What is wrong with me?
What is wrong with me? I think that I might be bipolar or schizophrenic, but self-diagnosis/diagnosis over the internet is not reliable. Yet, I still what to know what you guys think about my predicament. I am a 17-year-old female. List of things that I don't think are normal: 1. I space out during the middle of conversations and completely forget what was going on and what we were talking about. 2. My vision often goes blurry when I am trying to focus, as if it is trying to prevent me from focusing. 3. I have the hardest time focusing; I always have a million things going on in my head (racing thoughts) 4. Throughout the day, I have a tendency to envision people dying either by my own hands or by excessively violent means. Sometimes, I will stand in the kitchen while holding things like knifes and I will imagine myself using them to inflict pain. When I realize what I was doing, I always stop and walk away. The sad thing is that I often envision myself slitting my family member's necks and letting them drip dry. 5. I get giant mood swings all day. I'll go from super depressed to unusually ecstatic/hyper 6. When I am home alone, I often get spouts of random anger and I'll scream profanities at the top of my lungs like, "F**k this sh**!" or "What the f**k?" 7. Also, when get anger spouts, I have a tendency to break or thrash things. 8. My sexual drive is insane: I will go from never wanting to have sex to suddenly craving it like an addiction. This happens usually throughout the week, every week. 9. I have had really bad depression in the past and I have attempted suicide once. My depression, which still comes and goes, lasted from 6th grade to 9th grade. 10. I rarely ever socialize. I prefer spending time alone because people irritate me to no end. I have probably spent a total of 1 year on the computer, if I was to add up my excessive usage. 11. I never had a set sleeping pattern. It is all over the place. 12. I often have terrible headaches that prevent me from functioning normally. 13. I almost always tear up when I talk to people, but I don't feel sad. 14. I constantly want to abandon everything in my life right now like my family, pets, school, books, etc and retreat into the wild but then, suddenly, I love the security of living in my room and spending time alone. Is there something wrong with me...?
Is it wrong for me to think that my cousin is kinda hot?
no, its not wrong, if you start thinking about her and fantasizing about her, then its wrong.
Is it wrong for me to think my step brother is hot?
You gotta be kiddin me. Gross. He's your stepbrother by marriage. The answer is NOTHING!
Is it wrong of me to think of impure thoughts about my nanny?
Why do you have a nanny if you have a wife?!?! Someone's missing in action.... [[edit]] Why isn't anyone else freaking out about him HAVING a nanny in the first place? Wait. Like a babysitter nanny? Dude... you don't seriously NEED one of those. lol. And in my opinion, I think keeping it as thoughts isn't impure. But following through with action is just wrong, wrong, wrong. And if you have a fricken ***** where everyone in the house can see it, and they know it's because of the nanny, then that's just sad, too. I think it'd be better if you just got rid of this nanny. No matter how much she might look like Megan Fox.
Can anyone tell me what they think is medically wrong with me?
I am having extreme lower back pain. Abdominal pain. My abdomen was swollen, but that went down. Nausea. Vomiting. Unusual bowel movements. Confusion and short term memory issues. Poor appetite. And now I am noticing multiple lumps on different parts of my body. One was large and full of puss. The others seem to just be hard. I have had blood work done testing for Pancreatitis and Cholecystitis. My CBC is normal. I’ve had xrays on my back. A HIDA scan that came back normal. I am not pregnant. I’m just now noticing the lumps and thinking of a couple others I had recently, so this has not yet been told to my doctor. Any thoughts?