Why did I wake up crying from a dream?
This happened to me too, even though my father was 48. It was really intense, as if a part of myself was getting used to the idea that something might happen to him. I told him about it, and that I was really scared. Losing my dad was the thing in the world that I feared the most. He had a series of health issues, but it wasn't that serious. One week later, he died of a heart attack.Even though I had many dreams that you can call a premonition, I don't want to put a theme around it. Nor do I encourage magical thinking. I do believe that this is a sign that maybe you should spend some time with your dad, just in case. It would make you feel better anyway.My scientific hypothesis would be that we catch some body language or unseen things like smells, which subconsciously gives us clues. And dreams are just dreams, they can easily be about a subconscious clue. It doesn't have to mean that it will come true.Good luck for the upcoming days. I'd like to hear if something happens. But let's hope for the best!Edit: And the only way to make life feel worth it, is to just live, really hard! Enjoying life is what matters. Nobody with common sense wants to die. Be very very alive!
DESPERATE for hemorrhoid help?
Try having the hemorrhoids banded by a colorectal specialist. If you don't have insurance, it will be fairly expensive, but it is virtually painless and worked well for me ( I had 6). It is an inpatient procedure that does not even require a local anesthetic. OTC OINTMENTS DON'T WORK. The only one that may help somewhat is brand named Balneol. You also may want to keep an eye on getting an infection externally as a result of all the scratching. Infections can also itch, and spread into other parts of your body. Use a topical antibiotic (Altabax) to get rid of infection, it will knock it out in a week. You could also have seborrheic dermatitis if there is excess moisture in the perianal area. You also mentioned you sit alot, which could also exacerbate your problems. In the case of seborrheic dermatitis, use a topical corticosteroid and it will get rid of it in about a week. Both of these ointments are available by prescription only, but your doctor will obviously have to do the diagnosis. Do not let your doctor brush you off, keep pressing and get answers! Severe itching in the rectal area is not normal! Hope this helps, I struggled with these problems for years before finally getting the right diagnosis and getting it taken care of.
How do i move on she on my mind 24 7 every sec litteraly ...i really love her?
Move on dude! You have the personality to be a stalker, don't sell yourself short like that. Take a deep breath & look around there's a whole world out there & you will have a few more heartaches before you settle down with the love of your life. She is not it.
I had a orgasm holding my pee!! Has anyone else done this?
I have got to try this. =) Okay I tried it, lasted 14hrs lol. Yes it was rather enjoyable, strangely enough.