What is wrong with me? I feel really sick right now, and I have been experiencing abdominal pain. I feel like I am going to throw up, or pass out my mom says I am fine.
You and your mom don't agree is it self one more question and make the situation confusing and difficult to answer. Convince your mom and visit a doc
Im such a mess right now, what is wrong with me?
i really need change in almost every part of my life right now and its all i can think about. i have never felt like i fit in anywhere and as a result have always had very few friends. my best friend joined the military and is gone now so im just stuck here with my sister and roommate and a few others but i dont talk to them regularly or about personal stuff. im also 28 and have never dated due to being REALLY shy and just generally because of never feeling like i fit in anywhere and i am so lonely now. im just so tired of everything right now. i feel like i am just existing but what is the point? i keep getting people to tell me to turn to god but im not religious because i feel like its ridiculous to debate the existence of god with myself anymore because i could debate it my whole life and id never have proof. despite that i have tried anyway and have literally cried sometimes at night asking for help because i am so lost but at the same time i feel like i have nowhere to go. i need a new higher paying job because i am tired of just getting by. but all i can do is just get a different retail job working for some big company that doesnt care about its employees. cant afford school and would have no idea what i would go for anyway. me and school never got along anyway. i cant let go of the past. i just wish i could redo SO MUCH in my life so it would be different now. maybe if i wasnt so shy i wouldnt be this way. how can i get all of this out of my head? i feel like i am getting depressed and starting to lose it here.
I'm an American. Is it wrong for me to hate my country right now?
What makes you hate the US? If it's the government, well, that's nearly mandatory for patriotic Americans.If it's the people, that may mean you need to move. If it is international standing, or National politics, join the club.A bunch of folks feel the excrement has impacted the rotating propellers, and by the way, where is this handbasket going?Others don't feel this. They are content.So, what is the source of your displeasure?Crime? Corruption? Or common Indifference? The folks making problems, or the folks who don't care? The idiots that simply refuse to understand? What are you hatin' on?
Why is my life so hard right now? What have I done wrong to deserve this?
You’ve probably done nothing to ‘deserve’ whatever is happening in your life at the moment. Life is just not very fair, and when you can accept that you’ll feel happier.Picture your life’s journey as a series of hills and mountains; you climb a hill, and just as you’re thinking, ‘Oh thank God that’s over with,’ and you reach the top of the hill, you see over the top, and there’s another hill even bigger than the one you just climbed. If you actually learn to expect that something is eventually going to be there, looming in the distance, then it becomes easier to deal with.Now, I am not suggesting that you live your entire life looking for the mountain over the top of the hill you’re climbing, but just assume that there is one, somewhere, and that when you get to it you’ll just climb it the same as you did the last one. Each time, you get stronger, and better at dealing the the arduous climb, and eventually dealing with life’s problems actually does become easier. I promise you this is true - I am speaking from long experience!!In the meantime, I do hope things are not too bad - just try to deal with the smallest problem first, and then move on to the next one - and I hope you’re able to have a very good Christmas, or whatever you celebrate at this time of the year.My very best wishes to you, and a big mental hug if you need it!