Why is my brain so messed up?
i have been thinking constantly about my future and my past. iam a freshamn at college and for some reason feel that iam not creative or smart because i feel that everyone is so much smarter than me. i have alwys had trouble with math and english throughout my whole life and no matter how hard i try there is no sign of improvement. my brain just cant think of new ways to solve math problems or learn new words to write better papers and all my college classes is writing papers. i cannot write a 6 page paper at all because i have no creativity and my word choice is very juvenile. i just feel as if i will never be able to become smart and be able to be succuessful because iam too stupid to be able to evolve my critical and cognitive thinking skills. i keep thinking that iam trapped in the lower class because my mom dad grandfather, grandmothers and great grandmothers have had jobs in the lower class . i feel that if intelligence is carried on from generation to generation then iam only intelligent enough to get a job in the lower class. i just dont know what to do anymore because i know that iam not smart enough to get a college degree and be able to break free from the lower class
Is my mind messed up?
I definitely know your mind is not messed up. For over the last 7 plus years I have worked with people in mental health crises in crisis centers, emergency rooms, and out in the community partnered with law enforcement. I know what despair, suicidal, psychotic, and everything in between looks like. It sounds like by how you phrased your statement of wanting to shoot yourself is more from a place to feel something. It also sounds like your emotions are more in control than you, and that is an uncomfortable place to be.I think there is two things that could help you improve. One, continue to work with your medication prescriber to figure out the best medication and dosage to help make you feel more in control of your emotions, even if it is only 10% right now. The goal is improving. You need to continue to take the medication so you can report to him/her how it is, or isn’t helping. Two, get connected with a counselor you trust and start getting to work with the things or past situations in your life that is adding to these emotions. It is going to take some work on your part getting to the bottom of why you feel this way and then working through them. I promise you though when you get to the other side it will be worth all the effort.You are in control of your story, no matter how crappy this chapter may feel like. Find a counselor to can work with to help you gain your control back so this time is only a chapter in your book, not the whole freaking story. With the clients I have worked with, in crisis and in my private practice, I see when people follow this path it does help and works. Some moments will be harder than others but you are still on this earth which means you have more to do, accomplish, and provide to the world.On a more pressing note, if you are actively thinking about suicide and do not feel like you can keep yourself safe from trying to take your life, please reach out now. Call the National Suicide Hotline at 1-800-273-8255 and they can transfer you to a local crisis line if you do not know one in your area. Suicide is a permanent fix to a temporary problem. You can overcome this and I believe in you. Don’t give up and fight for you.
Can weed mess up my brain?
Ever since I started smoking weed, I swear I feel like my brain is messed up. I have been quitting for about a month or more now, but still I don't feel any improvement in my intelligence and decision making. Maybe it's not the weed that ****** up my brain. Maybe it's just ME thats messed up and the weed has nothing to do with it. So in that case, quitting smoking will not improve my life in any way. So I'm just wondering, by me quitting weed, will my mind clear up at least a little bit?
What causes your brain to be messed up?
When i was three years old i was riding in the sleeper of a semi truck. I was running from side to side and the driver, a family friend, slammed on the brakes for a deer. This sent my 90 pound 3 year old self flying into the windshield head first. I hit it so hard it put a spider web crack with about 6 inches of diameter. My dad paid for a new windshield and i probably got a concussion.Another incident was when my sister hit me upside the head with a flashlight. She knocked me unconscious and the only reason i remember it is because i was told about it.Another time my brother hit me in the head with a shovel. I had to go to a doctor to get it glued shut and it was bleeding a lot.Along with the countless other times I’ve hit my head, or been hit in the head, I’m sure I’ve gotten some brain damage.None of these times have I ever been tested for a concussion.
Can Masturbation Mess Up Your Brain?
I have never heard of excessive masturbation, but I guess it can happen. You can go too far with just about anything. It's excessive when it interferes with other aspects of your life. If, for instance, you have to put me on hold while you ****. That is excessive. Otherwise, as long as you use a lubricant and are not physically harming yourself. Your headache may be symptomatic of another condition. Try the normal head-ache remedy, like tylenol or something. If it keeps returning, go to a doctor, but I doubt it's from masturbation. You sound like a perfectly normal, horny young guy to me.
Can zoloft mess up your brain?
Pretty much I've spooked myself by reading to many horror storys about this medication. I've been on it for almost a year, and will hopefully be off it at the year mark. Though I do have memory problems from this medication can the neurological effects be permanent? As well is there any prove to support this? Thanks.
I think drugs may have messed up my memory?
I use to take a lot of drugs when i was younger. Until i started to get major panic attacks and stopped! It really messed me up for quite a while. Recently (in the last 2 years) my memory has been really bad. I forget everything. Sum1 can tell me sumthing and whithin 5 mins i've forgotten it. It's worse with numbers. I'm trying to study for my course but i'm finding it really hard cos i go to all the lectures and learn so much but then i just forget it all! Is this because of the drugs or is it sumthing else!?
My mom burned her religious beliefs into my brain and messed up my atheism. How do I get it back?
Realize that your beliefs are snarled-up with control issues with your mom.Religion should never be a reason to prevent you from doing what you know is right. It should never give control over another person.Most religion are really just arbitrary control structures to either keep old ideas in place or indoctrinate members into being un-accepting of others.Hey God cannot both be forgiving an unforgiving at the same time.God never punishes. Punishment, shame, disgust, are human control mechanisms, designed to suppress others, and keep those already in control in control.These days they are also huge money scams, designed to guilt you into giving them money, jewels, land, political clout.You know Hell didn’t use to be ‘a thing’. It became ‘a thing’ in the Dark Ages as something the Church would ‘beat out of you’. Then it became a main thing in the religions — a dark reflection of the hatred being inculcated into believers along with the ‘us vs them’ mentality.You can burn it out just as easy as it was burned in, by removing that little element of ‘you have to’ from anything religious anyone trys to foist on you to get you to do what they want instead of what you want.Do WHAT I SAY “ (OR GOD WILL HATE YOU!)” is a total evil way to deal with people.