Why Am I So Different

Why am I so different then my peers?

Being mature is a huge turn on for most women. I know I cant stand the guys that make fun of girls and try to beat them at sports and all that... its just a huge turn-off.

Also.. what "they" say is that you are friends with different people cause your missing the qualities that they have.

Honestly.. dont get into all that crap. Even tho I am a girl... girls are bitches...whores...sluts.. you name it! So they might think that the "bad boy" (mostly jerks) are hot.. but really... wouldnt u want a smart girl than a stupid one? Thats one of the ways I can translate it for you.

Good luck! And stay mature... your one of the few in which are nice.

Why am I so different from other teens?

All my life, I've never fit in. I'm 15 and a girl, and I don't know why I'm like this. I just don't relate to the petty lives of everyone in my school. I find all this "drama" ridiculous and unnecessary. I have about 6 friends who are girls and I only talk to them in school. I barely talk to them. Besides my two friends who are actually nice. Anyway, I'm really shy so I've never had a boyfriend either. Not that I care that much. I'm expecting to find my type when I'm in my twenties because all the teenage boys in my school that I know are just so immature. I don't know why I am the way I am. I find myself daydreaming a lot in class. Mostly about books I read, because I love reading. I also daydream about finding love, because I think it's my purpose in life. I want nothing more than to finding the person I'm destined for, and the person who is likewise to me. I don't think this is the norm for someone who's 15. I'm so confused about who I am and why I am this way. Not that I don't want to be. Thank god for not making me some mindless zombie or something. I admit I'm not perfect though. These were my attempts to try to be more normal. I've tried this because I'm not sure if I should be the way I am. I feel like I belong in some kind of different time period, such as the Victorian era, for instance. I feel this way because I hate the world today. Nothing but filth and hate. And I have to subject my children to all this someday. And who knows? It might be worse by then. Why can't we go back to a simpler time when everything wasn't so complicated? I feel so envious of the people who got to live happier lives than the ones people live today. So you see? I'm not like other girls and I don't know why. I had this realization back in June when something life changing happened to me. I'd explain what it was, but it's a little embarrassing. Getting back on topic, I wish I could meet at least one person who was like me, and then I'd be the least bit more satisfied with my life. Right now it just feels as if one day passes another and their all the same, nothing is resolved, nothing changes. I'm just sitting in a mundane classroom, waiting for something to happen that will fix my problem. Anyway, what does everyone here think? I'm not asking a specific question, I just want you to state your hypothesis. Thank you to those who read, I know all my ramblings were quite long.

Why am I so different?

I look the same and I am born in the same place as the people around me but for some reason I cant be confortable around these people. Theyre extremely nice and so am I.
For example what happened today was weird. We had a group project and had to talk about a speach. Everyone had already read it except for me (because i missed the day we recieved it) but we had to record our selves talking about it.
I think I have social anxiety so the conversation part was scary for me. I didnt understand the reading so I wasnt confident about what to say so when my group started recording i stayed quiet. They were laughing and having fun and not being afraid of being judged but i tensed up and when they were done they turned it in (meaning i failed the assignment) after school was over and i went to the bathroom and just cried. Im in 11th grade and i feel like i should be over this by now im too old but im not somethings wrong with me and i dont know. I dont even have one friend.

Why am I so different from my family?

Dont listen to your family. just be yourself and do what you love to do. they cant force you go to a party or something if u dont want that. some parents want to be their children how they want them to be. my parents want me to be something i dont want to be too. Just be strong and proceed the things you like to do in ur freetime and follow ur dreams. your family have a similiar personality from eachother but you are unique and they cant understand why u dont do the same things like they are doing. The teacher is complimenting you that means u are talented so dont let them ruin ur dreams and hobbies

I'm so different from my parents... why?

I am a vegan, atheist, feminist, humanist, deep thinker, love science. I question things. My parents find my position on my veganism ridiculous (omnivores obviously) are devout Catholics, believe in traditional gender roles. They just accept things. My mother believes in creation and questions science. Things I care about and do are laughed at by them. I'm mocked all the time.

Like to add to my vegan choices, I'll only buy vegan, fair trade chocolate. What's so wrong with that!? My parent say I spend too much time on that, like huh? I'm sorry I don't want human slavery and animal suffering for my food!

Why am I so different from everyone else....?

I am the same way! I'm the girl that has always been different. I was known as like the weird loser girl in high school. I don't like Twilight, I wear dresses every day, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I never go out to party, I only listen to Taylor Swift and Gospel music, I usually only wear flip flops... even in the snow, I hate today's clothes that are in style, and I don't like to be in relationships...

Well, I said I wear dresses everyday. I have the weirdest figure to be wearing dresses. I have a large frame and huge muscular calves... (and just 9 pounds over weight) but I wear short sleeves under shirts under my dresses, because I don't like to expose myself. People always talk about how weird I am for not going with a style that best suits me... like sporty tom boy. I can't help it that I like girly stuff!

For Valentine's day, I wore a huge wire on my head shaped like a heart and wrapped my hair around it. And alot of people hated me for that for some reason.
I care what people think and I admit it.

My knees are double jointed and people would make fun of it because sometimes I would bend my knees back and they went farther than most peoples. They look broken when they're bent back.

Plus I really don't like diamonds at all. And people just gripe at me for that

I'm a vegetarian and everyone constantly tells me that I'm stupid and unhealthy for that.

I don't want my own kids, I want to adopt. And people ask me why all the time, then they don't even understand the reasons I give them. Why ask then?

I don't think I wanna get married...

Alot of people think I'm wierd. I would go to the lunch table and my friends would get up and walk away with all their stuff alot.

How I overcame this? I didn't. I don't think that I ever will. I care what people think, but not enough to be someone I'm not. Taylor's Swift's songs "A Place in This World" and "The Outside" are great songs to let you know that you are not alone and everything will work out. I like being different than everyone else. It makes me... unique. It took me many a year to figure out that there was more to life than being normal and popular. I like myself now and I like being different. Don't single yourself out too fast now. Being different and all makes you who you are and it's so worth it being yourslef.