I feel so mentally drained.?
I'm sorry for another Yahoo rant, but I don't feel good today. I'm 18, where to begin, I don't really have any friends, and it feels like every thing I do, things just don't work out. I don't just mean with relationships. Every time things seem to right, EVERY THING just crashes and burns so suddenly. My first real relationship, it was so nice, then she dumped me because she just didn't feel like being in love any more. Right after that, my dad disowned me because I'm Christian, kicked me out of the house. I was homeless for like 2-3 weeks. My mom and I had to try to live together in a horrible financial situation. After I picked myself back up and we moved into a nice place. The woman who dumped me came back to me, I accepted her. 3 months later she cheats on me and leaves me. then my best friend out of no where tells me I'm a bad friend and leaves me. THEN, we had to move back into a terrible house because of MORE financial issues. Then I had to drop out of school because of too much depression. Now I'm in university, trying to get my grade 12 back because I want to be a paramedic, but I have to do algebra, and I don't know if I'll pass because I just cant wrap my head around it. I met this girl, asked her out. We saw each other and we even made out and snuggled every time I saw her, we had a great time talking and every thing. 2 weeks later, she tells me I'm too young and she's still deciding whether or not we should be together (She's 22). Then she texts me and tells me I'm too young, insecure (Even though I did always put my best foot forward), and didn't have enough in common. It only lasted 2 weeks so I'm trying not to get too upset but I really just cant help it, I really liked her. I'm sick of trying so hard and failing every thing, I'm sick of being teased life will be good then every thing crashes. I can just feel it, I'm terrified 5 more completely awful things are going to happen and ruin my life for the third time! I know I'm suppose to keep going, and I'm going to, but it doesn't even feel worth it lately. I always try to find things to be grateful for, don't get me wrong, I really love my mom and am grateful for her, but the bad stuff just feels like it over powers every thing I think.
I feel dead, drained on the inside and out help?
I don't know what to do I'm 14 have the mind set of a 20 year old I swear and I'm always sad, I wake up feeling drained I know depression is hereditary and runs in the family I don't want to be depressed I'm to young, but I always wake up empty, 14 years of my life has been bad news up till now I was bullied in grade school, I've loved 2 people, been burned, I'm in a house that does not like the real me ( long story short ), i feel like I let my family down even MY goddess and I feel like I let my dad down ( dead for 4 years ), people talk behind my back all the time I wake up and feel nothing I'm sad and I don't know why, I'm confused its all been going good recently but I wake up empty, dead. Please don't say this is deppression and its something I can get over ( I've felt love so don't argue about me ) I'm sad, confused and I don't know why I'm sad I just am, I have nothing holding me back and if u think I am depressed what should I do
Does orgasm drain your life energy?
A good orgasm increases the blood flow... increases the heart rate... and causes heavy breathing. Increased heartrate (just like why healthy people do aerobics) is good for your circulation and helps keep arteries from clogging. Heavy breathing is a great exercise to increase lung capacity (like why healthy people do aerobics) and is also good for your heart and circulation....not to mention how the body's muscles naturally tighten and contract during sex and orgasm which is known to build muscle... how could good sexercise drain your life energy? Feeling drained just means you got a good little workout...I say let's sexercise for good health!
What does it feel like when a tornado passes?
I was in the Wichita Falls,Texas tornado in 1979 it was a F-4 .In Sikes Center Mall. As it approached the heavy glass and aluminum were being sucked outwards(opening) I looked up at the skylights you could see the glare of the glass and without noise poof gone.I could see what appeard to be roofs,walls of houses and various car parts .The sound is just like those Redneck tards say on the TV it does sound like a fright train (in the dessert going 80 mph a real deep low rumble but 50 times as loud) of coarse my ears popped,and after it passed well those big glass doors slammed shut because there was a vacuum inside the buliding sooo all the glass came in moving those big potted mall type plants with ease had to be atleast 60-70 mph as it returnned in.And then silence,looked around went out side the Sun was shining...As my father and i walked outside we looked to the east and it was black,dark mean lookin clouds yet where we were at the sun was out