I cant take it anymore im bout to kill myself?
I have gone through more this year than some ppl do in a lifetime im at.my breaking point bout to have a nervous breakdown. My gma had a brain tumor removed and I tried taking.care of her n my.son and she tekls me to kill myself that shes going to murder my bf she calls me a whore she calls me every name in the book and is even yelling at my son all I do is take bhses and take my son to parks to get away from her, I come back and she starts freaking out I go sit on the porch and have my coffee and cigg in the morning and she opens the door wakes up my son screams help help. My boyfriend is saving up money for us to get our own place ge landed a full tume job but I dont know how im gonna hang in there and wait it out I have no family, friends but they have their own lives im 21 almost 22 do online college but im falling behind cuz she screams and I dont mean normal screams like bloody murder screaming!!!!!!!!! Help any tips on how to deal w this w out losing it!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cant take it anymore im bout to kill myself?
I have gone through more this year than some ppl do in a lifetime im at.my breaking point bout to have a nervous breakdown. My gma had a brain tumor removed and I tried taking.care of her n my.son and she tekls me to kill myself that shes going to murder my bf she calls me a whore she calls me every name in the book and is even yelling at my son all I do is take bhses and take my son to parks to get away from her, I come back and she starts freaking out I go sit on the porch and have my coffee and cigg in the morning and she opens the door wakes up my son screams help help. My boyfriend is saving up money for us to get our own place ge landed a full tume job but I dont know how im gonna hang in there and wait it out I have no family, friends but they have their own lives im 21 almost 22 do online college but im falling behind cuz she screams and I dont mean normal screams like bloody murder screaming!!!!!!!!! Help any tips on how to deal w this w out losing it!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to die by hanging myself. How do I make sure that it works? Will it hurt?
I’ve tried before. a couple years back i hung myself in my closet, lost consciousness, and then my mom walked in my room. she saw me and immediately cut me down and that’s how i survived and every single day i wish she hadn’t walked in. i wish she let me die.if you’re completely dead set on dying there’s nothing i can say to change your mind so i’m not even going to try. just one thing:make sure you’re entire positive before you do it, okay? it’s permanent so you can’t change your mind.the only thing i can really say is make sure nobody walks in. i would have died if my mom hadn’t. another thing is that your body has built in instincts to survive that you can’t control or stop. so, if you’re trying to hang yourself your body will automatically gasp for air and your feet will try to stand even if you don’t want to. so i recommend hanging yourself from something high enough where your feet can’t touch the ground. get a stool or something to stand on top of and then once you are tied kick the stool over. so for example if you’re going to hang yourself from your ceiling fan get a step stool, climb to the top, tie yourself to the fan, then kick the stool over so you don’t have anything to stand on.im so sorry you have gotten to the point where you want to end your life. if there is anything i can do to help, let me know, or if there’s anything i can do to help you chose not to do it. i get it, so you can always talk to me.
I am going insane and I just want to kill myself because I can't handle anymore. What should I do?
Hi..i totally fell for you. I have some days that are just unbearable and i want to end it all. and there is nothing anyone can say to change that.People might frown on self harm in its various ways but…you have to find what works for you.When im at the limit…i grab a blade (razor) and i swing at the arm, hard as i can and seeing all that blood helps me..i know..this is not what i should be telling you…but..im not that guy who will say…”it will get better”, or you should meditate” or the worst one for me is when people try to bring God into the mix, sorry but where is you silly god when im or you…is ready to end it.Im ot saying cut yourself, or harm yourself but if you did…and it helps…then so be it.on those days that are sorta bearable.,..try to find things that can take your mind off of the bad thoughts..I dont know what works for you cuz everyone is differnt.but here is a fe items i do to take my mind of of killing myself.I try to eat some food….listen to some music that i like…sometiems i will cut my arm and then seeing the blood, i will feel a bit better than straight and watch a movie. or some http://tv.to take yourmind off the bad things.Im sure many people responded to you and i hope you can find something in these responses that will help you out.
If I don't move out I might kill myself?
I haven't been at that dark place since I'm still very young, but I just couldn't ignore this. WHATEVER you do, though, DO NOT kill yourself. Live. Have a talk with your mum. Apologize, ask her why she argued with you. I'm guessing it's one of those talks about jobs, so tell her WHY you do/don't want to do this. Talking about this will probably relieve a little stress. Hang out with friends or your boyfriend. Having fun takes the stress away. Talk with one of your friend(s) and just ask them to listen. Telling all this to someone close may help you. They also might be able to help you more, as they know lots about you. When your mum is out, browse the internet. Find funny pictures. Chat with your friends online. 9GAG might help, although that is sometimes NSFW. Do things that will enlighten you discreetly. Ask you siblings for favors ONLY IF they are nice to you. They should be willing you help you in your situation. If you can, try to get a part-time job or do door-to-door and babysit, clean, etc. Paying for necessities or stuff you want could relieve stress and keep you healthy. IF you decide to move in with your boyfriend, help around his house and try and get a job. Sorry, I couldn't help that much, I hope you will work this all out.
I'm planning on killing myself?
kristin, what a lovely name, how old are you? sometimes in life these feelings happens to the best of use. It's a horrible feeling when these thoughts take over our brain. for what ever reason. well let me just say I care and everyone else who is reading this cares too...your grandma cares. I take it you didn't like being in hospital. that's ok, go to your DR'S tell him or her how you feel. They should refer you to a councillor. it does not matter what people think.... what does matter is seeing a great big smile on your face. Tell those negative thoughts to get lost. In the morning I wont you to wake up, open your window and with deep breaths in and out breath in the fresh air. you are a live and things are going to change. promise me Kristin, you are going to make an appointment with your Dr and get through this. Come back on here and tell me about all the wonderful things that are slowly starting to happen. you can do it, with determination. All it takes is putting your mind to it. You can and will get through this...and then kristin, you have achieve far more than anything. you deserve a big pat on the back. keep positive.... x
My friends don't hang out with me anymore and I feel left out. What am I going to do now?
Congratulations. You have grown way past them and are now an adult…..I know it hurts to see a group not including you, esp when you invested in the group, but it is within the nature of groups that they are notoriously fickle and self-serving.Individuals are always more invested in a group than it is in them. This is how they thrive.Avoid being dependent on ANY groups in your life. Know how to have a good time without them.I was once in this position. I was almost entirely ostracised at school.I wanted to celebrate my birthday party. So I decided to do a nerds party and I invited all the nerds and swots who were all excluded from trendy school life as I was. I thought, Oh well, if you can’t beat them, join them.The trendy girls all thought I was a swot and teacher’s pet anyway, so I thought I might as well live it for all it was worth. So I threw myself into it. I invited about 10 kids around. I never told anyone else other than them.Conversation and mulled wine flowed - and when word got round the next day about how much fun we had had, the trendy gangs were actually jealous. All we did was sit round and talk, but we had a really great time together. I played some cool music and served some food. Nothing major - but they were great conversationalists and it wasn’t until that day that I realised what I had been missing in not befriending them.The ‘trendy’ types all learned a healthy lesson about how insignificant they really were in my life. It cut them down to size - and they and I needed that.I think you need this too. I recommend enjoying your YOU time and going out and making some new friends entirely.But do focus on befriends individuals and not groups. Their friendship will last longer as they will not be under any group pressure.
I'm so depressed and I want to kill myself?
I'm 17 years old and I hate my life. I've been dealing with my depression since I was 15 and I just can't take it anymore. I know you say that I'm young and I have my whole life ahead of me but I honestly feel like I have nothing to live for. I don't understand why I mess everything up. I feel like no one is there for me because I have a fear of keeping close friendships and when I let people in they leave. I'm sad all the time and I abuse my problems away and I want to die. It hurts me when my happy friends tell me everything is going to be ok because they have never felt the pain I go through everyday. I feel like I am constantly alone and I'm barely hanging on to my sanity. When I was younger people spread rumors about me being anorexic and it ruined my self esteem. My self esteem has essentially ruined my life. I've tried going to counseling but it isn't helping. I can't even do anything to stop it anymore. I sit here and I take everything bad that happens because I don't have energy to fight off anything bad. I am tired of fighting for happiness. I am tired of fighting for something I don't have in me anymore.
I'm going to kill myself in a week?
Listen, life is never fair. In fact, life sucks. I know people whose entire families have died, I know people who have been raped every day until they were 15. One of my closest friends had to watch her own sister get raped and got beat up so bad she had to spend three months in the hospital. LIFE SUCKS. But death is NOTHING. Literally nothing. Maybe it's better to feel something (even if it's pain) then to not exist anymore. If you are going to kill yourself then at least leave your mark on the world before you die. Do something so that people will remember you and know your name. Do something crazy. and then maybe you'll start to feel alive again. Depression is REALLY common. but you will eventually get better. 90% of people who attempted suicides and survived are glad that they didn't actually die. In those last few moments things come into perspective.