. Bad things don't last forever. If this is your parents, they could get in trouble for this. They are supposed to be examples.
I hate the way I am living my life, my only dream is to leave my country, "friends" and family. Is it normal to feel like this?
Normal? Maybe, maybe not... Is it "Normal" to want to wake up in the morning and reading/saying affirmations to yourself? Probably not, however it is considered by many very successful people to be a great habit. Also remember that being successful is not "Normal" either...Onto the hating the way you live your life: what do you think will change by moving to another country? Certainly you will have a chance to make new friends and identity but, this could also be accomplished by moving across town and making new friends or joining some meetup groups. Also, if you hate that you spend all day watching TV and not getting anything done, what makes you think that in a new country it is only a matter of time before you buy a TV and start lounging around again? Chances are you would start enjoying life more if you worked on improving yourself now while you can and if you still feel the desire to move to another country, then set yourself up for success when you get there and pack your bags when ready. Now, I don't know where you live so: if you are somewhere like the Congo where you have to fear being attacked on a regular basis or places where the laws are ultimately unfair to you and preventing your success then leaving the country may be your best choice.-Good luckP.S. I'm not a therapist or life coach or anything like that, just felt you deserved a response.
I hate my life. How do I get over it?
Recent 3 incidents which have shaken us & made us rethink where we are moving.1. Man, who was owner of 12000 crores Empire, Raymond is now living in rented room on hand to mouth basis because of his Son has showed him Exit door.2. Billionaire Woman died in her posh Flat in Mumbai , her body became skelton in one year and Her millionaire Son was not even bothered to know about her in last 1 year.3. An IAS level officer suicide because he was unable to cope up stress with his family issues.Whatever you have in your life *TODAY*, please be happy with that.Michael Schumacher, one of the greatest drivers of Formula 1, is forgotten and fighting for his life after a ski accident in 2013 when he sustained severe head injuries! He weighs a mere 40lbs today and is fighting for his life daily.To think... he won 91 GP and was 7 (seven) times world champion. The speed was in his soul but on a day of relaxation in a ski resort, fate intervened and his life changed forever!To-date, his medical bill is around 14million Euroswife had to sell his properties to pay the medical expenses.His tragedy could be a lesson in life for all of us. There is nothing permanent in this *short sojourn on earth*. Why bicker about race and religion when we all end up as skulls and skeletons without a difference!You need money to survive but you need not be consumed by it.Do not be unkind to yourself by saying you will enjoy tomorrow as tomorrow may never come.Do not give excuses to have a good time with God , family and friends. For in the end, only they matter.All we have today is *today's time*. Let's do good & learn to live a *contented life*!Have no grudges with any body,we just have today..
What should I do if I hate my life and I feel like dying?
I am going to do away with the zen thinking bullshit and ask you just one question:How much do you hate everything?Because I hope you hate a lot.Look, I will lay it on you straight, no sweet coating, no fudging, life fucking suck. Life is out to get you. Life is unfair. Life is an amoral bitch that only want to see you suffer, and will actively try to make you stupid and be useless so she can get rid of your pathetic parasitic existence off of her.That is why you have every god damn right to hate Life.Hate Life. Hate Life with all your being, with all fibers of your existence, down to the core of your very soul. Hate Life for what it is, and never avert your eyes away from that hatred. Look at the ugliness that you were forced into.Now embrace that hatred. Hold it tight to your black, wretched heart. Go to the dark side. Feel the fire burning inside you. Can you see that energy? Use it.Use it to fuck Life over.Life only has power on you if you let her do it. She will step over you and crush you if you do nothing and lay there. SO DON’T FUCKING LET HER.Hate life, and DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN TO FUCK UP HER EFFORT TO GET RID YOU OFF HER.I will teach you this simple gesture:Yes, that one.How to use it?Whenever Life makes you feel worthless and tell you that you should go die in a hole, give her that middle finger, tell her “FUCK YOU!” then go off, make money, get friends, do stuff and make yourself feel better, because FUCK LIFE!Let her know she isn’t going to fuck you over anymore. You are not getting off her that easy. You are going to fight her all the way to the grave with middle finger raise high and eyes staring down on her.You are going to screw up her plan of screwing up your life.She wants you to be shitty and feel shitty. Stop her from doing that. Go get help, cheat life, make yourself a better person, clinging on to her like a fucking immortal tick. The best revenge you will ever get from life is a long lasting life, successful, happy with friends and family and laughing all the way until you die.Get that last laugh.
I hate living life with my grandparents?
Everyday I live in sorrow and regret I am 13 and live with my grandparents they've always sweared at me for no reason they has 9 children and they always back them up with everything they tell me why don't you just die for a change they swear like so much and always causing trouble with my mom they hate me they talk behind my back and have told me to kill myself numerous times I just feel like dying I don't see what's the urge to live everyday I feel like crap at school I'm dedicated to my work and always on the go I'm not popular and so e people make fun of me so when I come home I always have to put up with stress there's no one I can trust but my mom and she can't tell them anything because they start fights with her and always make the excuse that there gonna leave the house so my dad gets mad because its his parents me and my mom wanted to start counselling and tell them about them but we didn't go through with it because the counsellor might go and talk to my grandparents and that will cause more drama and I will seriously just kill myself what should I do my grandparents are not the kind of people you can sit down and have a discussion with they will keep putting words in your mouth to get you infuriated what do I do they live with me and they are with me when my parents are gone to work?
I hate living in america?
I just don't know what it is. Im 15 and I've lived in southern California my whole life, but i hate living here? I don't know if I just hate my city my state my life or what. I hate how everyone think of the u.s of obese retards and that were not good at anything. Am I the only one that feels hated by living in america? Do you live any place other than the u.s? If so , do you also hate where you live? Seriously life just hit me, like i could have been born anywhere in the world but i was born in America, I don't know if im just being a little brat that isn't appreciating what i have or what. I was thinking od doing the foreign exchange program to experience a little more life but im not sure. Well i guess my questions are. A) Do you feel hated by living in America?, Do you like it here? B) Do you even live in the u.s? If not, do you hate where you live? Do you hate america? c) If you could have been born in ANY other place in the world, where would you choose to be born?
I hate my home life...?
My family is the reason why i cry almost every night, My family is the reason i hate myself so much, My family is the reason why i dont feel important to anyone, my family is the reason why im so self cautious about myself, why sometimes i dont feel like living, why i feel like im not good enough for anyone, they are the reason why im like the way i am today... Nothing i do is ever right in their eyes, My older brother can sleep all day, not do anything and its okay, i take one nap, or not do one thing i get bitched at and told that i need to get stuff done, I cant stick up for myself without getting threatened or told to stop talking back. Tonight, i was basically told - never to talk again - i have the bitchiest attitude anyone could hear - that all i ever do is talk back - that i need to change who i am - that im too lazy - that im not important - that i dont anything right - and how my little sisters gonna grow up to be a bad kid all because of me.. Thanks mom and dad, makes me feel really good. I dont know how to handle it anymore? All i can do is break down crying. Even if i tell them how i feel itll turn out to be a 3 hour talk about how im lazy and dont do anything right... At this very minute im crying like the baby i am because i dont know how to handle things anymore..
I hate my house and my life?
Im 14 and we moved in with my grandma 5 months ago. I had to start a new school in the middle of the year. But it's my grandma that bugs me. My siblings get their own room, and my parents get their own room but I have to share a room with my grandma and this old lady pisses me off so bad. She has come here from italy like 30 years ago and she can't even speak english, she is inappropriate, and disgusting. She farts, burps, and snores , she watches tv all day, and when I turn on the tv for 2 minutes she tells me to shut it off. She criticizes everything i do i hate her! she embarrassed me really worst then usual. I was setting the table and she came down and grabbed my boob in front of my dad and brothers, and then i hit her hand away, and my mom yelled at me for being disrespectful. In italian she said "Grace has big boobs" but my little brother didn't understand what that meant and she translated "sister have ver ver big boob" and there not even big at all. When Im doing my homework she keeps nagging me to do the dishes, and I always do it after Im done with my homework. I share a room with her and I have no where to put my stuff. She is also disgusting, she wipes her *** and then throws it in the kitchen garbage, she never takes a shower and I have to smell her. She also yawns like like a big gorilla, and she makes fun of me.