Want To Become A Prison Officer Advice Pls

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I got gang raped.Gang. Raped.I'm going to give some details… so I guess trigger warningI went to a fish market with my uncle and grandma. My grandma is old and can't walk very well so I was waiting with her for my uncle to get some fish. This huge man comes and picks me up from behind. I'm pretty strong, but this man was much stronger. He grabbed me and ran as I screamed for my uncle to help me. He came too late.So. The big man “A”The other men are “B” “C” and “D”A grabbed me and brought me to a cornerB C D take turns throwing me against a fence as they all undress. They all are on me at the same time. One would be one my face making me suck his dick. One would be masturbating on my chest. One would be doing whatever he wanted on my vagina. One would be holding down my legs.They tied down my arms above my head, stripped me naked, did their rotations, and broke my ankle.I kept squirming so they punched me, gagged me, and stabbed right below my ribcage with a knife. I stopped moving and they rotated a few times. When they were done, about and hour later, they tied to me to fence.They would grab me from behind, touch all over me, cum on me, and then forced me to masturbate. They stuck their fingers up my vagina, put their dicks in my mouth. They made me masturbate on the floor, and then would smack me with their dicks wherever they felt like it.It was torturous. I was in so much pain. They ran Away. The police were searching everywhere, and then one found me on the floor behind a trashcan in an alley. They took me to a hospital, and it gave me so much emotional trauma.Right now, a year later, I am crying in my room, too scared to go anywhere, ripping at my thighs and stomach with a blade. Burning with lighters. I never told anyone else. The only people that know is my grandma, uncle, mom, and dad. I'm too scared to tell anyone.

I really want to join a gang? How can I join one?

First off if you are asking how, you must have what it takes to be in a gang. Secondly that life isn't for everyone and to be in a gang means you don't mind taking advantage of people or have no respect for authority or much even yourself. Always looking over your shoulder wandering if because of a wrong against another gang or person you could become a victim of a retaliation drive by or because the gang was involved in a criminal action you get stuck being the fall guy! When you belong to a gang you owe them everything. Sure they claim you as a member and if you get in a fight or trouble they will watch your butt and that will only help you so far. If you end up in prison and membership into a gang is a sure fire step in the right direction of ending up in a prison cell or worse one foot closer to the grave yard. If you end up in jail which again 99.9% chance is most likely they will not be able to post your bond or offer you anything but try helping to watch you back there. Gang life if not a luxury and it does bring harm to so many who don't deserve it. Say you get another gang mad at you and they retaliate by doing a drive by on the place you live. The gang shoots randomly at the house where you and your mother, father, brothers and sisters live. They don't care where they shoot at the house they just open fire. As a result your mother or siblings are shot, severely injured or killed. Is it worth it... If you aren't strong enough to make it in the world without being a turd, then go ahead, join a gang. Believe me one day sooner or later you will be very sorry you did! Male or Female gangs, they are all the same. Do yourself a favor if you want to join a gang, join the military or become a law enforcement officer. They are positive organizations that are part of the solution not part of the problem. What's more you earn respect and a living!