I don't know what to do anymore?
Today I finally said out loud that I don't care I die, and for the most part it's true. Part of me wants something bad to happen, part of me wants to be checked in a hospital... I used to cut my wrists. My two friends found out and made me promise I won't do it again. It's been a month and a half and every day gets harder and harder. The urge keeps growing and I'm about to break. I don't know what to do. I'm completely antisocial. On Saturday at a party I would sit alone in the corner and when people were near me, I could feel tears in my eyes and I got angry almost. This anti-social thing with me just keeps getting worse and it's taking over my life. I hate eating. I hate myself when I eat and I hate myself when I don't eat. I don't eat much and I don't want to eat at all. I mean I'm not over weight. Im 115 pound and I'm like 5 feet 4 inches. I just want to feel pretty. I want to be ableto control something in my life. It's making me thinner too. I saw my grandmother on Saturday and before that the last time I saw her was Easter. She said I looked prettier and thinner... So it is working. My mom keeps telling me she is going to bring me to a hospital. I do have a lot of things wrong with me. Besides all that I have depression and I can't control my emotions at all. I mean my emotions are all over the place and it's big mood swings. I can go from laughing to cry in like 10seconds and I feel crazy. I have had one therapy appointment and I have another on Friday. I just felt worse after that first one and I don't want to go back. I just don't know what to do. I have so much more to say than what I wrote I just thought I'd stick to the basics. So please....I really need advice. Help me please.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore...?
I'm just obsessed with being alone by myself. Lately if I'm getting the chance to be with friends I stay home. I know it's not a problem to have alone time sometimes but I just don't like people. I don't get along with anyone at my school either. I've got about three close friends and that's it. I feel like I'm the only one that feels so alone, I know I'm not but it seems like it. I don't know how to make new friends and nobody's advice has been helping. I'm so freaking scared, every day because I've lost all my old friends, one because they've moved on and their all finding new groups in high school to hang out with, while I'm just still with the same people I've known forever. And it makes me depressed that everyone's moving on and chanigng and I still feel like the same stupid shy and awkward kid I've been my whole life, and I'm 16. I feel like I'm the only one that thinks so in depth about things. Like I keep a journal and just write and write even at school, when I just can't talk to people about these kind of things. I get so in depth that I have full conversations with myself about things, but I can't talk to people about it because I just feel like nobody would even give a damn about what I'd have to say about things.I just don't even want to get up out of bed in the morning, I'm scared of losing all my friends because I'm getting so out of touch with everything, with reality. I don't even know what to do anymore. And I know people say, you just got to get up and face the day. But I don't even know what do do. It'd be easier just to run away from it all but I know I can't run from my problems forever. I just want to start over new some place else. But I know thats out of the question right now. I just don't know what to do. Can anyone else relate or give me advice to keep moving forward? Because as of now I don't have a clue what to do anymore... :[
I don't know what to do with myself anymore?
Consider your options, be glad to be a bear. Do you know how many others would love to be in your place? Med school will take forever, why not take a closer look at other medical related job prospects and careers. Find something that will use the classes you have already completed and build on that. Next summer, try to land an internship is this new area of interest. We know you can do it!
I don't know what to do anymore?
I just feel completely alone and numb. My Dad is sexist, argumentative, controlling, verbally abusive and an all round bell end, I can't remember the last time I actually felt any kind of positive feeling for him, he's done some horrible things to me, he does things to upset me a lot of the time. My brother is just horrible, he is violent, and his mood just flips in seconds, I asked to borrow his hoodie today which he was fine with, I was about to leave the house and started running up the stairs because I forgot my phone, he grabbed my arm through the banister, and pulled it with all his weight through the bars, he almost dislocated it and I felt the hole joint of my wrist and arm being pulled out, I still can't move my wrist, all because he wanted his hoodie back (didn't even ask). He's 20. My mum always lies to me, makes up things I say to put me down to other people, and also makes up good things that I haven't actually done because she's embarrassed to tell my gran about how little I've achieved. (I'm only 17) I don't have many friends, and the ones I do have boyfriends so I get barely any time with them, I'm just so lonley and I feel like I have nothing. I'm also terrified I have a serious illness but I'm far to scared to go to the doctors. I stopped self harming at 15, but started again a couple of months ago because I just can't take it. I know if I had an easy way out I'd be dead by now (I don't even care how attention seeking that sounds.) I know a lot of people on here will just tell me to man up, but I can't deal with this anymore, I have at least 2 panic attacks a day and I'm so scared. I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do anymore, mum says to get an IT apprenticeship and wants me to give up becoming an indie game dev. I don't know what to do at this point. what shall I do?
There’s no real reason you can’t try to do both. In fact, learning how established companies go about doing software development, and getting to work with experienced developers, will give you more tools for becoming that indie game developer.Becoming a successful game developer (meaning that you are making enough of an income to be able to support yourself) isn’t going to happen quickly unless you are incredibly lucky and talented. You’re going to have to sell hundreds if not thousands of copies of your games to be able to make even a basic income.Getting started in a software development career while doing game development on your own time will give you a chance to get the skills you’ll need to be successful. You might be able to earn enough of an income to support yourself until your games are successful.
I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Help?
I feel like I lost myself. When I say that I mean, I don't even know who I am as a person anymore. I'm not sure what I want to do with my life anymore. Every time I plan for my future, something goes wrong. I'm just to the point where I feel like I want to bury myself alive because I don't understand life. I wanted to move out and go to a 4 year university, however I failed biology II (yes I'm a senior in high school and I graduate this Saturday) and since I failed the class I can't go to a 4 year university in the state I live in (Louisiana) I wanted to move out of momma's house, but since I failed I have no choice but to stay home because they don't have dorms to the community college here. Then on top of that I don't want to go to a community college and I know if I don't like where I'm going to "school" at I won't try, so why go. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I thought about going the air guard, but im "overweight" in their eyes, so i would have to lose 40 pounds to join. Im just going so they can pay for college, but their contract is 6 years. 6 years? i don't even know what im doing tomorrow, let alone dedicate 6 years to the air guard. Is it normal to feel like this? What should I do? I'm so lost I don't know which way is up or down. So any suggestion or tips would be appreciated. Thanks
I'm lost in life and I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Has anyone felt this way? How do I overcome this?
At different times different moves helped me. One stands out. I go for a long - better several days - track - hiking, riding a bike, a boat - should be something physical, exhausting and better not in the best weather - just go despite all odds. Then the return home is blessing. You survive and feel great. It also clears your thinking about what is important and brings back energy and sense of daring necessary to overcome any obstacle and reach for the dream.If physical activity is not appealing, then I sleep, then eat, then brush up my best outfit and go in an art museum, any museum, or library, or any other place where the best of human achievements can be experienced. I even flew for a day or two in some bigger city to get what I don't have in mine. If travel in Europe an option, that is awesome - whatever route, whatever condition. Travel in other places probably great too, but I did not do that. Oh, I live in the US and not on one occasion just loaded my car and took off accross the country, playing by ear. You see places, you meet people, you come back a different person you never thought you were able to be.Lost in life, ah? That is great! That means you are not caught in the rat race of consumption and look for something important. Go for it! It will be awesome!
Im goin crazy! i dont know what to do anymore...?
I am soo stressed out, my baby is 2 1/2 months old and i havent really had a break, i love her and she isnt why im goin crazy im just tired all the time, and me and my fiance have been fighting so much because we havent had time together, i get headaches everyday and my stomach hurts every time i stress out, i dont really have anyone to depend on to watch my baby so i can get a little break with my fiance. i cry more than i ever did before, im always upset, and i feel bad because i been just putting my baby in her play pen and swing more than usual because i been too stressed out and i dont want her to see me upset..im goinh crazy here any advice pleeease
Please answer..i dont know what to do anymore!!!!?
Time to become an adult and realize the only person you can depend on in this world is YOU! Focus on school and graduation. That's all that matters right now - your grades. Stay out of trouble, get through high school and when you turn 18 you're free to move out and do what you want. Stop worrying about your mother - she isn't going to change anytime soon. Keep your head clear and focus on doing what is right for YOU. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. You are learning some valuable life lessons right now. When everyone is against you it will only make you stronger - don't let anyone control you and your life. Stop worrying about everyone else - put all your energy into getting yourself together. Exercise, read good books, focus on school (spend time in libraries or book stores reading). When you try to save drowning people you get pulled under with them. Swim off in the other direction and save yourself.