My cousin took advantage of me while i was asleep. He licked and touched me but i dont know what to do. The first time he did it there were two other witnesses who did not do anything. The second time i suddenly woke up because in my dream my dog was licking me.I didn’t tell my parents because my cousin lives in our house and if i did they will be kicked out. Where would they live? And besides i dont want to have a conflict or an air of awkwardness.Because of the incident i forced myself not to be scared of my cousin because i don’t want him to see that i’m scared, that i was affected. I cannot sleep without my door locked and i need to hold something.And the thing is, i associated my cousin with a clown. The clown that i was always hesitant to see when i was a child. Ever since then i developed a phobia of clowns. It’s so hard having nightmares and sudden thoughts of it. Im treating myself through exposure therapy but its still hard because every time i do it i suffer from a panic attack or what. I’m not sure what to call it.Sometimes i still have a hard time sleeping. I’ll call my bestfriend and knowing shes there even without speaking i’ll be able to sleep.There were also days that i thought i want to disappear. I kept on saying that i wanted to go home. And by home i literally meant home with God because i know that despite everything hell accept me. I wanted to die but i didnt want to die. I think i just wanted the pain to end? I feel like i’m such a dirty person. But i kept on thinking that i still want to live. I want to have my own family someday. I just cut myself twice and not on my wrists. In my arm where i will not be able to die. I just wanted to feel the pain.And now all i ever want is just a hug. A hug from a person who knows everything. There are only two of them in this world. But they see me as a strong and independent person who can handle myself despite the situation. Cant they just see that i’m so scared and scarred? All i want is just a hug.
In nutshell: No! I’m not ready for everything that comes in my life, but once it is in, I know I can handle it as I’ve no other options left with.Life is a series of changes and those changes provide experiencesLife never treats you the way you wanted to be treated. It always treat you the way you should be.I remember when I do friendships, I expect same understanding and cooperation, the way I do. But, in reality, it is not always same.Sometimes, you get more than your expectations and sometimes you leave with empty handed.But, in every situation. you learn to deal with it. Because that’s what you need to survive in this world.I know I made many mistakes. Endless.But, every mistake allow you to gain an experience, a lesson of life. If you know in advance that you going to commit a mistake. Probably you never do it. But, you don’t know that. And, that’s why you can’t control a mistake and its impact. You just can deal with it.So, life is a series of Ups and Downs. Every day is a new day and bring new challenges and surprises for good and bad. Unexpected. So, even if you are not ready then also you’ll handle it somehow.
Does anyone know of haunted spots in lower michigan?
Milan (Milano) has to be the initial city each time a tourist is preparing the trip to Italy because this city posseses an significant previous and an abundant national history so, discover more about that extraordinary town with hotelbye . One of the places most famous of Milano could be the Piazza del Duomo where Napoleon was crowned (actually, he crowned himself) in the Duomo. Milan also given musicians like Michelangelo and Leonardo da Vinci, the musician Verdi, the truly amazing tenor Enrico Caruso, and designer Giorgio Armani all lived and labored here; and Mussolini launched the Fascist party here. Also, the entire style earth seems to Milan's catwalks twice a year for the season's fashions. All it's left to the Milan City an abundance of artwork, cultural, and architectural treasures for you really to enjoy.
I adopted a 3 month old Pitbull/Bull-Mastiff and he is very, very hyper. I also need help with pottie training?
I have a 3 months old Pitbull mixed with a Bull Mastiff and during the day from 8:30am to 5:45 he is home alone in our kitchen. We put up a gate in the door way to keep him in the kitchen, we have been told that he cries a lot during the day from neighbors. I have a few concerns with different areas of my dogs life, First thing is I need to know am I doing a bad thing by leaving him alone all that time? its just I have no choice, me and my Wife work all day. When we do come home we play with him alot, take him out a few times, etc.. He is a very hyper dog to begin with, but when we get home he is very very excited..He pee's alot in the kitchen during the day, and at times he has pooped as well, I know he has no choice because he can't go anywhere else but how can I train him not to pee or crap anywhere else in my house? he is allowed in only 4 out of 5 rooms in my house, the bedroom is the only room he is not allowed in. We have the Wee-Wee pads down in the kitchen, living room and computer room but he seems to use them as his Lay-Down area, like a bed. He lays there most of the time, but wont use the bathroom there. He would rather poop or pee on my rug, and he also has the habit of walking while he is peeing, or walking while pooping..lol I dont know why but he does. He listens at times, but he is still a puppy and very hyper, its just he hasnt used the bathroom outside yet, everytime we walk him he has not peed or pooped, but when he comes upstairs, he poops or pee's, it gets me very very pissed off. He also has a habit of bitting while we are playing with him, no matter how many times we tell him "NO" or "STOP", or push him away, he still does it. Any advice on all my concerns and questions...please help...I Love this dog but he needs help. We adopted him last saturday, he was adopted two times and was taken back because they couldnt control him. I will not bring him back, i want to help him learn because he is a good dog. PLEASE HELP
Silent hill three (help im stuck)?
action, easy, riddle normal, silent hill 3, ive looked everywhere but cannot work out this riddle pleas pleas help the first is larger than the second the second twice the third the thrid smaller than the fourth the fourth is half the first four of the numbers are not repeated three are not in the top row two are not in the right row one of the numbers is the final key if u can give me the right combination ill award 10 points ( the riddle is on a 9 didgit keypad