I hate my life?????????????
I know. I've got t better than a lot of people out in the world, but I just can't help but feel like I hate my life. Im gonna complain for a bit, so here I go. I live in a really small house, 1 story, I share a room with my older sister, and a bathroom with my little brother and sister. Im fine with sharing a bath room, but its the room. My sister is always complaining about her asshole of a boyfriend who she refuses to break up with. I love my sister and all, but its really annoying. Another anoying thing is my parents. My moms okay, but my dad is the problem. Hes always getting in my personal space and tries to be funny. I have OCD, so I really just don't like to be touched, it just feels weird to me. But no, he always has to touch me, just to anoy me. Im also homeschooled, which I prefer to regular school, but the work is so hard! It looks easy, but my therapist says since I also have aspergers, that it doesn't make sense to me. And it doesn't. I have to do the same thing every day, 30 math questions, a story in my literature book, 55 vocabulary questions and a writing prompt. Im in 8th grade. It just can't hold my attention. Im really socialy awkward, and whenever I'm in public I immediately go from shy quiet and calm to either strong and intimidating or hyper and annoying. Another thing. Ever since I was little (about 4) I wanted to be famous. I like to sing, but I don't think I'm very good and I like to draw anime (I'm your friendly neighborhood otaku) but I'm not very good at it either. I am also very overweight, obese, but no one thinks im obese because of my height and I suck in my stomach a lot (literally, if I don't suck in my stomach I feel weird) I'm just sick and tired of a normal life!! I want to DO something!! But I can't because of my family and age!! Sometimes I'll cry because my brain makes the situation much worse than it is, the voices in my head (not schizophrenic as far as I know, just myself) tell me that I'm worthless and that ill never
I really HATE my life right now!!!!!!?
I'm a 14 year old girl. Nothing ends up the way I want it to. My family don't understand me and I can't trust my so called 'friends'. High school is like hell. I have no real friends in any classes. Boys say I'm ugly when I try to get my makeup perfect everyday. I don't like my appearance. My family wont help me. I feel lonely all the time. My life is so boring. Tonight is homecoming dance and I don't have anything to wear or anyone to go with so I'm staying home bored like always. This is how I truly feel I'm not making anything up. I really need help. I have no one to ask.
I hate my life so much?
i'm 16 and i upset all the time. i get so mad at the smallest things and i just explode. i moved to a new school and i don't have any friends. i've been sleeping late every night, today i went to sleep at 11 in the morning and work up at 4p.m. today is also my birthday and all my friends from my old school forgot (and we've been friends since 2008???) and my parents forgot too. my little sister had to remind my mom then my mom told happy birthday and told me to clean the kitchen tomorrow. i cry all to time for no reason and then when there is a reason to cry nothing comes out. i'm almost never hungry and when i am all i want to eat is junk food/chocolate. whenever i'm about to go to school i have to give my self a pep talk just to make it out the front door and i sit at lunch alone almost everyday. sometimes i want to kill myself but i'm too scared because what if life gets better after i'm out of the house and out of high school. but then again what if it never gets better? i spend almost everyday in my bedroom on the computer and i now have a 2.8 gpa when I used to have a 3.7 gpa last year. i don't know what's going on. school gets me so nervous i always think someone is going to make fun of me and at home its no better. i'm always so bored that i start crying for NO reason, i just start to make up reasons like: i'm ugly/stupid/i have no friends. i dislike living so much and find no point in it. we're all going to die anyway so why go to college or have children or find 'love.' we're all going to perish and we'll nothing once we're in the grave.
Im 13 and i hate my life?
I have some friends, but theyre the 'mean girl group' I only have one REAL friend. I have 2 brothers a mom and dad. i don't talk to my brothers at all they are a lot older than me. I seriously HATE my parents. They are the most infuriating people. My mom just came in, and told me to take this medicine, I said fine. and she started literally SCREAMING at me telling me 'fine isn't good enough' My dad is worse. During fights i see there hands come up like theyre guna hit me. my mom did once. Ik your guna say 'all teenagers go through this'' but I am seriously considering killing myself. my mom makes me go to a stupid psychiatrist. i hate myself so much, i dont think im pretty even thought people tell me i am. i feel fat but i know im skinny (5' 5'' 97 pounds) but i look in the mirror and just hate what i see. i want to kill myself, and if i knew how to, i would. i used to be an all honors student. now i am an all regents student and a 'bad kid' according to my teachers. although i never talk in class, i never do my hw. i dont know why , i just never do. Im so fed up, with absolutely everything. i dont see how i can keep on living like this. so miserable. beyond words, i havent had an appetite in a week. i havent eaten anything today, yesterday all i ate was an apple. im crying all the time, im crying right now. i get about 3 hours of ssleep every night cus i can't fall asleep. ive changed so much, i used to be happy, with tons of friends, a boyfriend, bright eyes. now im pale sad ugly and miserable. what do i do? i need someones help. i have no one, NO one to talk to about this kind of thing. I don't know how i can get better. i am just so confused, please, please help thank you so much!
I HATE THIS LIFE AND WORLD?
You may be (and probably are) suffering from a form of depression. Your brain is not working right. There could be some type of chemical imbalance that could be treated. You should take immediate action. First, go see your primary care physician - your family doctor. If you don't have one, at least research symptoms of depression on the web and see if you may be suffering from it. Meantime, exercise can be helpful in raising the levels of chemicals that make you feel more upbeat and positive. Also, it's very important to get on a good diet and eliminate all toxins like alcohol, pot, drugs in general. You need to get control of yourself - make it your job, devotion and priority to work hard on changing the way you feel about yourself and the world through these steps. WARNING!!! If you do see a doctor and they prescribe anti-depressants, BE VERY CAREFUL about getting involved in these substances. They can really mess you up and are very difficult to get off of. Most important thing for you to do is take action! You've got the guts and brains to post here for advice, so you can do the rest. Good luck!
I hate my life right now. I hate it so much that I badly wanted a new life and I wanted to be someone else. How can I manage this?
See in life at some point of time you definitely feel like giving up….leaving everything.. getting a new life and hoping badly veryy badly that the things which happened with you currently would not have happened or something which you could gave done to prevent it…and eventually gloom fills you all around... But but but.. Some things which you have to remember are that :Its only one life you have got... Nobody's sure to tell you that you’re going to have an another life or not. And even if you get one how can you be so sure that the LIFE you are gonna get is better than thus one!Always always keep this in your mind that TIME HEALS EVERYTHING... Whatever phase of your life you are in.. It'll definitely pass.. Time never stops.. So give yourself some time and eventually you'll be feeling really better.It may sound somewhat cliched but.. At one point somewhere down the lane you will realize that what you got is what was meant to happen... “Qismat" as they say!.. I know cliched.. But quite trueAnd lastly i would say cheer up buddy... There is so much more to life... May be there's a rough patch in which you are in.. But its okay... It will pass... Definitely!
Why do I hate life so much?
Someone once told me, human beings feel happy in two ways.You can either be truely happy with your life or look at other people, who are more miserable than you and tell yourself that I am better than them. Probably, this is what life is about. “Being less miserable than others”.If you are living a life that you hate. People around you, might tell you that you have much more than others. It is just psychological.Most people settle for this thought, since majority is doing it. They get busy, being busy. Live an ordinary life.But if you are courageous, take the road less traveled. Find your happiness, find your life. You create a life that you can love.The fact that you hate your life is an indication, that it is time to make a change. Reality is, people will give you thousands of suggestions on how you should live your life, but eventually you have to live it.Go out explore the world with an open mind. Experiment with new things. Find out things that excite you. Based on what touches a chord with you, decide what you want to do with your life.Another reason that I can think of is deep emotional supression. We often supress our emotions deep inside because it is not right to say certain things to certain people. Over time these emotions get more intense and supression become a subconscios habit. But we are unclear about the direction they are coming from. Hence, hatred towards life.The best way will be to explore catharsis and other methods of emotional cleansing.You can try a session and if you feel lighter after that. It means you have found the root cause of this problem.Wish you all the best
I hate my life? Nothing is going right, please help.?
Im a 18 year old girl, never had a boyfriend or did anything. I have lost alot of my friends because I distanced myself away from them because im so unhappy. Im not in college and most of my friends are. Most of my friends are in happy relationships where the guy treats them like a princess. I cry myself to sleep everynight because my life sucks. Everyone is doing so much better than me while im just sitting at home gaining weight. Idk what to do with myself anymore, im trying to hold and wait for things to get better but idk if I can I dont like the way I look and I dont like where im at in life right now. Everyone is so happy and I sometimes wonder why it cant be me. i will literally give the shirt off my back to someone else, I always care about people and try to give to people when I can. But I dont get any of it back, im so unhappy I just want to die and give up. I cant get counseling because I dont have the money or the time. I just need words of encouragement or anything that can help me feel better. Everyday I want to give up and ask god to take me away, I will never take my own life, but I dont care if I would die tomorrow. Im tired.