I have been plagued by a deep sadness all my life what is wrong with me?
When I was younger I tried to commit suicide twice and almost succeded and no one even noticed...I have so much to live for and feel happy on the outside,but deep down Iam screaming for help!!
Why am I feeling sad for no reason?
I'm 14 and am sad but I have to reason really. I'm just in one of those "i hate the world" moods and only want to listen to sad music and listen to the lyrics. I'm genuinely a happy person and I am so thankful for the life I have. But is this normal to just want to be sad for no reason? I mean, a lot of times I feel people misinterpret me as quiet but I'm just introverted. Don't tell me this may be signs of depression or blah blah blah because you are wrong. I guess I just need me time but don't really get why this feeling of sadness overcomes me when I want it to. Nothing bad has ever happened to me in my life.
Is a gay life a sad life?
i live in a family with catholic views and i heard some guy my age that i knew killed himself because he was gay and his family was like hardcore catholic. Im really sad to learn that my brother is gay. I used to be a guy who would think "eww gays, get the hell away from me." but now through research i found out its not his fault. Im sad to think that he has to hide this secret inside of him ontop of him having and older brother and sister that always put him down for other reasons(no one knows he's gay) Im wondering are there any homosexual men who have grown up like this, if so ho was it or is it? do you cope? what did your parents think or do when they found out? Im really depressed and sad I accept him the way he is. it would just be easier if he werent gay. I guess there will always be things in life you wont like.
Im 15 years old and always sad, what's wrong with me?
I am 15 years old and have a great life so there is no reason for me to be depressed, but i'm always sad. I get mad at myself and feel like im not good enough for anyone. It seems as though everything i have isn't good enough and i'm always looking for something. I feel like no one understands what i want, probably due to the fact i don't either. Some days i consider taking my life but i know i would never do it..i think. I'm sorry for sounding like every single other dramatic teenager out there but i guess im just wondering is this how everyone feels as a teen? or do i need to be worried?
I feel very sad and like crying for no reason, why can that be? I need an advice from someone, please.
I can understand your condition. Because few of the things happened with me. I was totally depressed and was suffering from severe panic attack. I was a bit different from you that I had many friends but none was loyal with me and the worst thing was I used to believe everyone at once and when they ditched me I just felt shattered. The thing I lost in my Life was TRUST. I was good in everything but you know PEOPLE they can't see anyone being the best, so they just defamed me this much that I couldn't walk out in front of others. They used bad words for me. They tried to finish my confidence and you know what? they won. All happened what they actually wanted. I was finished. I lost my life I was on tablets. I started problem in breathing. And then I started fear of death. No one can understand what was i going through. But.......... Then once again something happened in my life again, that a friend came in my life and ditched me so badly. It was the last time that it happened.i then realized that who is the enemy? N u know wat your and mine enemies Are same, that's our mind. Ya its our mind which make us like this. I just changed my mind and the world has changed for me. U just change your thinking your life will get changed. Just try it..... Once, twice or thrice just keep thinking positively. Just let everyone go to hell. Just b ur own friend. Read books, start writing diary and burn it, listen to the music. I just did it same. N now m a happy n healthy women. M 28. a mother of two kids. N enjoying my life. N a good counselor Alsop's \U0001f60a
Why do I feel sad about everything in my life?
When somebody told me that he has failed in his exams, my question is, "Is it a law that you will pass everytime?" When someone told me that my boyfriend broke up with me, my question is, "Is it a rule that you will have successful relationships everywhere?" When somebody asked me why am I in depression, my question is, "Is it compulsory to have confidence all the time?" When someone cried to me about his huge business loss due to his wrong decision, my question is, "Is it possible that you take all right decisions?" The fact is our expectation that life has to be perfect/permanent is the biggest reason of our unhappiness.One has to understand the law of impermanence of nature. After each sunny day, there has to be a dark night, after each birth there have to be certain deaths, for the full moon to come again it has to pass through no moon. In this imperfection of nature, there is perfection. So stop taking your failures and bad part of your life soooo personally or intensely, even God does not like to give you pain but its the cycle through which you have to pass. Prepare yourself for one more fight after each fall because even failures cannot be permanent...!Enjoy life.... ☺Your breath comes to go.Your thoughts come to go.Your words come to go.Your actions come to go.Your feelings come to go.Your illnesses come to go.Your phases come to go.Your seasons come to go.You have come to go.Then why do you hold on to your guilt, anger, unforgiveness, hatredso so so tightly, when it too has come to go...Let it go ...☺️I've seen better days, but I've also seen worse. I don't have everything that I want, but I do have all I need. I woke up with some aches and pains, but I woke up. My life may not be perfect, but I AM BLESSED.
Whats wrong with me?
I am a good person i have two kids and i am pretty ok with my life but for some reason i am always looking at bad stuff on you tube for example. i am always watching sad or devestating things like the columbine shooting, the victims in iraq, hidden camera tapes of nannys caught abusing kids, police brutality serial killers, ect i dont enjoy watching it, i truley am sad and heart broken by these things but i havent figured it out on why i look these things up. I have a few theories: I feel guilty that people are going thru things and i want to try to feel their pain and watching is the least i can do or maybe the feeling that if i watch it it wont happen to me or that i am addicted to reality tv or that i want to make my self numb to it so i dont have to cry everytime i see it or i want to know the truth about how bad the world is getting or that if i know enough about killers i can know what not to do to get killed I dont know this has been going on for a few weeks now, is it a condition, or phase has anyone else gone through or is going through this? PLEASE HELP!!!!!!
I wanna die, I'm sick of life?
ok i know i wrote about that an hour ago but i wasn't planning on killing myself , i was just thinking about it but now im not sure "but i dont wanna do it" but maybe i should, u know i use to always wonder why ppl write sometimes these stuff on yahoo answers and that it was stupid, but now i know why, it actually makes u feel better writting everything u feel to strangers I hate my life i hate everything about my life and i believe that i should die and that the world is better off when I'm dead and that Im better of when im dead just for once in my life "sigh" i wanna ask for help im bored and sick of feeling like that all the time I NEED HELP i dunno why i feel this way but its killing me and i dunno if i can live any longer coz whatever this is it destroyed my life. I’m losing my friend coz im so depressed all the time. my mind can't stop thinking of " DEATH ,DEATH DEATH ,I SHOULD DIE ,KILL URSELF ,KILL URSELF ,DIE ,DIE ,DIE " and i actually feel like cutting my self alot .... and i wonder am i a psycho why cutting myself will make me feel better but many ppl do it all the time and its actually feels good!! why does it feel good?? isnt it weird...dont u all think its weird? that feeling pain and seeing blood rushing down ur skin feels good…i think its weird and hate that sth soo awful makes ppl and I feel good. I don’t think I can live with being unhappy for no reason anymore I wish I have the courage to kill myself but im scared of going to hell and i hate god for that. I hate him for making me so unhappy ,I hate god for letting me go to hell if I killed myself and not letting me be with him, I hate god and I hate everyone in this world I sometimes I wish something really awful happens to me so I can have a reason for my unhappiness I hate myself I hate everything about me I hate my personality I hate my face I hate my body I hate everything everything and I really wanna die im really thinking of ways to die and im really thinking of killing myself tomorrow or even now and I …I really dunno wat to do ,im really lost I have no one to turn to I cant go to therapy as much as I wish I can I cant go to my parents for help and my friends won’t understand as I said I don’t even understand how can they!
I hate my life and am incredibly sad. Why am I obligated to live????????????????
I know it seems that way occasionally... I think every single person I know has felt like that at some stage in their lives. I certainly have. All I can say to you, is that, looking back on when I felt that way, I did try to kill myself, and luckily someone found me in time. But it makes me feel physically sick to think of all the things I would have missed out on. I felt so alone and repulsive and unlovable then, but now, I am getting married next year, I'm starting training for the job I've always wanted to do... my sister has just given birth to the most wonderful little girl... and I think, my god, I would have missed all this. Things do get better. Keep talking to people, keep sharing your feelings, if you want someone to talk to, send me your email address (though its better you talk to friends!) and don't even consider suicide again, just label it in your mind as 'not an option.'