What do you do when you're sick of being alive?
I understand, I don't WANT to understand.. I just do understand. You need to firstly get help. I don't know you and your life, but its quite plain to see your a fellow sufferer of the stalker called depression that haunts so many souls. Music is a huge help, might sound stupid but creativity really helps to realise emotion that people tend to bottle. Try to push yourself to do things and to make friends, think how many people are out there! I'm sure you can get a friend :)! I have tried in my live to take my nasty depression and transform it into something useful so I now hope to be a counselor one day. I can relate to you.. I suffer every day of my life too so I do honestly know the feeling of emptiness, feeling lost, feeling confused and fed up of forcing yourself to get up in the morning. For now please get help somehow, there are so many hands out there, you just have to grab them. Together we can all try to pull ourselves out the dark. Good luck, don't believe everyone hates you, because I for one don't, and I don't even know you :) x
I'm sick and tired of being alive. I just want to end my life. Why can't it be alright to kill myself?
You are not the only one in need of peace. Look all around you, People are preparing for competitive exams like anything, going to office everyday as if that’s the only thing to be alive for, cheating or using each other, raping, dying of hunger, or at constant threat of life and what not.Each person is living first to find a way of living(to make money) and fulfill expectations of other people(Parents). Our parents wants to see us grow into somebody and then get married, have children. Just this much takes awe full lot of courage and energy.Amidst all this, how many of us do you think are living a peaceful life? Life is but a constant struggle. From before the time one is born to deathbed, it is nothing but struggle. Then why do each one of us wants to preserve our life and not get hurt and why do we even bother to run after things that promises happiness in life?Our whole understanding of life is actually absurd. We must live our life for the sake of living. Hindu Philosophy(Bhagawad Gita) says to be in Sakshi Bhav(To be in a state of Witnessing life as it happens). Whatever happens let it happen and you be there just to watch and experience it. Live your life as if it is already predetermined, good or bad doesn’t matter, Success or failure doesn’t matter. Just live it.Know that what you are today, you were not some time ago and you will not be what you are today after some time. Everything changes- People, their thoughts, emotions, the places, the expectations, your loved ones, everything. Then why be attached to anything, just be calm and live your life- with love or with insecurity that is in your hands.And the best thing you can do to yourself is to accept who you are and be that. Read books, develop better understanding of life each day. Take one hobby- Music, dance, Reading, anything and do that everyday for 1 hour. Let it be your time without worrying about the world. It will calm your mind each day and in coming future who knows what you may become. You’ll be great just by this successive practice.It will take time to adjust to this advise but day after day, you will be living a different life. Just give life a chance. It doesn’t have to be beautiful but it should be just lived.Also, get your Vitamin D level checked. It can cause havoc on your mental health.
Why do I hate being alive (life doesn't feel right)?
You don't give much information as to why you feel this way. What makes you feel like you don't belong? I would certainly recommend that you find someone you trust and talk about it..... There comes a time in life (you sound like a young adult) were we all go through a confusing time. We're not kids, we're not in our profession yet or just starting. It's confusing, it's a bit of a deception (I remember thinking..."so is this it"?). All normal stuff...talk it over with someone. Good luck.
Feeling really sick at my friends house at 4am? please please please help?
Hey guys, so currently I'm sitting in the bathroom at 4am at my friends house. Because I feel sick to my stomach and I'm shaking and if I lie down I feel even worse. And calling home is not an option.
How can I stop myself being sick when i drink alcohol?
Basically this weekend I got extremely ill the morning after drinking. Collectively I think I drunk- 2 vodka & cokes, 2 red bull &cokes, 2 vodka based alchopops, 1 shot of sambuka and 1 shot of apple sourz. This is between around 8pm and 2am. I understand that some people would naturally get sick of this, but in the past i have drunk ALTO more and been fine the morning after. Can anyone suggest what i can do to reduce the amount i am ill in the night/morning after? I had drunk quite alot of water and a good 2 meals before going out that night by the way. Edit: Should also add I am on one antibiotic a day for my skin. But i have been on them a while and not gotten sick till now.
Do you feel that you are sick person inside?
Yeah, but you see, we are all harboring really sick and disgusting urges. That’s right, every single person you have ever known, ever seen, ever met. Every. Single. One. They all have thoughts, ideas, fantasies, dreams, wishes and hopes that are the vilest, the sickest, the most inhumane things you could imagine. Things that turn your stomach and make you feel like the worst sort of wretch imaginable.There isn’t a single person who doesn’t feel those things at one time or another. The people who deny this are the most guilty of it, and live in denial.But you see, it is one thing to feel an urge to do something vile, disgusting, evil (pick your favorite adjective), and it is a completely different thing to do it. Thinking foul and hateful thoughts isn’t a crime; performing the same thing as a physical act, however, is.Here’s one I like to use when discussing these sorts of subjects in conversation with people. The idea of doing terrible things, murder, rape, genocide, arson, live dissection, etc., is just that, an idea. Ideas and thoughts are not illegal. If they were, then everyone’s favorite script writers and novelists would be guilty of a crime.You can think about skinning all your neighbors alive, you can even write a story or a script for a movie about skinning all your neighbors alive. You can go into as much gruesome detail as trips your trigger. At the most, it will either give you nightmares or you will sleep like a baby. But until you actually commit the act of skinning your neighbors alive, it isn’t a crime. The police aren’t interested in what you might do, they are are interested in what you WILL do or have done.You are not alone, we all feel that way. It is obviously a part of the human condition and seems to be normal. You just need to find an outlet for it, and behave like a civilized human being.