Why do i feel like I don't need anyone?
If people have betrayed you/failed you/never cared deeply for you, then you're NOT wrong whatsoever to feel the way you do. It's okay to me if you're angry at people who were screwed up to you or people in general. For me, I've never really been close to anybody my whole life. I'm already 30 years old although you might think I'm in my middle 20's if you saw me/met me. "Friends" have come and gone in my life. I've had girlfriends (only 2) but they were toxic to me. I've also dealt with girls/women that were immature to me by giving me mixed signals, leading me on and ignoring me when I thought they "liked" me. I've also dealt with stuck-up random women that thought I was checking them out when I wasn't and it's something I still with at times in public. I'm not antisocial though nor do I feel angry at anyone. The only person I'm close to is my 1 year old niece who I help babysit every week on my days off from work. Aside from my niece, I'm not close to anyone else really in my family. Despite helping taking care of my niece and spoiling my niece with toys, books and candy, I'm not close whatsoever to my niece's mother (my sister). I'm not even close to my other sister-both of them are older than me. I don't have a brother just those sisters of mine and my sisters have ALWAYS treated my cousins and their friends better than me. I'm not really angry at not being close to my family or having friends. I just deal with being a loner. I don't think everybody in their lives needs a close relationship or relationship with people to get through life. I've gone 7 years for example of being single. It wasn't my wish to be single for that long but I just deal with it. To me, a person is tough for going through life alone and doesn't want or need a favor from anyone or does something crazy to get others attention. I hope that I've helped answer your question and take care of yourself. I mean it. ~ Alan
Why do I feel like I don't belong on earth?
Why do I constantly feel homesick no matter where I am or who I'm with? I am not like anyone else and its starting to really get to me. I'm not a loner or anything I have many friends and am able to talk to anyone about anything. I don't feel human though, for some reason I have been studying and watching how humans interact alone and with one another. I have done it since I was little. When I think I am processing so much information it is crazy. I think very fast and before someone even speaks I already predicted what they are most likely going to say based off of probability by focusing on who they are and the individual variables that could effect their response or action(s). I am very emotional as I have been diagnosed with Bipolar 1 disorder but I don't think that's the reason why I feel like I don't belong. Its like I study humanity and they have disappointed me greatly. Not just specific people, all of humanity. Everything just doesn't feel right, it wasn't supposed to be like this. I often act stupid so that I can fit in with people but no matter who I meet regardless of similarities and differences I never feel connected with them. I always want to help people that's pretty much all I do. Everything is about everyone else, I feel like some sort of outside source. I have come to realize that my life has been about 86% filled with unhappy emotions. I wake up each day like my heart is broken. I just want to go home, but I have no idea where home is no where on this earth feels right, it's very strange.
Why do I feel like I don't deserve to live?
First, it takes courage to ask the question. Real courage. Most people don’t ask, and most people run away from answering, or have passed on this question, but this is precisely the questions we need to ask and help to answer.I can’t tell you why you fee the way you do. I would be making assumptions and everyone who feels like you feels like that for a totally unique reason.I can offer you the following advice. Feelings are like a toilet seat. They constantly go up and down. I can promise you that the intensity you feel today will not be there in the future and the troubles that may rage in your life will be turned to triumphs or you’ll find a way to find and seek refuge.I’m glad you are seeking answers but if this persists, you have to see someone. Get counseling. Get help. No one needs to face this alone and neither should you.
Why do I feel like I don't exist?
Is that really true?It is only because we exist that we can generate a thought, isn’t it…,??Nothing is happening.’ Something is happening all the time. This is very important. May we know the joy of action that leads to stillness..The most beautiful moments in our life – moments of bliss, moments of joy, moments of ecstasy, moments of utter peace – were moments when we were not thinking about anything.. we were just living.
Why do I feel like I don't fit in anywhere?
There are just two things I would say..,This is my favorite quote from the movie Hugo..So, trust your existence, believe in the purpose of your life even though you can't figure it out yet. Its OKAY to feel so..happens to most of us and many of the times.., But important thing is to ACCEPT and love yourself.., and NOT to lose your true self in order to "fit in".Once you are convinced and happy about yourself..here's another idea to live byTake it easy..enjoy your life and believe in what you do, all else will take care of itself..All The Best..:)________________________________________________EDIT: I wrote this answer before the question details were put up.. Here, you are prescribed to visit this answer from my favorite Ellen Vrana 'coz no way I could frame it any better..What are the disadvantages of being an introvert? How can these problems be overcome? Should introverts try to become more extroverted or reinvent themselves in some way?
Why do I feel like I don't really matter?
There are a lot of reasons, depending on your circumstances. Maybe the people around you are empathetic enough and don’t realize that they way they behave makes it seem like you don’t matter. Maybe they’re too preoccupied with their own problems to see that you need them to care about you.There are a couple of things that you could try to see how people around you react. First, when you need someone’s help or attention, ask directly, in plain language. People who ask and who let others know that they’re needed are more likely to get what they need than people who never ask. Don’t assume that others will pick up on your emotions or figure out what you need on their own; most people aren’t good at guessing. Be aware of what’s going on in the lives of the people who are close to you. If they need help or support, do what you can to help them. People value others who help and will be more likely to return the favor. Even if you can’t help directly, empathizing with others will help build your relationship with them and also help you to decide when the best (and worst) times to talk to them about your needs are (if you ask at the wrong time or when someone else is stressed over their own problems, they might not have the time or attention to help).When all else fails, remember that you always matter to you. Be your own best friend, and if you’re surrounded by people who act like you aren’t worth anything, find new ways to occupy yourself and new people to spend time with. Try volunteering for a good cause. It’s a good way to meet caring people and to show yourself (and others) that you can contribute something and make a difference.
Why do I feel like I don’t deserve to be happy?
I was raised in a very dysfunctional way.When I feel happy, or enjoy myself the first thing I think of is you could be doing something a lot more important than this, at that moment I stop doing whatever it is that I'm doing, and instantly begin tearing myself apart.I will get ridbof things I enjoy and plant myself in a dark room and begin a series of just negative thoughts this will last forva few hours to weeks.So as to not do this, I have refrained from most things I enjoy including things I enjoy eating, listening to, watching, playing, or reading.The slight problem now is because of my isolation I have become severely depressed, and go into crying spells which can last hours at a time.So for me, I'd love to be happy, but my mind won't allow it, so I sit and pretty much take care of my mother who lives with mevand sleep, that's most likely when I'm happiest most, when I don't feel it.
Why do i feel skinny when i don't eat for a day?
Well, it's pretty bad not to eat for a day, cause your body will gather itself on your fat reserves and such. So your stomach will be empty, nothing in here...cause you didn't eat? You may bloat later on, which is probably why you seemed a little on the fat side. I wouldn't recommend not eating for that long, and you probably were delusional... It happened to me once, I was so out of it. I wouldn't say you're fat though...
Why do I feel sick when I DON'T eat sugar?
Sounds to me like symptoms of withdrawal. In other words, your addicted to sugar. Which isnt as crazy as it sounds. If you ween off of it, the symptoms will get weaker.