Plzzzz help...!!!!! is this depression?
i have been very weak in studies since childhood and because of that my teacher had always punished me ......almost everyday ..i was also not able to make friends that time...my parents have also preasurised me to work more on studies so by the time i was 13years old i tried to commit suicide almost thrice but nothing happend....after a year or so i started gainig weight which made my life worse...... i am 17 years old right now and weighs around 85-90 kgs .......all my classmates teasses me ....i have no friend even i am not good at studies..... my family always says that i am a burden on them and are ashamed of me....my brother-sister always dominates me my life has become more than hell.....nowadays i am not able to sleep more than 1-2 hours a day...... everynight i wake up and starts thinking about my life and cry throughout the night .....i am also not able to eat anything ....i get suicidal thoughts .....even i have tried it but but didn't sucseeded in it........now after one month i have my 12th boards ....and everybody is saying that i will not be able to do anything in life ...... i feel like running away i want peace... and i could only see one thing for getting it that is death....plzz help.....!!!!!!!!!!
I am so depressed!!!! Can anybody help me plz plz plzzzz?
I am 20, doing Bsc. in Mechanical Engineering in a renowned uni of Bangladesh. From the beginning of my childhood, i noticed that my penis erects only for 4-5 seconds and i thought that it is normal. But it still happens to me. In 14 feb, 2012 one of my batchmates proposed me. She is so intelligent, beautiful. attractive. But i couldnt give her any answer because of that problem. So i went to about 5-6 doctors. All doctors suggested me to do some test of my body, semen, blood etc. After experimenting all of these all doctors told me that its my congenital problem and cant be cured. That means i am a parmanent impotent, that nobody knows except me. :'( . For that reason i couldnt study well. I failed all subjects in the previous term. Still cant sleep, cant smile, cant do anything well. That girl is again again ask me for her proposal. Although i love her a lot from that day but i cant tell her anything. If i make a raltionship then if she came to know my problem what will happen i cant imagine. I already started smoking and gradually becoming drug addicted. So i am losing my hope to live. Please tell me is there anything in the world which is more interesting thing or work which is pleasant than sexual intercourse. I feel very ashamed when my friends are talking about their sexual experience. additionaly i can't masterbate at all. Um so depressed. Now i have decided to put an end to my sexless life... Another point: I am confident about my intelligence that i am a genius guy. I can understand scientific matters specially about physics well. I want to do something special, something newer in physics for my country for the world. To do that i need to get rid of thinking about sex. Then what can i do to do it. Is their any group of impotent man in the world or in the cyberworld??? I already came to know that John Dalton, Sir Issac Newton. Nicole Tesla were unmarried. They inspired me a lot. Can you suggest me anything better to save my life. I will be always gratefull to you!! And also tell me what will say to the girl.??? Finally will i commit suicide or dedicate my to study.....
I’m very depressed and I just want to end my life, nobody cares about me at all. What should I do?
It is true that nobody cares about you. They only care about themselves. You see those friends who are having a good time, they are only friends as long as the other person has something to offer him. Social influence, popularity, money. All directed at their own selfish needs. When the other person can’t offer him what he desires, its bye bye to the so-called “friendship” they had. It is true for almost all teenagers in high-school and young adults at college. You will never be happy if you are trying to make “friends” with them. And try to get their attention. Instead, go far away from them. Reverse engineer yourself to feel good about staying away from and not caring about them. I always say this and I am going to say it to you. The only true friends you have in this world is your parents. Especially your mother. Because she has carried you nine months in her womb. Then a year and a half breast-feeding you, spending sleepless nights because of your sudden waking up at night, then spoon feeding you. She sacrificed her life for you (mine did) and will not stop sacrificing more if it is better for you. Your mother doesn't want to see you as good but she wants to see you as the best. She forgives all your mistakes all the rude behaviour you did with her without doing any good to her (although it may not seem like it sometimes). If you just massage her head for 1 minute, she will pray to God that her son achieves excellence. She loves you unconditionally. So why shouldn’t you love her back? Why should you end your life for some self-centered people? Why shouldn’t you connect with your mother? She should be the reason you become depressed when you hurt her. Not those fakers. So, I beseech you, seek closeness to your mom for a second and see how much happy she becomes. When she becomes happy, you will become happy. Forget about those people who don’t like you and attach yourself to those who like you. P.S: The same could be true with your father as well. The reason I used only my mothers example is because she was the one who raised three kids on her own. Against all odds.