I hate myself and it's ruining my life.?
To start off, Yeah I'm 15 and this is probably a stage, but I want people's opinions. For a while now I've been crying every single day (no joke). It's usually after school when I get really depressed. At school, when I'm with my friends, I feel fine. But when I'm alone, I tear myself apart. I'm extremely self-conscious and feel really really ugly. It's come to the point where I don't even want to go to job interviews because of the way i look. I'm not over-weight, If anything I'm underweight. But i always feel awkward with my body and hair. I hate my skin so I wear make-up, then get upset whenever someone points out how much make-up I wear, cause i try really hard not to get it to be cakey. I guess I'm overly sensitive... but I hate it. I've never felt pretty, mostly because there's always a guy that tears me down. I'm really jealous of one of my friends because she's gorgeous and guys only talk to me to get with her. ALWAYS. I feel like I can't do anything. I used to be good at sports, but I've given up so I lost any kind of talent I ever had. I stopped doing my homework and I'm failing P.E. I told my mom I've been having sad moments in my day, and sometimes it's so bad I think about suicide. I'll never do it, though. My parents are concerned, but they think I'm over-reacting. I probably am. I just don't want to go to a theropist and be like "I feel really ugly and it's ruining my life. LAWL" I'll look stupid. It's hard to explain... I just don't want to exisist. Ya know? Like if it was my choice, I wouldn't be born. I have so much stress on me and I can't handle it.... I just want to talk to someone and let out my feelings because I haven't for a really long time.... My whole life I've been kinda shy and put other people before myself. My grandpa died a little while ago and I was really close to him...... It hurts to think that he's really gone.... but it might have imppacted me.... Am i depressed? I feel like I am. I just wanna............... go. i don't want to deal with this anymore. I'm ******* sick of it....
I have autism and i hate myself for it?
well, young lady, you're young enough to be my daughter- to begin with... and I'm afraid you hate yourself about a disorder which unfotunately is NOT up to ANYONE'S good or ill will.... you must get the help you need...and do your best to cope....and make the best out of it... but beyond this, you've got to accept yourself as you are - to that extent about what you can't change or better yourself... of course-in this respect - hating yourself is the 1 best way to definitely ruin ( further ruin) your quality of life... and I'm positively sure you deserve much better than this...
I hate school so so so much!!!!? its ruining my life?
I'm in tenth grade - year ten and i hate school so so much!! the HOMEWORK all the subjects i have to get in my head its so hard!! :( its the main reason i'm stressed and depressed all the time its ruining me!!! It seems like i have no time for myself. Why does school get so much harder as you grow older?? Its the main reason i am anxious all the time and the main reason i eat weird... I'm just getting so worried about my grades because the teachers are making everything seem so serious and telling us we have to work hard and study hard and that this year is very very important.. it just makes me want to cry. :( My brain is just about to explode with all the information that i have to memorize in the next week!!! have any ideas on what to do? i was thinking about seeing a councilor but i just don't know :( How do you guys my age cope with all this?? it seems like all my friends are having a breeze, it seems like they don't have a care in the world!!!
I hate school so freaking much it's ruining my life?
So I'm a girl,and a freshman in high school. I litterally have like 5 friends that I talk to at lunch and stuff. But I dread going to school every day. I just hate everything about it. The people, the work, how long it is, being bored all the time, just everything I can't stand. I am crying right now because I dread school tomorrow. It is making me an in happy person because I'm spending the majority of my life so unhappy. I have no boyfriend in fact boys don't even talk to me which is another reason I'm annoyed . I'm always so nice and try to make myself look good but I'm done with it!! What can I do to make me hate school less??