Cant Stop Thinking About Suicide?
Im 18 years old (male) and i can't stop thinking of suicide. No one really knows how sad i really am i just act happy and put a smile on my face, i feel really lonely and used to have friends but not anymore. I do have a family they really cares about but it still isn't helping. I have a problem where everyday for the past 10 years or so i have not been able to wake up in the morning without severe stomach problems( I have seen a doctor and they have done northing). Everyday i sit in the house all alone, out of a town and just feel like i have northing. I have the fear of meeting new people and cant talk to any stranger without looking weird and awkward. I got bullied really bad when i was in school,from grade 4 to when i left recently. One time at school a whole group surrounded me and was just throwing a balls at me and laughing and there was worser stuff then that which i will not say because ill go on forever.Im thinking i'm going to just hang my self or cut my wrist in the bath, not sure when but i'm getting to a stage where i think its going to happen.
How do you stop thinking about suicide?
Hi there, We’re so glad that you’re reaching out to talk about the feelings you’re having. It sounds like you’re going through a lot of emotional pain. Greif is one of the most difficult emotional journey's anyone can go through, and the loss of your mother is understandably causing you many overwhelming feelings. Thank you for having the courage to talk about these things. Your life has so much value! If you didn’t exist, the world would be robbed of the unique gifts and qualities you have. Grief, and the depression that can arise from it, can cause us to think so badly of ourselves, that those gifts are buried under the weight of our sadness. Often, when we are going through so much pain, we lose sight of the many reasons to keep living, and want only to find a way out. The one thing your daughter needs is your love. You know the impact of a mother on her daughter, and the impact of a mother's loss. There are many other reasons to keep living, but if at this time, you struggle to see that, focus on your daughter. If you didn’t exist, you wouldn’t feel this pain, but you also would miss the many opportunities for joy and love that are possible in your future. There are other ways to stop the pain. One of most important supports to have is someone who can really listen to you and understand the feelings you have to express. If you have people in your life that you care for and who care for you, reaching out to them and taking the same courageous step you took when you emailed us might help you find the support you need. If you don’t have that in your life, we strongly encourage you to reach out to us further to speak directly to a counselor. Often times, speaking these thoughts out loud and hearing another’s response can open up possibilities for hope.
I can't stop thinking about suicide, what should I do?
Only the thing you regret is a sucid attempt!!When you have hard times you think life is soo hard and I can't live but,if you overcome it , I can definitely say that you will be the strongest person!! Even am into this stage..life is soo hard to me.. but now I don't even think about the past and even the reasons are really silly to me !! Everything takes time.. soo,just cross the hard times with hardest heart!!You you want to get diverted about this ,do these1.think of your parents and think of the consequences2.spend some time reading books (that can divert your mind for sure)3.hang out with friends4.share your true feelings to your trusted ones if not own a pet(that will never ever betray you or disrespect you)5.you can doo something you are really interested in(like football,painting,cricket etc)
Why can't I stop thinking about suicide?
I'll do my best to cover all the bases here. First of all, are these fleeting thoughts, or a desire to end things for yourself? They mean two different things. Fleeting thoughts of ANY kind are normal for many people, but the one's that frighten us or make us question our mental health often reoccur because they do alarm us, and so we worry about it in the back of our minds, usually not even consciously, and then when it pops up again in a stressful or difficult situation, we become even MORE alarmed, which causes us to "go there" again the next time. And eventually we find ourselves always going there first. Having thoughts of suicide is one thing. Beginning to plan or preparing to act on serious considerations of suicide is TOTALLY different.I do understand what this is like. I used to attach meanings to strange thoughts, that it meant I was defective or that something was wrong with me for even having a thought like that pop up in my head out of the blue. My social worker therapist (who is my hero and role model now that I am in the same profession) once told me, "thoughts are just thoughts, neurons firing in your brain. It doesn't mean that somethings wrong, it just means that your brain is doing what it's supposed to do." I found that I no longer had to fear those thoughts, and they diminished, and it was no longer an issue for me.If your thoughts include planning for and preparing to actually kill yourself, then I would urge you to contact the toll-free Suicide Prevention line at 1 (800) 273-8255.Two thoughts for anyone who is actually contemplating suicide: First of all, ask yourself, is it that I truly wish to die, or that I just want to be free of the pain I'm feeling? And second, just because you speak with someone on a suicide prevention line doesn't take suicide off the table for you...you can always try getting help first, right?
How do I stop thinking about suicidal thoughts?
*Disclaimer* This may take long to read, so I'm really sorry! Hi, I'm thirteen years old and I'm a dwarf (little person) or a midget as what people say. For the past few days, I've been just deep in my thoughts and thinking about suicide a lot. Yesterday, I planned my suicide. I wrote a letter and I planned to kill myself my drowning in my bathtub (I got no sleeping pills, can't hang myself, can't stab myself, and so on). But then I decided to rip up the paper, and told myself to get my **** together and be happy. Today, I'm still thinking about committing suicide like it was yesterday. The thought of just dying and stop worrying about the things that are happening in my life almost satisfies me and it's scary. I know it's stupid to be like that. I mean, there are tons of people who went through worse than what I'm going through. I have friends, but I feel like I'm just a follower there. I never go out with them or never been to their houses. I always just listen to my music and be quiet or just read a book, so talking to my friends about it won't work. Neither are talking to my parents, family doctor, or staffs at school, a person on a phone, or a family doctor. At school, I was known as the little short girl and I hate it when I feel like people are whispering about me and laughing about me. I don't want prescriptions. I just want to be happy, that's all.
I don't want to kill myself, but I can't stop thinking about suicide, how do I make this stop?
I've though about suicide for decades, I've made so many diffent plans on how to complete it, yet I never wanted to kill myself. I'm getting to the point where I can't escape those thoughts, everytime I feel bad I can't stop thinking about killing myself. I started keeping track and I'm living a third of my life like this. I'm scared to say anything, I don't want attention, I don't trust most medical professionals, I don't know what to do. I've tried SSRIs, SNRIs and bupropion... And maybe I should be on them still but I feel like they don't really work. I'm scared the thoughts will continue and start sounding like an option.
How can I stop thinking in a suicidal way?
Start thinking wierd !Do what you LOVE to doWatch movies ( inspiring biopics,funny and adventures)Listen to songs ( avoid break up songs )Travel. Far off places or nearby scenic beauties like beaches or gardensRead books and novels.Play games and sports. Just exerciseHelp the needy. It gives satisfaction.Carry on with your hobbies.Dance in bathroom. No rules. Only Music.Eat your favourite foods.Spend time with POSITIVE friends and family.In my case, whenever i feel suicidal thoughts, I just recall the angelic face of my LOVE. I LOVE HER. And this makes me energized againI love you…my LOVEYours,Aditya
I am thinking about suicide because I can't find a girlfriend and cannot move forward in life, so does anyone have any helpful advice?
Some women drive some men to depression and suicidal thoughts. Your young free and single, and one thought on your mind,(Women) It sounds like you are alienating yourself from others by convincing yourself that you are different. but everyone is different, Giving up work and college just gives you too much time away from society to over think things and become more withdrawn and feeling different and alone. A women wants a man to be there for her, to be strong and reassuring that everything will be ok, not someone that will make her frightened to say the wrong thing in case you kill yourself. If you cant cope on your own, what makes you think having a girlfriend will be easier, some women can be very difficult and hard work. Why not put your life to good use and do voluntary work or charity work helping the less fortunate, then you will see people that have good reason to feel different, if you are seen to be a kind caring person, then others will see that and want to know you. Suicide is a selfish act that shows thought for nobody but your self. Write down how you are feeling and show it to someone that can get you real help and advise.
I am thinking of committing suicide. What should I do?
Are you asking for help to commit suicide or help to not commit suicide?First of all, if you are already decided to commit suicide, nothing you do from now to then matters. I’d take it as an opportunity to call a suicide prevention hotline just to see what it is like. I mean if you don’t like what they say it won’t matter but if you do like what they say then the world doesn’t lose you.As for you committing suicide you should consider quite a few things.What happens to the people that love you when you commit suicide? I’ve witnessed the devastation first hand. I would never cause that much pain to anyone else because I gave up.Where do your current problems go? Frequently, once again, your problems are just shifted to those close to you and potentially ruins their lives.Everyone has potential. What are you stealing from the world that you could have provided? You likely could make a significant impact in either one person’s life or many people’s lives. You are stealing that from them by making yourself cease to exist.It’s impossible to know, from your question, what your reasons are. If I were you I’d seriously contact a suicide hotline or take a trip to the hospital and tell them what you are thinking. I can guarantee that things aren’t as bad as your brain is making them seem and you just need someone help you to see that. Again, if you’ve decided to kill yourself then what does it hurt to talk to someone? Maybe you’ll learn something valuable in the process.