Why do I want to commit suicide?
Sometimes I feel very depressed, I feel like I'm shaming my entire family. Sometimes, I think about how they would act if they knew the real me. It’s not like I'm doing anything major or terrible, but sometime in very religious countries many things are taboo, and many simple things such as talking loudly or simply smoking a cigarette will make people think you’re a whore or whatever.There are so many times where I felt like I didn't fit in, I felt different. I felt as if I'm constantly being judged for being different. it wasn't only feelings, I would get told that I'm a weird individual, and that I'm an ugly worthless girl. Once somebody came upto me and told me that every night they are constantly praying for me to get an abusive husband in the near future, so he can beat me until I'm not weird anymore. the sad thing is, is that this person used to be my friend.Another thing that really bothered me was how people would constantly talk about my physical features. You see, where I'm from, many women seek to get plastic surgery, in order to get a slimmer nose and fuller lips and don't forget the famous fat transfer surgery to get a big butt and small waist! People would constantly comment,” it’s a shame you have a big nose, you could have been pretty”.sometimes when I think about suicide, I stop and ask myself, why? why am I thinking of ending my life? what have I done to make myself think this way? why am I letting society and other people judge and control me? why?sometimes this self questioning helps me calm down and make me realise that people will always be people, some are really bad people and there are some good people out there somewhereI'm still learning to love myself, it is hard.suicidal tendencies can come from other things for me personally, for example, when I'm alone and I think of how corrupt this world has become, all the racism, wars, children all over the world starving to death while huge governments are spending billions on developing new nuclear weapons. This just makes me sad, it makes me feel like theres no point in living in a world where we are all slaves for money. you can't live with out money. In this world money is power, and without it we are nothing.
Should I commit suicide?
Hell no!For a girl, who don't even loves you and she's dating someone else, you want to suicide. Why? Because she loves someone else?Ok, if you want to die, go ahead. I'm no one to stop you. But just do the following things before you leave this world.Your parents who brought you in this beautiful world, please do them a favor and whatever they did for you in 18 years please return them.Let me calculate, what your parents spent on you.Living expenses:Rent: 18*12*3000=6.48lacClothes: 18*10000= 1.8lac (min)Food: 18*12*3000= 6.48lac18 birthdays= 18*3000= 3.6lacSchool up to 10+2: 10lacsIf you are using phone for 3–4 years:Phone bills+ internet charges= 4*12*500=24k(min)Vacation trips= 2lacs (min)Total=30.60lacs (approx according to me)Return this amount.And what about love your parents shower on you? Whats the cost? It's ∞. You can't even return this if you earn for whole life.30.60L + ∞ = ∞Now tell me, do you afford this? If no, then please don't even think of dying.This life is worth living. This teenage love happens to everyone. But it's not worth dying. Your life costlier than you think. You will get a perfect match at right time. Now concentrate on your life, parents and career.And one more, you are using quora, that's good thing you are doing. But be wise. Don't waste your time asking such bullshit.Now, go to your dad, tell him everything, about what are you going through. He will definitely understand. He'll guide you. Dad is the person who never left you in troubles. Or you can share with both of your parents.Happy living!
I want to commit suicide because I'm too skinny?
ARE YOU SERIOUS??? GIRLS LOVE TALL GUYYSS. its the best feature a guy can have and girls hardly notice if guys are chubby or skinyy. at least i dont care at all!! I think you have great body shape and size....andd lastly personality rules above all!!!! :)
Sometimes i want to commit suicide?
I think we all think of it but if it is often seek help
I want to commit suicide because of school stress?
To be completely honest, high school is just a system to figure out what you are and aren't good at. Math is your worst subject. That is nothing to be worried about. You are defiantly not a failing student. In fact, math is a subject where you get it or you don't. I was the same way. I got A's B's and C's in all my other classes but failed Algebra, Algebra 2 and Geometry. My GPA was horrible because of this. I then got into Central Michigan University and got extra help in math. I then became decent at it and started to enjoy the class. Math is something some people just aren't good at. This doesn't make you dumb or anything. If you are patient about becoming an FBI agent, then you need to go for it. It isn't a field that requires math so don't get so hard on yourself about it. If you want to go to a community college your first and second year, that is actually very smart. It might even benefit you too! If your getting a 2.0 GPA in high school, and you go to a community college and get a 3.0, you can then apply to a university and they will only look at your college GPA since your a transfer student. I was the same way as you man, i got depressed because of grades and thought i was dumb. But there are other things i am good at that i found out after i got to college. So don't take everything so serious when your in high school. To tell you the truth, High School is a joke. If you want to go to college, you can go to college . It doesn't matter what your grades are. Community colleges accept anyone. The future is looking like that anyway with our economy. More colleges are just looking for money and not grades. But just relax, and keep working hard at math and it will come to you.
I want to commit suicide but I have a new baby and I'm afraid of HELL?
I'm 23 yrs old, I just had a beautiful baby boy... He is the light of my life (the only thread of happiness I have left). I'm engaged to his father but I'm still so unhappy. I'm young, I had big dreams and none of them have come true or show any signs of possibility because I'm " tied down" to the decisions Ive made. I hate myself for not finishing school because I was too busy chasing a man who used and abused me constantly and eventually left me for another woman. Ive never loved another man more deeply, not event my current fiance. The depression between that and seeing my dad die in front of me caused me to flunk out of University. I just feel like I let my family down and had I known then what I know now, things would be different. I cry all the time, I just think if I ended it all, God might be merciful and grant me a sort of reset. To get things right, nobody's perfect but I've made way too many mistakes. Though I'm still sort of young, I fear it's too late to fix them. The good book tells us suicide is unforgivable and the punishment I'd face on top of leaving my darling son to grow up without me, puts me between a rock and a hard place. I dunno what to do. There's much more to my story, rape, jail, failed suicide attempts, etc. but I rather not drag on. I just need answers
I'm only 15 and I want to commit suicide because of mathematics?
This is fascinating because when I was at grammar school taking maths 'A' levels. I actually left the course because of my total inability to deal with it and my own complete lack of self worth as I couldn't even understand basic mathematical concepts and calulations. But I went back to further education a year or so later and redid a Maths 'A' level course at a college of further education. And I started with the same fears, the same inept ability to grasp things and I was almost back where I started. But I simply went back to basics, read simple books on the subject and tried to approach the whole thing like a child with building blocks. And it actually worked, I ended up with three Maths 'A' levels, two grade A's and a B. Sometimes, having no dignity and no self worth is the time to take a long quiet look at yourself and decide to be other than you are. And where is that power? In your head. Believe me ...
I want to commit suicide but is there any place where my body will be found?
First, don't be so selfish. Don't let your body go to waste. Talk to someone first before you commit suicide as you don't want to be remembered as selfish, do you? Whatever you don't want to be remembered by, it will become… so, by talking to someone, you are making sure you’ll get what you want and what you want to be remembered at. A professional person is the best… but if you have no insurance or money… then the best person is the one who cared the most about what you want… that's also the purpose of the suicide hotline, to help people get what they want… because suicide is always the worst selfish solution at all time… ever!