Plz someone help me? I'm about to kill my fuking dad? And suicide?t?
Im 17 and live in a 3rd class country like bangladesh! We are also poor! My fuking dad is a driver on bangladesh army. My older bro is jobless now so he is dependable on my dad too! Btw cm to the point my dad always yells on my mom whether shes r8 or wrong! Even sometimes he beat my mom ! I hate him like hell! I cant stand his face,voice ! He always use slang like son of a bit*h etc etc. today he started to beat my mom and i protest then he kicked me out of the house and took baseball bat to hit me then i took knife and nearly killed him but my older brother stopped both of us.then i tried to run away forever with some of my saved cash. Then my bro told me ''me , you and our mom nobody likes him. I hardly talk to him.just me get a good jod then we will live on our own'' .plz any heartful person save me.Theres no way that i can get a job and study same time!
Why do my parents yell at me for being suicidal?
I've been suicidal for more than 3 years and I finally came out and told my parents. I trusted them and I thought I could get the help I need. Looks like telling them was a big mistake because all they've done is make me feel worse than ever. A few days ago my mom actually told me "If you have anymore suicidal thoughts then I'm taking your phone away." Why is she punishing me for something I can't control? Ever since I told them, all they do is yell at me. They yell at every little thing I do wrong. About two years ago they found out I was cutting myself and I was yelled at for that too. They know I'm wrong in the head, but they think they can solve it by yelling and at me and punishing me. I wanna get help, but I'm pretty sure they'll get mad if I talk to anyone else about this. Why do they yell at me for this? Why won't they get me the help I need?
I have been having extreamly bad suicidal thoughts for months... help?
okay... so i tould my mom at the beggin on the summer in 2011 that i was having suicidal thoughts and she said "Its just a fase" then she started treating me horribly never would talk to me would just yell at me my parents (How have just split up this month) were always fighting thru my whole life... I'm home schooled my monther works at home as does my dad so i would ALWAYS hear them fighting since i was a baby... and when ever i go to the store or anywhere girls make fun of me cause i'm very very very skinny my legs are tiny and they also bully me i came home with blood all over me and my mom looks at me and says "Great now that F**KING shirt is ruind".... i just wanna take a gun and shoot myself NO ONE LISTENS TO ME i wanna just take myself out of this game
Did I do the right thing? Please help? Suicidal thoughts on it. No one cares to listen.?
Ever since my dad left my mom has always yelled at me over the things that are wrong with her life whether she loses a job or becomes addicted to alcohol, she blames me for all of it. What happened today I decided I had enough. Tonight I realized i ran out of my sleeping and anxiety medication (sleeping disorder) so I went in her room to check if she had some, waking her up when looking in her medicine drawer. I asked her if she could refill my prescription in the morning and she told me to leave her alone and she won’t be harassed by me. I went back downstairs to look for medicine i can take to get me to sleep when suddenly she comes storming downstairs and yells at me “pick up your mess you ******, you give me anxiety” and she walks back upstairs. I sat there quiet for a minute and something snapped in me and I went upstairs filled up a cup of water and went into her room and splashed her and said ”no one deserves to be treated like that”. She then yelled at me that she’s kicking me out of the house and how screwed I am now that I did that.
My dad makes me suicidal.?
I got the same problem but its with my stepdad..He always has something to yell at me about...Yesterday he told me to go wash the dishes ands I was like ok when I finish doing some graphics on the PC and hes like your always in the computer and yelling stupid zhyt..He got in my face for too long that I fukyn snap and started throwin zhotz at him and yelling and throwing anything I could had in sight.When my mom came she didnt see me in the livinroom cause I'm usually awake when she gets home and he was all being nice and didnt told her what he did tyll my lilttle sis told her in the morning they started firghting that why he has to mezz with me he aint suppose to care hes not even my dad,And my little siter had her hair tangle and he was saying it was my fault Come on how would it be my fukyn fault my ziz haz her hair tangle thats kinda the same from the mice thing you have..He really pizzed the fuuk outta me Im sick and tired of him treathing me like zhyt and I never do nothing to him.I really thing people like that have some kind of mental issue maybe in there childhood that they tried to take it on "weaker persons"so they think..Just talked to a conselor,and If you feel like you aint getting nowhere call the police on him he'll caml hiz zhyt down.Cause thats'z fukyng being abusive for no reason.I atleast understand kinda where hes coming from my stepdad has a fu-cked up abusive family but he should'nt be taking it on me...But one thing is being a stepdad than your biological father.
What kind of mother yells at another mother to put her child down?
Am I wrong for thinking that it is wrong for another mother (my ex-husband's new wife) to yell at me to put my child down after she gets off the bus at the bus stop? The step mother threatened to call the police if I did not put my child down. My ex husband and I are divorced, and he is remarried, and he gives the responsibility to her. She then takes it upon herself to order the kids to get out of my arms, stop holding my hand, etc. etc. My kids are young, so they just listen to what she says, thinking that it is okay for a step mother to tell them to not show love to their own mother. I just want to make sure I am not completely off the mark for thinking that the step mother's treatment of me and my children is wrong. Thanks.
I had a dream that my mom commit suicide?
(My parents have been fighting a lot lately.) In my dream my parents were fighting really bad, like yelling and arguing. I woke up and started crying. Then went to my parents room and said "we're mom at?" My dad said "she's right here what's wrong?" Then I said "I had a dream were you guys were fighting and mom commit suicide." He said "your mom and me are fine." I said "ok." Then I stated crying on his shoulder. I don't know what this means...