What is something you want to "get off your chest"?
I got gang raped.Gang. Raped.I'm going to give some details… so I guess trigger warningI went to a fish market with my uncle and grandma. My grandma is old and can't walk very well so I was waiting with her for my uncle to get some fish. This huge man comes and picks me up from behind. I'm pretty strong, but this man was much stronger. He grabbed me and ran as I screamed for my uncle to help me. He came too late.So. The big man “A”The other men are “B” “C” and “D”A grabbed me and brought me to a cornerB C D take turns throwing me against a fence as they all undress. They all are on me at the same time. One would be one my face making me suck his dick. One would be masturbating on my chest. One would be doing whatever he wanted on my vagina. One would be holding down my legs.They tied down my arms above my head, stripped me naked, did their rotations, and broke my ankle.I kept squirming so they punched me, gagged me, and stabbed right below my ribcage with a knife. I stopped moving and they rotated a few times. When they were done, about and hour later, they tied to me to fence.They would grab me from behind, touch all over me, cum on me, and then forced me to masturbate. They stuck their fingers up my vagina, put their dicks in my mouth. They made me masturbate on the floor, and then would smack me with their dicks wherever they felt like it.It was torturous. I was in so much pain. They ran Away. The police were searching everywhere, and then one found me on the floor behind a trashcan in an alley. They took me to a hospital, and it gave me so much emotional trauma.Right now, a year later, I am crying in my room, too scared to go anywhere, ripping at my thighs and stomach with a blade. Burning with lighters. I never told anyone else. The only people that know is my grandma, uncle, mom, and dad. I'm too scared to tell anyone.
What does it mean to see an ex wearing white in a dream?
Thou first have to figure out yourself what your ex means to you. Most often the people in our dreams evoke an emotional reaction today. As an ex is a finished chapter; it means you experience something in your life now that makes it equal to what you used to experience in the past with him or her. Basically, the dream reminds you of a time in the past. So what kind of time is this? Again only you can answer this by asking yourself what your ex means to you; as well as what the color 'white' means to you.To me, white means purity, virginity, newness, a child that is born, peace etcetera. So I would argue that - during the daytime (i.e. before you reached your dream state) - you were thinking of a situation that had similar characteristics as with your ex.I think that you now have peace with the situation of the past; which could explain the color white and your ex. This would explain that after such a long time that your ex is gone, you still think about him and have let your brains create a 'new' relationship with him - one of peace and harmony. You may not be as angry anymore and have chosen to move on in peace.On the other hand, I cannot exclude that you may have found someone who shares similarities with your ex; and that you are now going to make the same mistake(s) as you did in the past.So it is either one of the two scenarios:You have peace with the past regarding your ex and decided to move on in peace.You have met a new person that reminds you a lot of your ex, and that would mean you would end up in the same 'crap' as you used to be in - as with your ex.Take care!
The downside of riding motorcycles?
Personally, I cannot think of any downside to riding my motorcycle. The "common idea that motorcycles are much more dangerous" is false. A motorcycle is quicker, smaller, has no "blind spots", can avoid collisions that car would be trapped. re: "lack of a truck" -- I have a cruiser. I have two 18 qt / 20 pound hard lockable saddlebags. I have a milk crate that can bolt to the pillion/sissybar and carry a full case of beer. I have bungie cords and I have carried a gas lawn edger. I have carried 10 foot pipes. If I even need more it only means that I finally have a reason to get a trailer hitch. re: "carry more than 1 friend" -- They can drive their vehicle. re: "can't listen to music" -- GOOD! Music is a distraction. Driving is a full time job. I do *not* listen to music while driving -- car, van, truck or motorcycle. re: "when it rains" -- There is rain gear available. re: "winters might get cold" -- Jacket, gloves, wool, down.... Pappy was a motorcycle cop in Detroit, 8 hours a day outside in the winter. re: "summer could get very hot" -- I live in LaLaLand (California). When hot I ride sans "protection" -- no jacket, no gloves, just the beanie because of the stupid laws, a t-shirt or whatever. ---- I do not understand "sport bikes." I ride for transportation. I do not care about "sporty" looks, I do not need speed, I do not need to play "racer" on the streets. Why do you want one? To ride 150 mph on the freeways? To play in the canyons? BLEAH!! Many people ask me why I ride a motorcycle. My reason? I HATE being in a cage. I do not like being in a car. I want the windows down, even in the rain.
My coworker wears yoga pants in office and shows off her big behind. What would be your opinion about someone who does the same in your office?
It may not be about showing off.I am 50 lbs lighter than I was a year ago. Back then, I never tucked in a shirt. Why? Because a muffin covered in fabric is not pleasant to look at, that's why. WhWhen overweight people choose clothes like this, it's usually for similar reasons.A close friend of mine was a goth fetish model. We have been friends since middle school. I saw her develop a perfect hourglass figure, and she looked very much like Aubrey Plaza crossed with Eva Amurri. When she as 18 and I was 19, we hung out one night and things happened, and she had a pregnancy scare. SShe was poor and got a cheap IUD.4 years later her ass was huge. She retained her figure proportions and thought she was just gaining weight until a class action lawsuit involved her IUD. The women's health center was getting supplies from a new vendor and 200 women got nickel poisoning from shitty Chinese made IUDs. She got just enough to pay for treatment, but gone were the days of tight jeans, PVC, and nice little nothings she would almost wear. They just didn't fit, and her amazing legs didn't match her ass in a way that suited a lot of common women's clothing brands. Even with treatment and weight loss her body was permanently changed. What does she wear just so she can wear clothes?Yoga pants and sun dresses.My advice? Leave this be. An attractively large ass is often something a woman tries very hard to make look good with few options.