Help with oxycodone withdrawal...?
Hello everyone! Well here it goes... I am a 22 year old male from New York. I have been addicted (unfortunately) to oxycodone for the past year of my life. It started out as a little pill here or there on weekends, or at parties...etc etc and then began as an every other day habit and eventually escalated into an every day (multiple times a day) pill popping addiction. I dont really care if anyone calls me a junky or makes fun of my addiction, because I haven't had it easy - not that its an excuse for my addiction, but anyway...I have decided that I think I am ready to quit. I want my life back to normal. I want to wake up and not have to take pills to feel good or even to function. My drug habit has escalated to the point where I am now taking 30mg oxycodone at least 5 times a day. I also take more than 1 pill at a time, depending on how high I feel like getting at that time. I really cant believe I've let myself get to this point. It's really upsetting. Drug addiction runs in my family, and I told myself I would never be like them, and now look at me. I know that there are so many options out there and help I can get, but what I am most afraid of is the withdrawal symptoms. I have experienced partial withdrawal before (from another time I tried to stop cold turkey) and it was sooo bad that I just couldn't deal with it, and had to take more oxycodone to stop the symptoms. I went to a doctor here ( a really shady doctor - i might add) because I have been researching this medication called suboxone, which is supposed to help opiate addicts to easily withdraw from the pills. I have tried suboxone before, and it actually really helped me a lot. It took away most of the pain of withdrawal, but I still kind of felt shitty. I just wanted to know if anyone out there has any tips on what I can do to ease the withdrawal? Is there anything I can do that will help me get through it? I know that the suboxone is already a HUGE help, but I just wanted to see if anyone had any advice for me? Thank you all for taking the time to read this, and I REALLY REALLY appreciate ANY feedback you have so much! Thank you! God Bless!
My father died of cancer i want to die... please help me?
I know how you feel. You wish you could be with your dad right now. That's the way I felt too. But you know what? Your dad doesn't want you to think like that. He would want you to go on with your life because you have your whole life ahead of you. If you can't even talk to your fiancee about this, then I think you should try and put your wedding on hold. You have to be able to voice how you feel to man who is going to be your husband. I think you need counseling. I know you do. You have to speak to a qualified Psychologist or therapist to get passed this and eventually, your fiancee will need to go with you. Think about it. How are you making this guy feel? Don't you think he wants you to talk about it. It's never good holding all these feelings inside and not talk about them. Talk to your mom. She too needs to talk about it. You may not believe it now, but talking about it and getting it out will be the best release for you, your mom and your fiancee. Please, I know, I've been there. Seek out help because if you don't, you can destroy your life with terrible depression and this is no way to start off a marriage. There's more than just you involved in this. Think about that. God bless you. I wish you the very best life has to offer. My prayers are with you. One more thing, I know your father heard you. Hearing is the last thing to go on a dying person. Even one in a coma will hear you. So if you told him how much you loved him, he heard you. I know he did. I was in a coma 35 yrs ago. I couldn't respond to anyone, but I heard every word they said. I was not expected to live, but here I am and happy about it. OK.
Movie question?
Arnold Swardnegger stars in this film. It was made in the late 1980's or the early 1990's. It was set in the 22nd century. Earth lost oxygen and had a red sky. People had to stay in doors because of the lack of oxygen. A group of men from some organizational administration tries to stop him. They strangle Arnold and alters his memory. They put him on this stand up flickering machine withred and blue lights. The wall he was struggled in looked like and onion ring with the red and blue lights flashing. The leader of the administration had grey wavy hair combed back with with a grey toxedo. His assistant had a black toxedo. He was bolded on the middle and had brown hair on the sides. He had a mastache. Another scene I remebered was on a air tight train, he talks to a man with short wavy brown hair that looks like a biker. It is not Total Recall, I looked and watched it a millions times. Please tell me if I am wrong or other wise.
LDS. What are your thoughts on this quote?
consider these two quotes from an early Church leader, which are radically out of harmony with modern mainstream Christianity: Quotation 1: But if thou dost not believe the prophets, . . . the Lord Himself shall speak to thee, "who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God, but humbled Himself" . . . yea, I say, the Word of God became man, that thou mayest learn from man how man may become God. Is it not then monstrous, my friends, that while God is ceaselessly exhorting us to virtue, we should spurn His kindness and reject salvation? Quotation 2: It [the knowledge of the Gospel] leads us to the endless and perfect end, teaching us beforehand the future life that we shall lead, according to God, and with gods; after we are freed from all punishment and penalty which we undergo, in consequence of our sins, for salutary discipline. After which redemption the reward and the honors are assigned to those who have become perfect; when they have got done with perfection, and ceased from all service, though it be holy service, and among saints. They become pure in heart, and near to the Lord, there awaits their restoration to everlasting contemplation; and they are called by the appellation of gods, being destined to sit on thrones with the other gods that have been first put in their places by the Savior. can you guess who made these statements The quotations come from Saint Clement of Alexandria, one of the great early Christian Fathers who wrote in the late second century, The first quotation is from his Exhortation to the Heathen (Protrepticus, 1.8.4), available at EarlyChristianWritings.com or also at Christian Classics Ethereal Library at Calvin College.www.ccel.org The second quotation is from his Stromata 7:10. which again can be found at the above 2 websites. Those who condemn us are also condemning the early Christian fathers. As they held similar beliefs At the above mentioned websites there are many quotations on the same theme.