Im depressed. I want to cut myself. But i'm scared.?
I've always been depressed but never this bad. I started high school this year and the stress is killing me. How can i get through the rest of my life let alone college when i cant even get through highschool. Im perfectly smart and i have friends, but i will never be someone, never reach my potential...ill never be fully successful at anything.i cant help this. I have always strived for perfection. The problem is life is so far from perfectly. Life is so utterly reckless. what am i to this huge world? nothing. One tiny speck of dust among a million sparkles. All i want is happiness. Ill give anything for it. but something tells me for me its unattainable. theres no reason im this way. I just am. Im wworthless. Sure, i have people that love me. And no i dont REALLY wanna die, but i certainly dont wanna live in this hell hole. I want to be e bird, or the wind, free to fly whereever i please. but im stuck human doing boring things with boring people that all find me peculiar and dont know how to act. I want to be reborn as something better. Something beuatiful. But I know there is no almighty God who will do this for me. Even if there was its not like im saved. I must be damned to hell by now if He's as strict as they say. Anyways, who cares about my life. There are people that actually want to be saved. Starving, in poverty, disease ridden, thats what kills me the most. Im blessed with this life and i dont even appreciate it. Someone less fortunate should have mine instead. Back to the point: i want to hurt myself but im scared. i dont want to die. just see what its like. See if it actually helps. AND PLZ NO **** ABOUT HOW LIFE IS PRECIOUS AND I SHOULDNT HARM MYSELF CUZ IF YOU DONT HELP ME THEN I WILL JUST AS WELL TRY IT ON MY OWN AND **** UP AND END UP BLEEDING TO DEATH SO YA. THATS ALL. HELP ME IF YOU WANT TO.
I AM SUPER SCARED ABOUT GLOBAL WARMING HELP PLEEEASEE?
Don't say its not real because it is...It's only MARCH here in VA and it's already in the high 70s and hot...We literally only had two months of cold and now it's cold..Dont get me wrong I love it..But im worried? if it's already geting so hot so eariler will we have a super hot summer? Will this all slowly get worse? Is it global warming? im scared,,if it starts getting even more hot it'll be hard to live and im worried it'll happen in my lifetime im 16..Will global warming get bad enough to kill us?? and make life hard? HELP!
Im 17 and scared of the dark help?
ok feel really stupid typing this but i am generally scared of the dark even though i can't sleep unless im in total darkness, i no its weird anyway its not that im scared of the Bogey man which may be reason little kids are scared of the dark, its more the fact that my imagination shows me things and puts everything in my head, for example i watched supernatural few months ago one with the reaper and tonight i come out of the bathroom and see the reaper coming up the stairs so hence run to my room as a safe haven kinda thing, or even things iv never seen before like ill think theres a murderer or someone in the dark to hurt me or something anyway i really need some help i just don't know what to do anymore its driving me nuts btw iv tried facing it head on with the whole be in the dark with friends and stuff >.> it don't work so any suggestions welcomed
Fever question. Scared?
Hi. So earlier today(4:00ish) i had a fever of 103.2. I took ibuprofen and have alternated having an ice pack on my neck and forehead for like 30 minutes. About 5 minutes ago i took another ibuprofen. Before I took it my temperature was 101.2. Im scared itll go up during the night and ill like die in my sleep or something? I dont know im just scared about weird stuff like that. My throat is kinda scratchy and ive got a killer headache as well. This all started yesterday at around 4:00 when my temperature was 99.3. Tips, reassurance, etc. please. Btw im 14
I really like this guy, but I'm running out of time (Will do my best to answer yours)?
it appears that he likes you. you should befriend him. i really am no good at this (see my question "why cant i text her") but i know that if i liked a girl, then i would be glad to have her randomly walk up and talk to me. one thing i am good at is guy action analysis, as i am a guy. going down your list (starting at "feel free to skip") #1 stares at you alot. this is a good sign. you may want to look at him, and see if he smiles, blushes, or averts his eyes. grins are good signs too. (btw i think you meant peripheral vision, which means vision out of the side of your eye, not perpetual vision, which means vision that never ceases) #2sitting next to you. this is also good. it is an overt attempt to get close to you, showing conscious or subconscious attraction to you. (btw the sitting as far away as possible thing is him trying not to look like a desperate, lovestruck fool. he wants to prove to you that he doesn't have a burning desire to sit next to you, even though he does. #3 the computer screen. this was him trying to get a look at what you were doing to potentially learn more about you, and to have a conversation starter in his repretoit for later. #4 he wanted you in the middle so that he could focus on looking at you out of the corner of his eye, instead of whatever his friend was doing or saying. he could have sat next to you either way, but with you between him and his friend, he could give all of his attention to you. #5 is just his friends being his wing men. this could be solicited or unsolicited. it may even be unconscious, but if they sense attraction, they may try to covertly get you two into conversations together. #6 he may just be flirting, or this may be more of #2 i cannot guarantee that he has a crush on you, but he is acting almost exactly how i act when i have a crush. i cannot guarantee the veracity of this information, but is is born of personal experience, and knowledge of myself. TALK TO HIM. IF HE LIKES YOU IT WILL MAKE HIS DAY. IF HE DOESN'T THENYOU WILL HAVE ONE MORE FRIEND WHO SHARES INTRESTS WITH YOU.
I'm scared of thunder and lightening, what can i do?
Summers coming and tonight the years first thunderstorms are predicted to hit my county(Kent, UK). I am petrified of thunderstorms, have been since i was born(i'm 18 btw). Well i'm watching the rainfall radar on the Met Office websites as the storms leave France northwards towards Kent and i'm getting very nervous, not only will the storms arrive during the night, but i'm all alone. What can I do to try and make it through the storms? i was thinking of leaving all lights on, close all doors and curtains, turn music right up and talk to people on MSN to take my mind of it. If worse comes to the worse i'll put my fingers in my ears and hide with my head burried under my pillow, not a good way to live at 18 esp as i'm starting a job soon which involves being outside a lot(Direct Sales Marketing). Any ideas? thanks everyone :)
I want to cut myself but I fear pain, what should I do?
Trust your instincts. I’ll tell you about my cutting to make an example of why your body is right to fight your urge to cut. The first few times I tried to cut I just couldn’t do it. I hated myself for being so weak. Then I actually cut myself. The first time was spontaneous, I don’t know why or how I did it. I didn't stop though. It was so hard to keep cutting, my entire body was screaming at me to stop. Eventually I silenced that scream. I overrode by body’s own defense system to hurt myself. I felt strong when I did but really I just took my self hatred and pain out on myself. I didn’t solve any of my problems. I was temporarily numb but all to soon my problems came back.Cutting doesn’t solve whatever problem is making you feel like you want to cut. Your fear knows what its talking about. Deal with what is hurting you in a constructive manner rather than realizing months or years and hundreds of scars later that you should have chosen the constructive coping mechanisms to begin with. It’s so hard to stop cutting. It’s addictive, you almost fall in love with it. Don’t put yourself through that.I understand the urge, I really do. It’s misguided though. A desperate attempt to get the pain to stop without actually facing it. I don’t know why you want to cut. Maybe it’s abuse, rape, mental illness, peer pressure, bullying, etc. I don’t know but whatever it is….Face it and save yourself a lot of trouble.