I really HATE my life right now!!!!!!?
I'm a 14 year old girl. Nothing ends up the way I want it to. My family don't understand me and I can't trust my so called 'friends'. High school is like hell. I have no real friends in any classes. Boys say I'm ugly when I try to get my makeup perfect everyday. I don't like my appearance. My family wont help me. I feel lonely all the time. My life is so boring. Tonight is homecoming dance and I don't have anything to wear or anyone to go with so I'm staying home bored like always. This is how I truly feel I'm not making anything up. I really need help. I have no one to ask.
Im 17 and i really hate my life :(?
Im going to try keep this short... Im so unhappy with my life, i have only 1 good friend, i have no friends outside of school and i feel like everyone hates me. Today in school i was telling a story and i could tell that everyone thought i was lying and some people started talking about me and whispering. I dont go out i dont do anything fun im always just in my room 24/7. I feel like people get the wrong impression of me all the time. people think im confident or stuck up but im not..im just afraid to talk to people now because of everything. Ive never felt this low in my life and i realised i need to try sort this out now because last nigth i held a blade to my wrist. im so scared and lonely, someone please help me :(
I really hate my life, help?
Okay, I know what you're going through , I also have been called names and what I have learned since they started is to just laugh it off , just tell to **** off . I also have an autistic brother and he has been bullied basically his whole life . When he would get bullied I would have to stand up for him and guess who got hit for it ? Of course I did but anything to keep him safe . My mother never found out about those hits thankfully . And well my father .. I've never met him . My mom has told me about him once or twice but I don't really know much about him . But rn I have my brothers dad which is basically my dad but, it sad because he's always out drinking and he's rarely home . I understand how you feel that you just want to end life and never come back , I know the feeling. I've learned to live I with but I chose to try and help other people not deal with it , if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here for you , you can DM me on twitter @lovaticrauhl_ I'll always be here to talk to you, and to anyone
Help i just really really hate my life?
I'm 15 and i really f*cking hate my life, i do so badly at school and for some reason i don't give a ****. I only give **** for little so reasons like if i put my ipod somewhere and i cannot find it i **** myself, but i find it eventually. I might be living with my dad and i dont want to and i could me moving schools too, a year ago i saw what the school looked like and i think it looked **** and i know moving to that school wouldnt make me feel any better because id be more depressed. My mum and dad didnt talk about it much so i was happy not working about moving to that school. Now next year i might be going to it, i feel so depressed and i wanna kill myself. My mum says she trys and trys to not send me there and other stuff but she dosent seem to care about me much cuz she is a *****. Even tho i dont have many friends at the school i already go to i dont wanna move, i have like only a few tho. I liked a girl and she was very nice to me and i was nice to her, i didnt talk to her so much, but i did a bit, but i cant ask her out now since to this bullshit moving school nonsense, i could be moving, but i cant tell her since im on holidays. I'm also a loser and do nothing all day, i either play ps3 or be on my laptop or sleep or masterbate etc. I f*cking hate my life and sometimes i just wanna die, help me please Ive posted this a couple of times and im getting no answers :(, i should be getting them straight away!
I hate my life so much I really see any meaning in it?
Im 16 and I hate my life everything goes wrong im not trying feel sorry for myself im just mad and. Sad everything goes wrong and never right I grew up without a father dont even know what he looks like or his name and my mom smokes meth and my brother is autistic I dont go to school becuase the kids want to jump me and hurt me otherwise I would go and I told my mom to helo switch schools but she doesnt listen shes all I have and alot of times shes not all there cuz of drugs I dont wanna call the cops cuase I love my mom and brother and I never had a girlfriend cuz im ugly I know I am I look at myself everyday but thats the last of my worrys and we are very poor my shoes are ripped my clothes are ripped I tried looking for a job but theey want a work permit wich I can only get through school and my mom is moving to another state im going to be living on the streets soon after my family moves idk what im going to do im skinny as it is I weigh 95 pounds and im 5"5 I would eat more but I cant afford it idk what to do I feel just dieing I hate my life
I really hate my life, I hate my soul, I hate everything. My parents are really powerfully strict on me.?
"If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you." John 15:19 "They have greatly oppressed me from my youth, but they have not gained the victory over me" Psalm 129:2. I went through the same struggle when I was growing up, my mom guilt tripped me everyday for fun. She made me feel guilty for doing anything or not doing anything. Just know that Jesus loves you, repent of your sins, follow the 10 commandments. Pray for strength to endure your stress. Don't give up! You can make it, be strong, I believe in you. Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't beautiful your imperfections are what make you perfect. You are perfect in God's eyes. Call out to him, he loves you so much!! <3 "He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.” Revelations 21:4 Truth: http://skyarc.co/faith.html You will be in my prayers today! :)
I really hate my life ... i feel so hopeless and alone?
im 17 with no job i appy to sooooooooooooooooooo many places and had a few interviews but no call backs i never have any money & my parents dont buy me anything even stuff i need like clothes,shoes,get my hair done etc so its like i take care of myself i also suffer from saver depression which makes everything worse ...i have no friends and it fells like i have no family i get no support from anyone i stay in my room all the time except for when i go to school ,and in school i sit alone and dont talk to anyone it seems like everyone my age has a job and doing good but then theres me i cry atleast 4 times a week sometimes more i just feel so alone and hopeless because i have nothing going for myself and i get no help from anyone i think about death a lot i fell like thats the best way out to be at peace for me and for everyone around me so they dont have to deal with me i also am very insucure i hate everything about myself i know i have a lot of self issues but i have no one to talk to i feel like nobody cares about me i feel like a nobody i just want to know why im here its like im taking up space and waking up every morning makes me more miserable than i already am and even tho i thin and want to die i cant kill myself i dont want to be a another suicide i just dont know what to do anymore :(