Feeling guilty and depressed after ejaculation?
I feel that I think a lot clearly after ejaculation too. You need to be focused on building good friendships right now, have a person who you trust that you can just tell anything and everything too. Preferrably a girl, cause its slightly more awkward with a guy. And hang out with your buds just do things a guy your age would do, have fun get in trouble. Just not too much trouble. Get a pet do something, your life is worth it, everyones is. Everybody has a purpose in life and I think you will find yours out soon enough. Good luck pal. The problem isn't with the masturbation.