Why do i feel so broken & empty?
My life at the moment just seems to be going no where and i have been feeling like this for a long time. I don't know how to deal with it although i do cope with my feelings day in day out, but that's not how i want it... "coping" with things. It seems that when someone does comes into my life they walk straight back out i'm starting to think it's something they see which they don't like, it's like i don't even deserve an explanation as to why the people who i thought i knew, the people who i thought knew me don't wanna know anymore. I'm only young but their was a point in my life where i completely closed off from everyone and the slightest bit of happiness which i was experiencing... well I guess i took it to seriously because now i feel worse then i ever have from knowing i tried to be happy succeededed and now back to square one, like everything that i was experiencing was a waste of time, I thought i was an alright type person but the way things are panning out i'm slowly beginning to realise this is my life people walk in and out. This question doesn't really have an answer just some thoughts on it i guess. Meaningful or meaningless i don't mind. I just felt i had to vent my feelings somewhere.
Are you a cup "Half Full" or Half Empty" kind-of-person?
Full my dear girl...Full, When you no longer see me in Y!A, that's when it will be empty...Cheers...x
How does it feel to be such an empty person with nothing but undercovers by your side?
I feel eligibile to answer this question , as I am in one serious relationship , call it serious love , he completed his masters and moved out of my city and since then our LDR started , now if you are really absorbed into somebody , truly love each other , trust me the distance just feels a number , you should have that level of commitment and trust in each other and that itself is created when two ppl really find each compatible , I mean it just clicks , during the process of dating this person you know he or she is the one I had always wanted. Now true love is rare these days , but if you are in one then probably you shouldn't be asking this question ,as you yourself know the intensity of your love engagement.Good luck !
What to do now that I feel empty, unworthy and feel like a bad person?
How good of friends are they if they abandon you for making a mistake even when you apologized for it. You’re not a bad person at all, you simple made a mistake and like you said you’ve learned from it. You went over his house because you needed someone to talk to. So what if you had sex with him, you’re not in the right state of mind right now. They’re jealous of you since he wants you and not them. One of my favorite quotes: “friendship isn't about whom you've known the longest. It's about who came and never left your side”. Friends will always come and go, you’ll find better friends who will always understand the stupid things you do and love you for it. I hope things get better and talk to the people you can.
A person went to market?
i'm assuming you can only divide the veggies into carrots and radishes, not carrot 1, carrot 2 or radish 6 (not distinguishable). you have V undiscernable vegs and B discernable bags. formula = comb(V+B-1 , V) answer = n(10 carrots into 2) * n(6 radishes into 2) - n(empty bags) = [ (10+2-1)C10 ] * [ (6+2-1)C6 ] - [2C1][(10+1-1)C10][(6+1-1)C6] = (11C10)(7C6) - (2C1)(10C10)(6C6) = 11*7 - 2*1*1 = 77 - 2 = 75 but if you buy 10 sizes of carrots and 6 sizes of radishes (like 1 inch carrot, 2 inches carrot, ..., 10 inches carrot, ..., 6 inches radish) where you know which is which (or bought a bunch of GMed carrots with 10 different colors), then the answer : = 2^(10+6) - 2 = 2^16 - 2 = 65534
Do you ever feel empty without "that person" in your life?
As i often view the past, emotional experiences overpowered an existence. We may not realize at once that these experiences will teach us how we can place our selves into the center of our consciousness where there is balance.Yes, i knew that word, empty. I had been through that. I took it as one big psychological problem. In fact, i was traumatized. And the solution is the person that left a mark on the psychological level, the reason why there is the feeling of emptiness. This time, my Master Secret Knowledge Teacher explained to me that such feeling of emptiness was not there before the person came into your life. That feeling was not there. And we were used to that empty feeling.The problem came, because when that former empty was filled by the person's presence, we became happy in possessing, in the filling of the former vacuum. Such filling occupied us for years, and when change appeared, the person was gone. Our emotions were somewhat like struck by an unknown negative force. We had been familiar with the presence. Now it seemed that vacuum is coming back…and it came back with nothing. Our feelings were lost in a vacuum, into emptiness. Somehow, even the back of our minds are saying the reality of it, we continue to grope for that something we felt the presence before. So we were like lost souls also. Without the person to fill our emptiness, we were like groping souls, blinded by emotions.But…time heals wounds. Understanding deep psychological life could "erase" everything. And fast!We return to the former self where we travel alone even if somebody is there. We continue to learn and walk without someone to hold on to, even if someone is there. It means we are soundly independent. That is the great value of understanding hidden truth.