Should I Just Kill Myself? My Life is Worthless?
I'm wondering my life has been such a bloody mess and for so long now, I'm 47 years old and so addicted to the sauce and drugs and I've just recently considered killing myself, I mean no one on this whole planet would miss me and i'd probably be doing the world a bloody favor. My life is complete trash, my whole daily routine is absolute rubbish and worthless. I'm a burnt out alcoholic and have been since I can remember, I live a really depraved life and spend god knows how many pounds a day on my exploits. I drink probably about 36 beers a day along with other drinks, I sleep around with drunken women everyday and get supported by my aunt, the poor woman works daily and barely has enough to support herself much less me and my worthless ****. I've never been married and have never had any kids, this bloke I knew back in the day, an old tavern buddy now has a family, but I've just stayed stuck in my ways, and now I'm too old to ever change. I feel like I really should just die, I mean if I at least were happy then it would be different but I'm not I hate my life, every single day I wake up with a headache and don't even bloody know what I did the night before and my home life is just embarrasing! I mean living with my aunt! I can't even find a decent girl, I've resorted to shagging prostitutes or drunken girls at a pub! it is so pathetic and I'm ashamed of myself. I mean I was raised with values, my mum and pop had high hopes for me, and I've just shattered everything and let em down. they died a few years back in an automobile accident, and now i feel so guilty that I was never able to show them the things I could do or make them proud, instead my whole bloody life I embarrased them with drunken sex, drugs, alcohol and just being a wastrel. So should I just kill myself? I know I sound like a bloody lunatic but come on I actually have a valid reason to do it and even if I didnt my health would probably do it, my plan is to quickly finish about 3 bottles of scotch along with sum pills and just liet nature do the rest. So wat do u ppl on this bloody website think? should I do it or not? if you say not then please tell me how i could possibly turn my bloody life around and get over this rubbish, beccause i trully cannot find a way.
Feeling worthless, and lost all hope. What can I do?
Dear Feeling worthless- I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Clearly you are in a very tough place. I would definitely ( please do) see a therapist. Feeling hopeless is a terrible way to feel- I have been there. But please- go see someone who can help you. I know that you are a special person who has a lot to offer this world. Please don’t give up hope- lean on someone who knows how to listen to and help you so that eventually, you can find beauty and purpose in this life, the life you were meant to live.Update:I didn’t realize you were dealing with a debilitating disease. Definitely finding a therapist in your area would be of foremost importance. I know you will be able to connect with someone who is well versed in your situation- perhaps a caregiver who went to school because a friend or family member went through something similar to what you might be going through. Talking to someone who you can connect with who can understand what you’re going through, will be extremely important for you. I will ask around in my circles, if you would like me to.
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